Glitch- Chapter 6: New Lucifer Rebellion

the silmarillion
The Silmarillion, J.R.R Tolkien

As told in The Silmarillion, the later version of the tale:

Beren was the last survivor of a group of Men led by his father Barahir that had still resisted Morgoth, the Dark Enemy, after the Battle of Sudden Flame, in which Morgoth had conquered much of northern Middle-earth. After the defeat of his companions he fled from peril into the elvish realm Doriath. There he met Lúthien, the only daughter of King Thingol and Melian the Maia, as she was dancing and singing in a glade. Upon seeing her Beren fell in love, for she was the fairest of all elves. She later fell in love with him as well, when he, moved by her beauty and enchanting voice, gave her the nickname “Nightingale.” As Thingol disliked Beren and regarded him as being unworthy of his daughter, he set a seemingly impossible task on Beren that he had to achieve before he could marry Lúthien. Thingol asked Beren to bring him one of the Silmarils, the three hallowed jewels made by Fëanor, which Morgoth had stolen from the elves.

Beren left Doriath and set out on his quest to Angband, the enemy’s fortress. Although Thingol tried to prevent it, Lúthien later followed him. On his journey to the enemy’s land Beren reached Nargothrond, an Elvish stronghold, and was joined by ten warriors under the lead of King Finrod, who had sworn an oath of friendship to Beren’s father. Although Fëanor’s sons, Celegorm and Curufin, warned them not to take the Silmaril that they considered their own, the company was determined to accompany Beren. On their way to Angband they were seized by the servants of Sauron, despite the best efforts of Finrod to maintain their guise as Orcs, and imprisoned in Tol-in-Gaurhoth. One by one they were killed by a werewolf until only Beren and Finrod remained. When the wolf went for Beren, Finrod broke his chains and wrestled it with such fierceness that they both died.

When she was following Beren, Lúthien was captured and brought to Nargothrond by Celegorm and Curufin. Aided by Huan, Celegorm’s hound (which according to prophecy could only be defeated by the greatest werewolf ever), she was able to flee. With his aid she came to Sauron’s fortress where Huan defeated the werewolves of the Enemy, Draugluin the sire of werewolves, and Sauron himself in wolf-form. Then Lúthien forced Sauron to give ownership of the tower to her. She freed the prisoners, among them Beren. Meanwhile, Sauron took the form of a vampire and fled to Taur-nu-Fuin.

Beren wanted to try his task once more alone, but Lúthien insisted on coming with him. However they were attacked by Celegorm and Curufin, who had been exiled from Nargothrond. Beren was wounded by Curufin, but Lúthien healed him. Through magic they took the shapes of the bat Thuringwethil and the wolf Draugluin that Huan had killed. Thereby they were able to enter the enemy’s land and at last came to Angband and before Morgoth’s throne. There Lúthien sang a magical song which made the Dark Lord and his court fall asleep; then Beren cut a Silmaril from Morgoth’s crown. As he tried to cut out the others, his knife broke and a shard glanced off Morgoth’s face, awakening him. As they attempted to leave, the gate was barred by Carcharoth, a giant werewolf, who was bred as an opponent to Huan. He bit off and swallowed Beren’s hand, in which Beren was holding the Silmaril.[note 1] Carcharoth was burned by the pure light of the Silmaril and ran off madly. Eagles then helped Beren and Lúthien escape.

Beren and Lúthien returned to Doriath, where they told of their deeds and thereby softened Thingol’s heart. He accepted the marriage of his daughter and the mortal Man, although Beren’s task had not been fulfilled. Beren and Huan participated in the hunt for Carcharoth, who in his madness had come into Doriath and caused much destruction there. Both of them were killed by the wolf, but Carcharoth was also slain. Before he died, Beren handed the Silmaril, which was recovered from Carcharoth’s belly, to Thingol.

Grieving for Beren, Lúthien also died, and came to the halls of Mandos. There she sang of her ill fate, that she would never again see Beren, who as a mortal Man had passed out of the world. Thereby Mandos was moved to pity. He restored Beren and Lúthien to life and granted mortality to the Elf. Lúthien left her home and her parents and went to Ossiriand with Beren. There they dwelt for the rest of their lives, and both eventually died the death of mortal Men. – Tolkien wiki


Sacred Jewel Shards

I was only a sophomore in high school when I voluntarily read the Silmarillion, and it became my favorite of Tolkien’s stories. Especially the epic love of Beren and Luthien. Forbidden love is always rebellious. In a world of fear and distrust, love is a rebellion.

Tolkien was well versed in historical literature, and the creation story is accounted in it. If we take a closer look, we can see Melchor as Lucifer, Luthien as Lilith, Samael as Beren, and the Silmarils as the Lapis Exilis, that stone which fell from Lucifer’s crown. Most people are familiar with the Lord of the Rings – even the decapitated movie versions. The Silmarillion is the bible of Middle-Earth, and a beautiful recounting of our traditional creation story.


And so for the heart of Luthien, the quest to get a Silmaril from the Dark Lord ensues, all for love. They are successful, they live happily ever after, and provide one key turning point in the story wheel of the series. This Silmaril now being returned to the elves, is a keystone literally when going to war, or sailing to Valinar or the undying lands.

The Silmarils (Quenya pl. Silmarilli, radiance of pure light[1]) are three fictional brilliant jewels composed of the unmarred light of the Two Trees in J. R. R. Tolkien‘s legendarium. The Silmarils were made out of the crystalline substance silima by Fëanor, a Noldorin Elf, in Valinor during the Years of the Trees.[2] The Silmarils play a central role in Tolkien’s book The Silmarillion, which tells of the creation of (the Universe) and the beginning of Elves, Men, and Dwarves.

Fëanor, son of Finwë, created the Silmarils—”the most renowned of all the works of the Elves”—from the light of the Two Trees.[3] The Silmarils were hallowed by Varda, so that they would burn the hands of any evil creature or mortal who touched them without justly deserving possession.

Together with Ungoliant, the rebellious Vala Melkor destroyed the Two Trees. (Later, at the healing effort of the Valar, one of the trees bore a silver flower, and the other bore a golden fruit before their death. They were sent to the sky, to illuminate Middle-Earth against Melkor. But neither sphere radiated the original light of the trees, that was free of Ungoliant’s poison.) Silmarils then contained all the remaining unmarred light of the Two Trees. Therefore, the Valar entreated Fëanor to give them up so they could restore the Trees, but he refused. Then news came that Melkor had killed Fëanor’s father Finwë, the High King of the Noldor, and stolen the Silmarils. After this deed, Melkor fled from Valinor to his fortress Angband in the north of Middle-earth. Thereafter he wore the Silmarils in his iron crown.

Fëanor was furious at Melkor, whom he named Morgoth, “Dark Enemy of the World”, and at the Valar’s desire to take the gems for their own purposes. Together with his sons he swore the Oath of Fëanor, which bound them to fight anyone who withheld the Silmarils from them. This terrible oath resulted in much future trouble including mass-murder and the war of Elf against Elf.

Fëanor led many of the Noldor back to Middle-earth. His flight, which occurred during the First Age of Middle-earth, led to no end of grief for the Elves and eventually for the Men of Middle-earth. Five major battles were fought in Beleriand, but ultimately the Noldor and all the people who took the oath failed in their attempt to regain the Silmarils from Morgoth.

One of the Silmarils was recovered by Beren and Lúthien through great peril and loss, when Luthien sent Morgoth to sleep with her singing and Beren cut it from his crown. The werewolf Carcharoth attacked them as they left Angband and swallowed Beren’s hand containing the Silmaril, and this drove Carcharoth mad. He was later killed by Huan the Hound, who died from his wounds, and Mablung cut the Silmaril out. It was later taken to the Valar in the West by Eärendil, son of Tuor and Idril and husband of Elwing: heir of Beren and Lúthien, as a token of repentance. The Valar then set this Silmaril as a star in the sky. The other two gems remained in Morgoth’s hands, and were taken from him by a servant of Manwë at the end of the War of Wrath. However, soon afterwards, they were stolen by Fëanor’s two remaining sons, Maedhros and Maglor, as they tried to fulfill the oath they had sworn so many years before. But the jewels burned their hands, in denial of their rights of possession, as they had burned Morgoth’s hands before. In agony, Maedhros threw himself and his Silmaril into a fiery pit, and Maglor threw his Silmaril into the sea.[4] Thus the Silmarils remain in the ocean, the earth, and the sky—their light present but inaccessible to those in Middle-earth.[5]

According to a prophecy of Mandos, following Melkor’s final return and defeat in the Dagor Dagorath (Battle of Battles), the world will be changed and the Silmarils will be recovered by the Valar. Then Fëanor will be released from the Halls of Mandos and give Yavanna the Silmarils and she will break them and with their light she will revive the Two Trees, the Pelóri Mountains will be flattened and the light of the Two Trees will fill the world in eternal bliss.[6] This concept appears in Tolkien’s manuscripts that were published by his son Christopher in The Shaping of Middle-earth but was not implemented in the published Silmarillion.[7]

luthien and beren

This is very similar to another prophesy many people are starting to hear about again. That in the end of days the 12 Tribes of Israel will be brought back together, each with the sacred stones/pieces they have been hiding. The two trees are reminiscent of the two masonic pillars, which are to be balanced through the third pillar.

This is to happen through the lost 13th tribe. The story goes that a 13th tribe was created by intermarriage between two tribes. This created a 13th energy, a 13th zodiac sign. This 13th bloodline was sacred because it formed through two parents carrying the serpent seedline. This is the basis of hybrids and why the Dracos believe in keeping their bloodlines pure through intermarriage.

Excerpts from Blue Blood, True Blood: Conflict & Creation

The leader of the Earth’s Illuminati is called the “Pindar”. The Pindar is a member of one of the 13 ruling Illuminati families, and is always male. The title, Pindar, is an abbreviated term for “Pinnacle of the Draco”.

Symbolically, this represents the top of power, control, creation, penetration, expansion, invasion, and fear.

The holder of this rank reports to the purebred Reptilian leader in the inner Earth.

Each of the 13 ruling families is given an area of the Earth and/or a particular function to fulfill on the Earth. These particular functions include global finances, military technology / development, mind-control, religion, and media.

Each of the 13 ruling families has a Council of 13 as well. The number, 13, has great significance to them. They know that there are 12 types of energies that pass through the 10 aspects of God-Mind. The totality of the 12 energies equals a 13th energy. This is considered the most powerful knowledge.

They also know that there are really 13 Zodiac signs, not the commonly acknowledged 12. They have kept the 13th hidden for centuries because it is the sign of the Dragon (a.k.a. Ophiuchus, the Serpent Holder).

As the French newspaper Le Monde explains, the 13th sign was deliberately removed more than 2,000 years ago.

They keep the qualities and traits of this sign secret to avoid giving away clues to the Reptilian mind-pattern.

The next layer is the second-in-command families who do the support work for the Pindar and 13 ruling families. While all of the 13 ruling family members are shape-shifters, all members of the 300 supporting families are not. They do, however, all have a high percentage of Reptilian DNA.
Humans are Free

Finding the Grail

In Irish mythology, it is said that a race of kings descended from the heavens to the ancient, pre-Celtic culture of Ireland. These tall, bright, shining creatures were elegant and beautiful and brought with them the secret knowledge of the gods. While the Tuatha represent a caste of Irish elemental beings, there are also accounts of them being flesh and blood conquerors of the Fir Bolg, one of the ancient races inhabiting Ireland, coming down and invading from the four northern cities of Falias, Gorias, Murias and Finias, where they acquired their occult skills and magical attributes.

Tuatha Dé Danaan roughly, but imprecisely translates as “peoples/children of the goddess Danu.” In the old Irish tuath means “people, tribe, nation;” is the genitive case of día, meaning, “god, goddess, supernatural being, object of worship.” They are often referred to simply as the Tuatha, Tua or the Tuatha Dé, which was also used in early Irish Christian texts as a name for the Israelite diaspora, which, in and of itself, is an interesting historical reference, as Danu has also been rendered Anu. The reference – if not already obvious – creates an interesting link between Israel and ancient Mesopotamian mythologies.

After a series of wars, it is said that the mythical Tuatha de Danann were defeated, and subsequently receded into the “hollow hills,” eventually coming to be known as the Elven folk of Celtic lore. It is interesting to note that the prefix, “El,” of Elven is a derivative of the ancient Sumerian Elil and the Hebrew Elohim, both being proper pronouns for the names of gods. There exists a startlingly recognizable similarity between the mythological Tuatha de Danann and the Nephilim, as they appear to be etymological descendants in the transmission of religious thought. Elil and Ea were the linguistic predecessors of Elohim and Yahweh (Jehovah).

The Canaanite territory of northern Israel is said to have once been occupied by the Israelite tribe of Dan, who, during the days of the Bible’s Great Exodus, around 1446 BCE, is said to have separated from Moses and the rest of the Israelites, traveling to the north. It was there that the Danites encountered the worship of Baal/Pan and became involved in the pagan fertility rites practiced by the indigenous Canaanite peoples at Mount Hermon, the very place where according to the Book of Enoch, the Sons of God (the bene ha’ Elohim) descended to the earth and made a pact to mate with human women and have children with them, bequeathing the mythological Nephilim.

The people of the Israelite tribe of Dan intermingled with the Canaanite Tuatha De Danann, also known as the Dragon Lords of Anu, said to be the offspring of the ancient Sumerian Anunnaki. This is also one of the interpretations of the Sons of God intermingling with the “daughters of men,” referenced in the Genesis chapter six story of the Nephilim. One of the interpretations of the story is that the children of Israel, as represented by the tribe of Dan, broke the law of God and intermarried with the Canaanites in the region of Mount Hermon, where the Elohim (the Watchers of the Book of Enoch) were said to have descended. Cultural values of the day did not allow for the women of Israel to intermingle with the men of another culture, so only he men were said to have taken Canaanite brides from the Tuatha de Danaan. Hence, the basis of the story for the “Sons of God” intermingling with the “Daughters of Men.” This integrated tribe of Dan and Danaan/Danu/Anu migrated to the north and west, settling along the way in the European and Scandinavian regions as a conquering nomadic people, replacing those they conquered with their own traditions blended with the Canaanite Anunnaki Serpent culture.

“…The ancient people of the Tuatha De Danann…were the supernatural tribe of the pre-Achaean agricultural goddess Danae of Argos, or perhaps of the Aegean mother-goddess, Danu. But their true name rendered in its older form was Tuadhe d’Anu. As such, they were the people (or tribe) of Anu, the great sky gods of the Anunnaki.”

~ Sir Laurence Gardner, Realm of the Ring Lords: The Myths and Magic of the Grail Quest

The similarities and multiple connections once again become staggering: Tuatha de Danann, Danites, Tribe of Dan and their linkage to the Dragon Lords, the Anunnaki and the Serpent. Are these simply tricks of word similarities or are the coincidences far too great to overlook?

Yet another version of the origins of the Tuatha De Danann – the Dragon Lords of the Anu (before settling in Ireland around 800 BCE) – is that they were the descendants of the Black Sea princes of Scythia, now known as the Ukraine. Like the original dynastic Pharaohs, they traced their ancestry to the great Pendragons (note: Uther and Arthur Pendragon of the Arthurian legends) of Mesopotamia, and from them sprang the kingly lines of the ancient Britons, the Irish Bruithnigh and the Picts, the indigenous people of northern Scotland. In Wales, the Tuatha are said to have founded the Royal House of Gwynedd, while in Cornwall in the southwest of England, they were the sacred gentry known as Pict-Sidhe, connected with the early Merlin (Myrddin) and Tyntagel, the legendary Cornish birthplace of King Arthur.

“So, from a single caste of the original Blood Royal – whether known as the Sangréal, the Albi-gens or the Ring Lords – we discover many of the descriptive terms which sit at the very heart of popular folklore. For here, in this one noble race, we have the ‘elves’, ‘fairies’ and ‘pixies’ – not beguiling little folk, but distinguished Kings and Queens of the Dragon succession.”

~ Gardner, In the Realm of the Ring Lords

Via – Tribe of the Gods

In my last chapter, I ponder the question: is our government still working with Annunaki? Is this the great cover-up? Is this the very meaning of the Shadow Government?

According to James Casbolt:

The last time I reported on the New World Order dictatorship and current ET events I mentioned that the Draco reptilians installed in various underground military facilities around the world keep themselves away from the main human areas in these bases. They only work closely with 33rd and above ‘Illuminated’ Masons. I also talked about the fact that most if not all, Masonic members of the 33rd degrees and above have been replaced by Android/hybrids known by the higher levels of the global intelligence apparatus as ‘Ontocyborgenergetic’ life forms. These ‘Draco-borgs’ are patched into a collective computer like matrix, have no free will and are controlled by the Draco.

When I use the word android I am not talking about a robot with wires instead of veins. I mean a cloned genetically engineered being. Without going into too much detail and getting into complicated bio-genetics, the original human has their bio-plasmic body or ‘information cloud’ removed and put into a cloned body loaded with microchip implants and other genetic enhancements and forms of mind control. A walk-in ‘Ontocyborg-parasite’ is also blended into the bio-plasmic body. These are multi-dimensional alien beings that are an artificial intelligence life form. These onto-parasites run from a microchip in the android and are connected to the lower two chakra points in the spine. They get their energy from the sexual kundalini energy in the spine and use that as a battery. There are different types of walk-ins both good and bad. A positive walk-in may be when a human has enough of earthy life and is close to suicide. Their higher self may ask to leave and a benevolent ET may agree to do a ‘soul exchange’ and come into the human body. The higher consciousness rules are that only one information cloud or soul should inhabit a physical body at a time. Onto-parasite walk-ins go against this as two information clouds are connected to 1 body and they both fight each other for control until one gives up. An artificial walk-in overshadows the clone and is usually a tall grey or Draco etheric/multi-dimensional bio-robot. This is similar to the ultimate spy handler and a perfect spy is one who not aware they are a spy. Gifted psychics can see them as dark shadows standing behind people that seem to follow them around and are blended into the bio-plasmic body. The bio-plasmic body is an information cloud that is basically our essence and can now be photographed on a digital camera.

“This is not a new phenomenon as high level Masonic fraternaties which go back to ancient Babylon and Atlantis have been working with these ET’s for a long time. Regardless of whether we are talking about the Illuminated degrees of the Scottish Rite, The York Rite, The Nigerian Rite or the 33rd degree of Zion etc, they are all controlled by the Draco in alliance with the Annunaki. The Annunaki are the tall albino Nordic humanoid ET’s who may be from the Sirius sector. There also are highly compassionate Annunaki helping Humanity as well. . I will resent the testimony in my book of NSA people who have met these being face to face in such places as Area 51 and Arizona. These beings are codenames ‘SAMS’ by the NSA. Once again the ones I have information about appear to be cybernated lifeforms as when they talk they have a  metallic reverb voice and are also connected to a collective computer matrix. Many of the major military/NSA underground facilities are built on top of ancient already existing ET bases.”

The Renegades

There are renegade humans and renegade annunaki who know about this whole charade and live their lives trying to expose it. Once we pull back this curtain and see the wizard behind it all, we can all arrive at the conclusion the true enemy survives, controls and rules through fear and deceit. We can transmute this through compassion and love.

Government will reign until compassion does. The government is only filling a big hole in the heart of society. A money-class system still divides the people, and when they fall down and lose everything, become homeless – it is not unlike the “untouchables” in the Brahman caste system. We are stuck in a pyramid hierarchy because we only care about our own well-being for the most part. To care about others is to work with others in a community so everyone is cared for. This is what our ancestors and native Americans did. Tribes built complexes that housed/fed entire populations. Everyone had a job that contributed to sustaining the tribe.

Statistics show that most Americans are basically living in indentured servitude. 80% of Americans show less than $100 in savings at all times. This means the average citizen working 1-2 jobs is only one unexpected bill away from not making ends meet. Our parents generation was easily able to sign up for credit cards to put debt on, however generation x grew up during rising inflation, and by the 2008 housing bubble crisis – it was becoming obvious that this incoming generation was not purchasing assets at the rates of the previous. There are more houses in America for sale (and foreclosed) then there are homeless people. I’m pretty sure everyone would take a house if someone were giving them out. How do we get good credit when people aren’t making enough money to pay their bills on time in the first place? That is indentured servitude. That is why we can’t buy homes and why they get foreclosed.

This is why multi-generational housing was making a comeback. More children were not moving out at all, or moving back in, in some cases. Families are being forced to band together to survive the harsh economy. This only works if everyone treats the family like a tribe – including respecting the elders and taking care of them. The large numbers of our abandoned elders at nursing homes suggests we have lost true family mentality. I came from a broken home myself, so none of this was natural to me.

I read parenting books and took parenting classes in my hopes of being a perfect parent and excelling where my mother failed me. I realized the biggest thing was that I was abandoned. I have abandonment issues I am working through to the max. I always felt like my mother was so caught up in paying bills and doing college and achieving success  not only didn’t she have time for me, she never cared. I didn’t know why she had me, to abandon me to this cruel world. There have been countless, unspeakable times I needed help and was left with no other option but to do unspeakable things to keep my life going. She will never know about them, nor does she care to. All I want for my children is for them to be happy with their time here on Earth. I feel responsible for the children I brought into the world, but apparently that’s not normal anymore. People have the mentality of German ubermench these days. In nazi Germany it was considered honorable for the SS to impregnate as many girls as possible, they were in turn handing their babies over to the state for the supersoldier program. Perhaps this is why we have a society of breeders, not parents. The nazi scientists came here to the US after WW2 during Project Paperclip.

Lebensborn e.V. (literally: “Fount of Life”) was an SS-initiated, state-supported, registered association in Nazi Germany with the goal of raising the birth rate of “Aryan” children via extramarital relations of persons classified as “racially pure and healthy” based on Nazi racial hygiene and health ideology. Lebensborn encouraged anonymous births by unmarried women, and mediated adoption of these children by likewise “racially pure and healthy” parents, particularly SS members and their families. The Cross of Honour of the German Mother was given to the women who bore the most Aryan children. Abortion was illegal at this time.

Initially set up in Germany in 1935, Lebensborn expanded into several occupied European countries with Germanic populations during the Second World War. It included the selection of “racially worthy” orphans for adoption and care for children born from Aryan women who had been in relationships with SS members. It originally excluded children born from unions between common soldiers and foreign women, because there was no proof of racial purity on both sides.

Initially the programme served as a welfare institution for wives of SS officers; the organization ran facilities – primarily maternity homes – where women could give birth or get help with family matters. The programme also accepted unmarried women who were either pregnant or had already given birth and were in need of aid, provided that both the woman and the father of the child were classified as “racially valuable”. About 60% of the mothers were unmarried. The program allowed them to give birth secretly away from home without social stigma. In case the mothers wanted to give up the children, the program also had orphanages and an adoption service.[5] When dealing with non-SS members, parents and children were usually examined by SS doctors before admission.”

On 13 September 1936, Heinrich Himmler wrote the following to members of the SS:

The organisation “Lebensborn e.V.” serves the SS leaders in the selection and adoption of qualified children. The organisation “Lebensborn e.V.” is under my personal direction, is part of the Race and Settlement Central Bureau of the SS, and has the following obligations:

1. Support racially, biologically and hereditarily valuable families with many children.
2. Placement and care of racially, biologically and hereditarily valuable pregnant women, who, after thorough examination of their and the progenitor’s families by the Race and Settlement Central Bureau of the SS, can be expected to produce equally valuable children.
3. Care for the children.
4. Care for the children’s mothers.

It is the honorable duty of all leaders of the central bureau to become members of the organisation “Lebensborn e.V.”. The application for admission must be filed prior to 23 September 1936.[3]

Destruction of the Family

According to William Cooper (RIP), the destruction of the family was done on purpose. When black people and women were given the “right” to “work”, “vote” and “be free” we all became slaves to the corporate machine and it’s ideas of success we strive after. Apparently some of us forget about other important things on our journey for it.

Taking a closer look at the above passages Trump’s America is starting to resemble Hitler’s. We are training our children to eat, consume, marry, breed, and that is life. Those who question the program are looked down on. Those who refuse to get with it become the black sheep. We feel as though we don’t belong here. But our number is growing. More people are questioning everything. Welcome to Earth! You shouldn’t trust the air, water, food, media, politicians, governments, health professionals or sometimes even your own family. Good luck Sir or Madam.

The crumbling of illusions the old world was built on is in full swing. The people hunt their own government in the Pizzagate apocalypse. Drinking blood activates reptilian DNA that’s why they drink it. There is, however, no need for it to be done in this manner or from young children – which is a perversion of the Star Fire teaching of drinking blood from Grail Maidens.

Excerpt from Nicholas DeVere’s book:

From the central meeting point of the two triangles, a horizontal line extends out, twice the length into the plaster of the walls of the labyrinth at Knossos and it is this figure, the labrys, which authorities present as giving the Knossos labyrinth its name.

With the handle removed and placed upright before the double triangle we have the figure 18 which, when the numbers are merged into a monogram, form the caduceus of Hermes, the “phallus” of Baphomet, the fennel stalked thyrsus of Bacchus-Dionysus, the fennel stalk in which Prometheus gave the gift of “fire” to man and the flying reed-stalk of the witches (the original witches broom).

It is also the ribbon entwined maypole, the serpents Lilith and Samael entwined around the tree of life and the rise of kundalini up the helix encased spinal cord to the ajna chakra of the brain, all of which the foregoing also represent.

The witches flying reed stalk suggests soaring consciousness in the same way that the caduceus does, which has wings attached to what is thought to be the solar disc, which is rather the sephiroth corresponding to the brain. The fire given to man by Prometheus might be thought by some to have been the fire serpent kundalini, who features as a maiden in the service of the evil Klingsor, in the stories relating to Amfortas and the knights of the Holy Grail.

Klingsor represents the perversion of the vampire rite into an act of base sexual lust. He is the aspect of male human nature who, like the Minotaur, represents the danger of capitulation to sexual drives when the knight, like Theseus, is presented with the true quasi-erotic nature of the Grail in the form of the virgin vulva.

However Kundalini promotes the production of noradrenaline and the sexual hormones which work in direct opposition to the Grail and if the pilgrim allows his baser nature to prevail, the “Grail” will destroy him by producing in him the opposite hormonal response to that which engenders wisdom and spirituality.

In the story of Amfortas, Kundalini realizes her true function and dies (to a former physiological capacity in which she was ever active in the service of “Klingsor“) meaning that she becomes passive and receptive to her other, deeper spiritual role, and capitulates to the service of the Grail, symbolized by her expiry at the Fisher King’s feet

This simply means that she, the spinal column, accepts her role as the conveyor of Grail chemicals from the pineal to the womb, instead of only sexual ones, from the genitals to the brain. With the expansion of knowledge in the science of Endocrinology, it is possible now for the informed outsider to restore these stories to their original meaning.

So the fire of Prometheus is not the fire of Kundalini going up the spine to the brain, but the fire of wisdom going down the spinal column to the womb to become Starfire, which is shed from thence and drunk in the ’Rite of the Vampire’.”
– Nicholas DeVere, From Transylvania to Tunbridge Wells

The Most Sacred Knowledge

This knowledge is literally the most suppressed and occult knowledge there is. I will explain why. The common man/woman is educated to disgust menstrual blood. Average men think it is disgusting to lay with a woman while she is menstruating.  There is a common taboo about dealing with a woman’s blood.

Harvard ran a study where they fed older mice the blood of younger mice and it actually resulted in the regeneration of the older mice. This obviously explains the problem of pizzagate. The human hunting parties, the sacrificing of children and of course, drinking the blood. Up until this point, only the most elite knew about starfire – of Grail Blood. Everyone under the elites was forced and blackmailed (when it wasn’t willful) into hunting and eating humans. The puppet masters (handlers) control their puppets through this blackmail and release it if the celebrity gets out of line. Other studies have shown that menstrual blood actually has stem cell like qualities which would explain the rejuvenation of drinking this blood.

If the common person knew that western medicines and practices were an unnecessary expense the entire medical industry monster would collapse. Between holistic approaches and sacred rites of caring for the self – the artificial womb of government would cease to reign. 80% of Americans are taking drugs which actually cause more problems than they solve. In terms of depression, we have two generations of children who take more drugs rather than they eat healthy foods. And they bring their children to their doctors who prescribe more medications for the coming generations. Are we really drugging ourselves into a stupor and letting doctors drug our children as well? We have vaccines which are rendering young girls from America to India infertile and no one thinks there’s an agenda behind this nazi medicine industry!? We no longer allow children to be themselves, to exhibit hyperactivity, daydreaming, and every expression of individuality seems to be seen as a disorder which your doctors have pills for – all so we can keep turning the incoming generations into little zombified slaves, just like us. The government actually makes a ton of money off making people sick with diseases in a problem, reaction, solution chain of events. The CDC is actually owned by vaccine and medical corporations and push their agenda through the entity known as the CDC.

I do not watch zombie movies and I don’t think they are funny because I know that the government has been creating and mutating viruses which seems to be leading to zombie apocalypse. Rabies has been mutating for the last several years mysteriously so that it is easier to pass between animals and people. One bite or scratch can lead to infection and by the time an animal or human is uncontrollably attacking someone the virus has spread to the brain which is fatal to the host. Many reports of zombie like humans attacking people in cities have been traced to this.

One other thing the CDC suppresses is the 99.9% effectiveness of colloidal silver on viruses, bacteria and protozoa. I have not had a vaccine in 20+ years but I do keep colloidal silver stocked in my medicine cabinet. It is not something you should overuse, but it has kept me from needing to see a doctor for a very long time. American doctors ignore it’s cures because they don’t make hundreds of dollars off it they way they do pharmaceuticals. The same way there are numerous cures for cancer which are close to free… yet people are still dying of cancer. Watching our elders die or our friend’s be forced by the government to take “approved” medicines which do more harm than good is a product of us trusting the government, CDC, and FDA in the first place. The government should never have been involved with healthcare and that is becoming more obvious as time goes by. These agencies, this monstrous government must be disbanded and it occurs when people stop giving their consent to it. When more people start saying…. NO. Our American government is a terrorist entity which lies to it’s people via mass media, poisons it’s people in food, air, water and medicines, and causes death via war to other countries in the name of “freedom” which actually is slavery. They are not expanding freedom overseas, we are expanding our empire of slavery to the entire world. A one world order of slaves if we keep going with the flow. Between student debt, medical debt, credit card debt, utility debt and all other debts, isn’t is so cute having children who are being born into indentured servitude?! Consume, Obey, Reproduce… do not think about the fact you are just creating debt slaves to keep the world going.

Generation X constantly gets blamed for not working or partaking in society, becoming a welfare generation. Being part of this generation, I sense that it is because we came here to create a new world, not keep the shitty old one going. We see no point in wasting our lives to make others rich, working excessive hours to afford a house we spend less time at then our job, which we never own anyways, and in terms of statistics, is likely to be foreclosed anyways, because it is nearly impossible to live these days without going into debt. There is no American dream for us and we know it, that’s why these last generations have spent more money on what I would call “the rebellion” than personal investments. We aren’t just looking at an American revolution, we are looking at a worldwide one. People are buying guns, weapons, food supplies and other provisions for the end of this story we all know is coming. Some of us have been preparing our children for it instead of lying to them about reality. Most of my daughter’s friends including her know how to shoot a gun, fish and hunt because we, the parents can only prepare our children as best we can while watch the old world crumble. More parents are opting out of vaccines, and realizing the public education system is garbage. More parents are demanding organic and healthy foods, more parents are getting involved in their kid’s lives. More parents realize the system is set up to fail us and our children. The system is only designed to create workers which we are now noticing after three generations of people who can’t make ends meet working 2-3 jobs.

You are not a bad parent for saying no to “officials” or questioning this. You are not a bad parent for taking your children to a pediatrician who doesn’t push vaccines for the industry. You are not a bad parent for home schooling or spending time with your family instead of working. You are not a bad parent for caring, and wanting your child to be their happy self instead of a zombie. Which leads me to my next point as to why they are drugging everyone into a stupor in the first place and destroying the family unit.

Women are no longer expected to raise children, we are expected to work. Both my husband and I have had numerous people (and family) complain  to us about how I don’t work and I stay home with my kids. Then they turn around and tell me my children are wonderful, polite, smart and amazing. I am sure this had nothing to do with the fact I home schooled my oldest daughter til she was 9 and continue to stay home with my youngest daughter. I find mostly women resent me for doing this if they were/are unable to due to their own situations.  When something is important to you, you never settle for less. Society says I should be at work right now, and my youngest daughter in daycare. That is why I don’t take part in this society where we stick our kids in daycares from 6 weeks old til they get to school; where they get a government education. And obviously, that’s working out really well for everyone right? Who could complain about our nation of mind controlled zombies operating by television and radio trigger words like fish reacting to stimuli? What if everyone stopped taking pharmaceutical drugs which put us in passive brain states that make us programmable in the first place? It seems I am no where near alone in trying to bring back family, truth and the pursuit of happiness. Many people are opting out of their typical roles of society and redefining what it means to live long and prosper on Earth. Through this rebellion, we create a new Heaven and a new Earth.

The 144,000

My parent’s generation was known as the Lightworker generation. My generation is known as the Indigos, and our children are the rainbow/crystal and platinum children. But what does this really mean? Not all our parents were lightworkers, not all of genX are indigos. And apparently, not everyone even has a spirit or soul. Some people are just here for the show and it’s only now reaching climax.

144,000 Sealed

After this I saw four angels standing at the four corners of the earth, holding back the four winds of the earth to prevent any wind from blowing on the land or on the sea or on any tree. Then I saw another angel coming up from the east, having the seal of the living God. He called out in a loud voice to the four angels who had been given power to harm the land and the sea: “Do not harm the land or the sea or the trees until we put a seal on the foreheads of the servants of our God.” Then I heard the number of those who were sealed: 144,000 from all the tribes of Israel.

From the tribe of Judah 12,000 were sealed,

from the tribe of Reuben 12,000,

from the tribe of Gad 12,000,

from the tribe of Asher 12,000,

from the tribe of Naphtali 12,000,

from the tribe of Manasseh 12,000,

from the tribe of Simeon 12,000,

from the tribe of Levi 12,000,

from the tribe of Issachar 12,000,

from the tribe of Zebulun 12,000,

from the tribe of Joseph 12,000,

from the tribe of Benjamin 12,000.”

“The Great Multitude in White Robes

After this I looked, and there before me was a great multitude that no one could count, from every nation, tribe, people and language, standing before the throne and before the Lamb. They were wearing white robes and were holding palm branches in their hands. 10 And they cried out in a loud voice:

“Salvation belongs to our God,
who sits on the throne,
and to the Lamb.”

11 All the angels were standing around the throne and around the elders and the four living creatures. They fell down on their faces before the throne and worshiped God, 12 saying:

Praise and glory
and wisdom and thanks and honor
and power and strength
be to our God for ever and ever.

13 Then one of the elders asked me, “These in white robes—who are they, and where did they come from?”

14 I answered, “Sir, you know.”

And he said, “These are they who have come out of the great tribulation; they have washed their robes and made them white in the blood of the Lamb. 15 Therefore,

“they are before the throne of God
    and serve him day and night in his temple;
and he who sits on the throne
    will shelter them with his presence.
16 ‘Never again will they hunger;
    never again will they thirst.
The sun will not beat down on them,’[a]
    nor any scorching heat.
17 For the Lamb at the center of the throne
    will be their shepherd;
‘he will lead them to springs of living water.’[b]
    ‘And God will wipe away every tear from their eyes.’[c]” ”

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The second main passage comes in Revelation 14:1–5: “Then I looked, and behold, a Lamb standing on Mount Zion, and with Him one hundred and forty-four thousand, having His Father’s name written on their foreheads. And I heard a voice from heaven, like the voice of many waters, and like the voice of loud thunder. And I heard the sound of harpists playing their harps. They sang as it were a new song before the throne, before the four living creatures, and the elders; and no one could learn that song except the hundred and forty-four thousand who were redeemed from the earth. These are the ones who were not defiled with women, for they are virgins. These are the ones who follow the Lamb wherever He goes. These were redeemed from among men, being firstfruits to God and to the Lamb. And in their mouth was found no deceit, for they are without fault before the throne of God.”

In digging through masonic lore, I came across the two pillar story, which is layered in understandings. The story goes that the two pillars were leftover from Atlantis, one pillar which floated as to not be destroyed by water and one made of marble as to not be destroyed by fire. On it was inscribed how the people should live. The basic symbolism being that the two pillars represented male and female energies which were to be balanced through a third pillar. This creates the trinity. Beyond this comes the mythology of Cain and Abel each representing a pillar. This is because as stated in previous chapters, Cain was begotten of Samael – the Widow’s son. He was different than Abel, his brother because he descends from a different God. Could this be the origin of negative blooded humans? We, the descendants of the Annunaki who mated with the daughters of men.

These two brothers each led a tribe and worshiped their God in their own way. Their descendants created the original 12/13 tribes of Israel. And this is the reason to this day we have religious war. The story ends the same, with the two pillars being balanced through a third. Or in this case, the 13th tribe. And so it is said, there are men of mud and men from above. It has been said that “regular humans” only ever incarnate once, only the 144,000 reincarnate and have multiple lives. Apparently this is why some humans are soulless robots who will never know or care to know the higher worlds. This one is all they get.

According to Sherry Shriner, the 144k are evil serpent seedline souls which Lucifer sealed into people and are “not real humans.” This mentality disgusts me as much as nazi mentality does. She fights from Abel’s pillar, the nazis from Cain’s. Neither can ever win, there can only be balance in the end. One man’s Christ is another’s anti-Christ. That is why the starseeds of the 144k must be Christ, who is Horus, who is Lucifer. Christ consciousness returns within us. Starseeds have seen this number in numerous channeling material for a reason. We are the 144k. We are the ones doing this soul-work. We are the ones who answered this calling. Our calling has been the same all along: to transmute this darkness enslaving the world.

Disturbingly, there are rumors flying around youtube that the astounding number of girls going missing around the United States, especially the DC area are starseeds being targeted?  This could be the very reason our governments are tracking hybrids and negative blood humans as well as black nobility. This could also be the very reason starseeds and youtubers have been being killed off and/or disappeared.

I want to bring up one other thing if you have hope to leave the matrix. This amazing young woman talks about how many, many of the missing DC black girls have actually left what she calls “white supremacist matrix society.” Even as a white woman, I seriously resonated with her entire video. What if we as women don’t want to work and we want to be raising children? What if our parents hate our way of life and people in our lives conspire to ruin our families? To her I would say, I feel you sister, white people have this problem too. Apparently, many of the missing DC girls have joined what she lovingly calls “cults” of people who literally left “went missing” from their regular life to do their soul work in sub-communities. She says that they are rebuilding their “tribe” in a very biblical way and many of these types of sub communities are forming. The video she made is great and talks about why these girls do not want to be and probably will never be found. Also that the girls who truly DID go missing really do need to be found. In any case, it gave me hope that maybe the 144 will find each other and rebuild our tribes. Through this more people might choose to leave the matrix and create new territories which I would imagine could be quite self sustaining with so many people working together. Her video gave me hope and even white people like myself can resonate with it. And honestly, the more people who leave the matrix…. the less power this government will have.

I hope that by talking about this as a white person, I can make it clear that I do not see this as a race issue. To see a race issue is to live in duality and that time is over. White people and black people are equal in my eyes and coming together we would be a most powerful force of love. United we stand, divided we fall; as one race, the human race. I am very active in a Khemetic Studies group on facebook and I love all my black sisters there. They have been very kind to me and taught me so much. I really have learned working together we learn a lot from each other.

In the face of pizzagate exposed, the answer is not to distrust everyone – but become stronger communities. They only rule us because they have divided us and united we do not need them. That is why their main tactic is to divide and conquer. It is the reason they stage false flags to incite argument along the population. When we fight each other we are not fighting the real enemy.

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The next time you are wasting your life in a facebook argument about flat Earth or other stupid threads remember that. I don’t know or care whether the Earth is flat or round because I’m pretty sure this is all a holographic matrix :O Even if I am wrong, I still care more about the fact my people are living in indentured servitude than I do the shape of the fucking planet. We all need to ignore the distractions, to bypass divide and conquer. We need to unite as brothers and sisters of Earth. I may have left OTO, but one thing I value most I learned was brotherhood/sisterhood. This is why masons do community work. We try to bring that brotherhood/sisterhood to our community. That is the whole point of “ask 1 to be 1.” Originally, freemasonry was meant to be a universal brotherhood. Freemasonry actually only became associated with the familiar evil conspiracies after it was infiltrated by the banned Jesuit Illuminati of Europe at which time it came here to America. The Jesuit Illuminati infiltrated freemasonry and used both jews and freemasonry as scapegoats for the Illuminati families. There are plenty of good freemasons, and plenty of jews against zionism. Illuminism itself is not evil either. Magick is neither good or evil, it is what we do with it. Knowledge is not evil, it is what we do with it. Partake of the serpent’s wisdom, not his nature. Be as wise as serpents, as kind as doves.

If you believe you are one of the 144k, then you must also accept being an Earth Angel at this time. We are here to transmute this darkness and uplift our brothers and sisters, spreading Lucifer’s fire. We must keep this in mind in our daily activities and experiences. Synchronicity pulls us where we need to go and in each experience we teach or learn, sometimes both.

Earth Angels need to learn to diffuse situations and arguments and we do this with Michael’s sword of truth. I was once told by a man that I would never win this war with my brother’s sword. Someone once had me within inches of death and I told him I was going to show him, and the world that words are more powerful than muscles or brute weapons. So I live everyday trying to do just that. When the power of love overcomes the love of power the world will know peace. The transmutation happens within.

You do not fight for peace, you choose to live in peace, be at peace, and not take part in war. For angels, being bound to the flesh is about the worst thing ever. While we are here for our mission I think we really should try to enjoy our time here. I try to do at least one thing everyday that makes me happy. Refilling my own cup helps me refill others. Making other people happy generally makes me happy. I know more than some and less than others that life on Earth is really, really hard, and unfair. I know the world would be so much better if people helped each other instead of pointing fingers and judging all the time like a bunch of children. People need kindness and forgiveness more than most things, except love.

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Due to the fact I never grew up in a religious household, all of this is absolutely fascinating to me I am wondering if the seven seals are representative of the chakras and that is how “Lucifer” is freed and this age comes to an end. I think there are many people trying to delay this as Lucifer/Satan stands as the great accuser and if I was Lucifer, Israel would probably be first on my list If En.Ki = Lucifer then Inanna = Lilith. Do tell me what you think

“But just as a certain amount of the angelic race have fallen, rebelled, and turned away from their God, a certain amount of the human race is also going to do the exact same thing – and there is absolutely nothing that we or even God Himself can do about it because of the free will that He has given to each and everyone of us. This is going to be the saddest part of human history after it is all said and done.”
““Now I saw when the Lamb opened one of the seals; and I heard one of the four living creatures saying with a voice like thunder, “Come and see.” And I looked, and behold, a white horse. And he who sat on it had a bow; and a crown was given to him, and he went out conquering and to conquer.” (Revelation 6:1-2)”
““When He opened the second seal, I heard the second living creature saying, “Come and see.” And another horse, fiery red went out. And it was granted to the one who sat on it to take peace from the earth, and that people should kill one another; and there was given to him a great sword.” (Revelation 6:3-4)”
““When He opened the third seal, I heard the third living creature say, “Come and see.” And I looked, and behold, a black horse, and he who sat on it had a pair of scales in his hand. And I heard a voice in the midst of the four living creatures saying, “A quart of wheat for a denarius, and 3 quarts of barley for a denarius; and do not harm the oil and the wine.” (Revelation 6:5-6)”
““When He opened the fourth seal, I heard the voice of the fourth living creature saying, “Come and see.” And I looked, and behold, a pale horse. And the name of him who sat on it was Death, and Hades followed with him. And power was given to them over a fourth of the earth, to kill with sword, with hunger, with death, and by the beasts of the earth.” (Revelation 6:7-8)”
” “When He opened the fifth seal, I saw under the altar the souls of those who had been slain for the word of God and for the testimony which they held. And they cried with a loud voice, saying, “How long, O Lord, holy and true, until You judge and avenge our blood on those who dwell on the earth?”

And a white robe was give to each of them; And it was said to them that they should rest a little while longer, until both the number of their fellow servants and their brethren, who would be killed as they were, was completed.” (Revelation 6:9-11)”

“I looked when He opened the sixth seal, and behold, there was a great earthquake; and the sun became black as sackcloth of hair, and the moon became like blood. And the stars of heaven fell to the earth, as a fig tree drops its late figs when it is shaken by a mighty wind.

Then the sky receded as a scroll when it is rolled up, and every mountain and island was moved out of its place. And the kings of the earth, the great men, the rich men, the commanders, the mighty men, every slave, and every free man, hid themselves in the caves and in the rocks of the mountains, and said to the mountain and rocks, “Fall on us and hide us from the face of Him who sits on the throne and from the wrath of the Lamb! For the great day of His wrath has come, and who is able to stand?” (Revelation 6:12-17)”

“When He opened the seventh seal, there was silence in heaven for about half an hour. And I saw seven angels who stand before God, and to them were given seven trumpets. Then another angel, having a golden censer, came and stood at the altar. And he was given much incense, that he should offer it with the prayers of all the saints upon the golden altar which was before the throne.

And the smoke of the incense, with the prayers of the saints, ascended before God from the angel’s hand. Then the angel took the censer, filled it with fire from the altar, and threw it to the earth. And there were noises, thunderings, lightnings, and an earthquake. So the seven angels who had the seven trumpets prepared themselves to sound.” (Revelation 8:1-6)”

Parallel to Supernatural wiki?

The 66 Seals are special attachments made by God to secure Lucifer’s Cage. The seals are all represented by important events, the first of which was the shedding of blood by a righteous man in Hell and the last of which was Lilith’s death. When these attachments broke, Lucifer’s Cage was immediately opened and he was released. According to Anna, there were about 600 possible seals of which only 66 had to break for Lucifer to be freed. Due to Castiel’s interactions with Dean and Sam, it is believed that Heaven is desperately trying to keep Lucifer contained and that the Angels are trying to stop Lilith from breaking the 66 Seals. Zachariah later reveals that he, along with the executive members in the Host, intended for all of the Seals following the first seal to break so that Lucifer could break free,[1] hastening the epic battle between Michael and Lucifer.

Castiel describes the seals as locks on a door that hold Lucifer prisoner. He also states that a group of demons, including Lilith, is trying to break them.[2]
Once Dean put the Apocalypse in motion by breaking the first seal, the main and executive Angels of Heaven intended for the rest of the seals to break.[1]
In addition to the 66 Seals, the rings belonging to the Four Horsemen of the Apocalypse can also open Lucifer’s Cage.[3]

Known Seals

The First Seal: “The first seal shall be broken when a righteous man sheds blood in Hell.” The demons intend for this to be John Winchester; instead it is Dean.
Rise of the Witnesses.
Raising of Samhain.
Ten species going extinct in Key West.
Everyone in a fifteen-man fishing crew going blind in Alaska.
A teacher in New York killing sixty-six students.
Death of two reapers on the night of the solstice. Must say “hic cruor messorius illud sigillum quod luciferem reverendum obstringit aperiat ut resurgat.” Which translates to “This blood Reaper seal that binds to open reverend rise of Lucifer.” (unbroken).
The Final Seal: “The first demon will be the last seal”; Sam kills Lilith, Lucifer’s first demon, which broke the final seal.
Tolkien Wiki:
One of the Silmarils was recovered by Beren and Lúthien through great peril and loss, when Luthien sent Morgoth to sleep with her singing and Beren cut it from his crown. The werewolf Carcharoth attacked them as they left Angband and swallowed Beren’s hand containing the Silmaril, and this drove Carcharoth mad. He was later killed by Huan the Hound, who died from his wounds, and Mablung cut the Silmaril out. It was later taken to the Valar in the West by Eärendil, son of Tuor and Idril and husband of Elwing: heir of Beren and Lúthien, as a token of repentance. The Valar then set this Silmaril as a star in the sky. The other two gems remained in Morgoth’s hands, and were taken from him by a servant of Manwë at the end of the War of Wrath. However, soon afterwards, they were stolen by Fëanor’s two remaining sons, Maedhros and Maglor, as they tried to fulfill the oath they had sworn so many years before. But the jewels burned their hands, in denial of their rights of possession, as they had burned Morgoth’s hands before. In agony, Maedhros threw himself and his Silmaril into a fiery pit, and Maglor threw his Silmaril into the sea.[4] Thus the Silmarils remain in the ocean, the earth, and the sky—their light present but inaccessible to those in Middle-earth.[5]

According to a prophecy of Mandos, following Melkor’s final return and defeat in the Dagor Dagorath (Battle of Battles), the world will be changed and the Silmarils will be recovered by the Valar. Then Fëanor will be released from the Halls of Mandos and give Yavanna the Silmarils and she will break them and with their light she will revive the Two Trees, the Pelóri Mountains will be flattened and the light of the Two Trees will fill the world in eternal bliss.[6] This concept appears in Tolkien’s manuscripts that were published by his son Christopher in The Shaping of Middle-earth but was not implemented in the published Silmarillion.[7]

And so I am left wondering if this is all the same legend of true/forbidden love, the spear of Destiny, the hidden stones Lapis Exillis, and the 12 Tribes of Israel ruling once again through the two pillar story, which is meant to be balanced through the third pillar congruent with masonic mythology.

Lilith as the Serpent
by Margi B.

from LilithGate Website

Lilith’s link to the garden of Eden is symbolized in Christian iconography that may have been inspired by the Zohar. Also, Lilith as Serpent is not limited by her functions in Eden, but also as other important figures such as Blind Dragon and Leviathan.

There are many passages that define Lilith as Serpent. The most obvious passage, says Lilith as the Serpent had an affair with Eve before she had intercourse with Adam. This is the most expressive passage relating to Lilith that contains a description of being both a Serpent and using temptation.

Quoting Bacharach, ’Emeq haMelekh 23c-d –

“And the Serpent, the Woman of Harlotry, incited and seduced Eve through the husks of Light which in itself is holiness. And the Serpent seduced Holy Eve, and enough said for him who understands. An all this ruination came about because Adam the first man coupled with Eve while she was in her menstrual impurity — this is the filth and the impure seed of the Serpent who mounted Eve before Adam mounted her.

Behold, here it is before you: because of the sins of Adam the first man all the things mentioned came into being. For Evil Lilith, when she saw the greatness of his corruption, became strong in her husks, and came to Adam against his will, and became hot from him and bore him many demons and spirits and Lilin.”

However, Lilith being described with male qualities capable of intercourse with other women is also explained as Lilith being joined with Sammael as one being and both being a part of the temptation in the Garden of Eden:

Quoting Moses b. Solomon of Burgos – “Both Samael, king of the demons, and Lilith were born in a spiritual birth androgynously. The Tree of Knowledge of Good and Evil is an epithet for both Samael and Grandmother Lilith (e.g. the Northerner). As a result of Adam’s sin, both of them came and confused the whole world, both the Upper one and the Nether one.”

Another quote that describes Lilith and Sammael as androgynous:

Quoting Zohar Sitrei Torah 1:147b-148b, Jacob’s Journey –

“The secret of secrets:
Out of the scorching noon of Isaac,
out of the dregs of wine,
a fungus emerged, a cluster,
male and female together,
red as a rose,
expanding in many directions and paths.
The male is called Sama’el,
his female is always included within him.
Just as it is on the side of holiness,
so it is on the other side:
male and female embracing one another.
The female of Sama’el is called Serpent,
Woman of Whoredom,
End of All Flesh, End of Days.
Two evil spirits joined together:
the spirit of the male is subtle;
the spirit of the female is diffused in many ways and paths
but joined to the spirit of the male.”

Lilith and Sammael also have intercourse through a “snake” like intermediary also.

Quoting Treatise on the Left Emanation

“You already know that evil Samael and wicked Lilith are like a sexual pair who, by means of an intermediary, receive an evil and wicked emanation from one and emanate to the other. […] The heavenly serpent is a blind prince, the image of an intermediary between Samael and Lilith. Its name is Tanin’iver[24] The masters of tradition said that just as this serpent slithers without eyes, so the supernal serpent has the image of a spiritual form without color–these are “the eyes.” The tradiationists call it an eyeless creature, therefore its name is Tanin’iver. He is the bond, the accompaniment, and the union between Samael and Lilith. If he were created whole in the fullness of his emanation he would have destroyed the world in an instant.”

The Treatise goes on to describe Lilith as the Blind Dragon itself:

Quoting Treatise on the Left Emanation

” I found written in the name of an ancient traditionist and in the name of the perfect Hasid of blessed memory that Lilith is also Taninsam. They said that this name is based on the serpent who is in the image of an intermediary between Lilith and her mate.”

Not only is Lilith Blind Dragon, but is also Leviathan:

Quoting Treatise on the Left Emanation

“I shall explain this relying on the esoteric meaning in the verse “In that day the Lord will punish with His great, cruel, mighty sword Leviathan the twisted serpent and Leviathan the tortuous serpent”–this is Lilith–“and He will slay the dragon of the sea” (Isaiah 27:1). As there is a pure Leviathan in the sea and it is called a serpent, so there is a great defiled serpent in the sea in the literal sense. The same holds true above in a hidden way.”

Lilith and Sammael are also described as serpents of two qualities; the Slant Serpent and the Torturous Serpent.

Quoting Moses Cordovero, Pardes Rimmonim 186d

“And about this mystery it is written, And on that day the Lord with His sore and great and strong sword will punish Leviathan the Slant Serpent, and Leviathan the Tortuous Serpent, and He will slay the Dragon that is in the sea (Isa. 27:1). Leviathan is the connection and the coupling between the two who have the likeness of serpents. Therefore it is doubled: the Slant Serpent corresponding to Samael, and the Tortuous Serpent corresponding to Lilith….”

Although this page only outlines Lilith’s Serpentine attributes, the reader is faced with the challenge of interpreting it about how it affects Lilith’s image and lesson to devotees. I personally interpret Lilith as governing the aspect of consciousness of the Sammael/Lilith androgyny. The intermediary, Blind Dragon, may be seen as symbolic of the Kundalini serpent energy that is connected to our unseen abilities and everyday consciousness. Lilith is Blind Dragon, and is both Serpent energy and consciousness to control that energy in the use of witchcraft and magick.

Sammael may be seen as the physical serpent, Lilith’s connection to the air can also be seen as breath used to form words to speak to Eve to convey the importance of partaking in Knowledge and understanding what existence is like when living without dignity with Adam.

Most of all, Lilith is the guardian of the Tree of Knowledge, her Serpent self symbolic of the Tree of Knowledge energy, the Tree’s own Kundalini that flows up through it’s branches like a wellspring of undefiled wisdom.

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Kabbala: Lilith, Samael and Blindragon

from AlanHumm Website

Lilith’s husband, Samael, has been castrated. In order to have sexual union with him, they must use a third character, BlindDragon. I’m not sure I want to know how this works.

Bacharach, ’Emeq haMelekh, 84b, 84c, 84d

Lilith is a harlot who fornicates with men. She has no mating with her husband, for He [God] castrated the male and cooled the female. And she becomes hot from the fornication of men, through spontaneous emission. And enough of this…. (Patai81:463)

This Lilith — the Merciful One save us!– has dominion over children who issue from a man who has intercourse at candlelight, or with his wife naked, or at times when he is forbidden to have intercourse. All those children who issue from these mentioned, Lilith can kill them any time she wants to , because they are delivered into her hand. And this is the secret of the children laughing in their sleep when they are small: it is from Lilith who plays with them.

And I heard that when a small child laughs during the Sabbath night or the night of the New Moon, it is because Lilith is playing with him, and it is well that his father or mother or anyone who sees him laugh should tap his nose with his finger and say: “Go from here, you accursed one, for you have no resting place here!” Let him say this three times, and each time he recites this incantation let him tap the child’s nose. And this is very good, for it is in the power of Lilith to kill them when she wants to. And since she has permission to kill these infants, these souls are called Oppressed Souls. (Patai81:463f)

Blind Dragon rides Lilith the Sinful — may she be extirpated quickly in our days, Amen!– And this Blind Dragon brings about the union between Samael and Lilith. And just as the Dragon that is in the sea (Isa. 27:1) has no eyes, likewise Blind Dragon that is above, in the likeness of a spiritual form, is without eyes, that is to say, without colors…. (Patai81:458)

Samael is called the Slant Serpent, and Lilith is called the Tortuous Serpent (Isa 27:1). She seduces men to go in tortuous ways…. And know that Lilith too will be killed. For the groomsman [BlindDragon] who was between her and her husband [Samael] will swallow a lethal potion at a future time, from the hands of the Prince of Power. For then, when he rises up, Gabriel and Michael will join forces to subdue and bring low the government of evil which will be in heaven and earth. (Patai81:468)

Bacharach, ’Emeq haMelekh, 121b

And he [Blind Dragon] is castrated so that he cannot beget, lest [his offspring] annihilate the world. (Patai81:458)

Samuel 7:15-17

Now Samuel judged Israel all the days of his life. He used to go annually on circuit to Bethel and Gilgal and Mizpah, and he judged Israel in all these places. Then his return was to Ramah, for his house was there, and there he judged Israel; and he built there an altar to the LORD.

Judges 3:10
Verse Concepts

The Spirit of the LORD came upon him, and he judged Israel. When he went out to war, the LORD gave Cushan-rishathaim king of Mesopotamia into his hand, so that he prevailed over Cushan-rishathaim.

Judges 16:31
Verse Concepts

Then his brothers and all his father’s household came down, took him, brought him up and buried him between Zorah and Eshtaol in the tomb of Manoah his father. Thus he had judged Israel twenty years.

1 Samuel 7:6
Verse Concepts

They gathered to Mizpah, and drew water and poured it out before the LORD, and fasted on that day and said there, “We have sinned against the LORD.” And Samuel judged the sons of Israel at Mizpah.


Therefore, Lucifer is shown through many names – Samael, Lucifer, En.Ki, Osiris – male. Lilith, Inanna, Isis – female. In the previous chapters we discussed the True Lucifer is Sophia. If this is true then Lucifer comes as serpent in the form of Samael/Lilith – the two lovers separated for eternity. (Forbidden love). They unite through Blind Dragon because “God” castrated her lover Samael. This is to say Sophia rebelled against the lesser God ruling her stolen creation and came in the guise of a serpent to offer the forbidden wisdom, and  unite the eternally seperated parts of herself. This is also how Lilith was kicked out of Eden for bearing a child to Samael, tying into masonic lore about every mason being “the widow’s son.” Why is this? Because “God” cast Samael out of the garden and their child was born without his father – a widow’s son. Enter biblical Cain which we already discussed in previous chapters as the first vampire. Whatever “God” is in charge of Earth is obviously not the True God who is all forgiving, omnipresent. Being kicked out of Eden becomes a blessing.Pretty sure when we all wake up, we no longer serve the lesser God who has hijacked Sophia’s beautiful creation – we kick him out.

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You can only see it this way if you fall really far down the rabbit hole and realize that you are living in a world of deceit. What sort of God would allow the poisoning of it’s people in so many ways and constant deceit in the media? Whatever Annunaki God (shadow government) is still in charge of this place obviously has Earthlings for the most part right where they want them. Confused, believing lies, poisoning themselves and their offspring via food, water, air, medicines. Fooled through religion and weak education into reincarnating here over and over – Earth the spiritual trap. But, if you know that in this world down is up and wrong is right, then Sophia/Lucifer the tempting serpent becomes our savior. The shadow government doesn’t give a shit what we believe and put out disinfo so we never figure out the truth because that is the only way to control the human population and keep them “working” like good little bees.

Indeed, many of these bees are happy workers who desire nor believe in the higher worlds. For the first time in recorded history we are entering a time where generations of people are refusing to work. Not only refusing to work “contribute to society” but also unbelieving that ABC degrees make one more important or higher in class than oneself. This is shown with the indoctrinated medical professionals who are now being told by parents with no degrees that their medicines are harming our children. The government’s response to this has been to attempt to mandate them, fortunately this has never been approved in my state due to the high amount of unvaccinted children which is rising due to parents standing up for their rights.

The highest paid field in my state is healthcare right now because we don’t have enough people getting indoctrinated to take care of the incoming retirement generation. Our nurses work 90+ hours a week. Many places around here actually include paid trainings to become a healthcare professional and still, for years we have had this same problem. I actually found out that our state government was giving incentives to nurses from out of state to move here and work. This is the same way my mom got all of her CPS jobs in Alaska which she received over a $70,000 salary for taking. When local people won’t take jobs each state will outsource from other states with incentives. Only  soulless people could consider CPS a career. And when my generation watched medical mistreatment kill off the people we loved while natural cures were suppressed – who would seriously go into “health care?” Who would go on to become police officers when they are enforcing unjust laws? As we continue to refuse these positions they hold less and less power over society. We unbelieve them. I am pretty sure this is what scares the shadow government most of all and that is why they seek to control us through fear. The more we fear each other the less we can band together.

From revolutionizing awareness

“I think an appropriate metaphor or analogy would be a gold mining operation where we have a very large amount of ore to process to get at the gold all the while having to deal with folks scattering fool’s gold in the mix. One has to have a capable mind of an intelligence operative and analyst to adequately mine this ore and process it something that many people in the UFO/ET field have trouble doing to their great frustration. It’s a mistake to think that as many in the UFO community have been misled to believe by clever intelligence moles, that the problem of UFOs and ET contact can be solved by standard scientific procedures. Because we are dealing with a UFO/ET cover-up by intelligent people with great resources, and ETs that are even more intelligent than ourselves, thinking that standard science can address these issues is a deliberate misdirection.

Jacque Valee a UFO/ET investigator had a very enlightening conversation with an intelligence operative by the name of Major Murphy that is quite relevant to the discussion here: ‘Then he posed a question that, obvious as it seems, had not really occurred to me: “What makes you think that UFOs are a scientific problem?”

I replied with something to the effect that a problem was only scientific in the way it was approached, but he would have none of that, and he began lecturing me. First, he said, science had certain rules. For example, it has to assume that the phenomenon it is observing is natural in origin rather than artificial and possibly biased. Now the UFO phenomenon could be controlled by alien beings. “If it is,” added the Major, “then the study of it doesn’t belong to science. It belongs to Intelligence.” Meaning counterespionage. And that, he pointed out, was his domain.
“Now, in the field of counterespionage, the rules are completely different.”

Perhaps this is why all along, the Supreme God – Abraxas, meant for the seals to be broken. See Abraxas in the previous chapter. If Jesus Christ was sent by Abraxas and Horus is Jesus, and Lucifer is Horus….. then I dare say there is some group devoted to making sure people fear freemasons and mystery schools so that “the gentiles” never figure all this out. This is probably the same group commited to making sure Lucifer does not rise, and putting out material making people fear the real Lucifer and using the Lucifer name in the name of atrocities. They have literally turned Lucifer upside down in hopes of keeping the great mother from ever rising again. Most people fear their inner savior, for she is in every one of her creations.

A sigil of Lucifer that was invented in 2004 by Joy of Satan, and then adopted as the main symbol of the Church of the Elders in 2007. It is based upon part of an earlier sigil from the Grimorium Verum.

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I believe in the return of Jesus/Lucifer/Horus. And I believe those who have committed atrocities in the names of God shall be judged accordingly and most harshly. You cannot escape karma as hard as you try.

In this lifetime I have suffered for the horrible things I did in my last lifetimes. I commited atrocities. My punishment has been to be incarnated here and have all these horrible things happen to me, things I caused in the first place. It took me a very long time to realize the meaning of one past life regression I accessed during tantra. I was a male SS officer. It wasn’t until I began looking into my own family’s history – or rather the things my grandmother refused to talk about – pertaining to why she ran away from Sweden, I realized I had seen through the eyes of my own great-great grandfather. I actually saw a genetic memory no one in my family will talk about.

Until you clear up all your karma from this lifetime and your others, you can never escape reincarnation. You can never truly ascend until you make up for the karma you have incrued. That is why I have to become my future self who is also my past self. Beings/Watchers/us from other timelines interact with us here, they are us in the future/past. If we ascend incorrectly then we reach a dead end road that can go no further (picture the Greys). That is why our past selves come here to keep us from taking their road. If we fix this timeline we also fix theirs in a very Mandela Effect.

But it seems, not all watchers are on the same page and not all want the timelines fixed. Those who refuse to ascend correctly DO want to keep everything just as it is. They want to maintain their control. Exactly like in Fringe.

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fringe watchers propaganda

The idea of the Watchers is demonstrated so many places it is impossible to ignore:

Venture Bros:

The Investors are a trio of mysterious men in business suits who possess mysterious powers and abilities that, as described by Monstroso, “make dreams come true.” They primarily do this by making “contracts” with certain people, promising them their desired dream in exchange for a hefty price, usually their lives. Their behavior and appearance is almost demonic in nature, being able to make unholy deals with others and then collecting their “fee” in a rather horrific manner. They can hide their presence from others and change their forms at will, making them a formidable and deadly presence.

The Investors first appeared working with Monstroso who was in dire need of a new heart. The Investors then took the dying King Gorilla‘s heart and kidnapped Billy Quizboy who was pretending to be a doctor even though he did not have a degree. They then gave Billy a medical license so he could perform the heart transplant for Monstroso. The group then left after S.P.H.I.N.X. showed up.

Buffy the Vampire Slayer:

Can’t even shout.
Can’t even cry.
The Gentlemen are coming by.
Looking in windows,
knocking on doors…
They need to take seven
and they might take yours…
Can’t call to mom.
Can’t say a word.
You’re gonna die screaming
but you won’t be heard.
―Girl in Buffy’s dream[src]

The Gentlemen were a group of demons said to originate from fairytales. They roamed from town to town, seeking out seven human hearts they required to stay alive. They were served by a group of demonic footmen dressed in straight jackets who did all the fighting and muscle-work for them.


The Gentlemen were bald, pale humanoids that never spoke but were always grinning maliciously through metallic teeth. They wore black suits and carried satchels with scalpels in them with which to remove the hearts they required. They did not walk, but instead hovered about a foot above the ground, standing perfectly straight. True to their name, they tended to gesture to each other politely, kindly passing the scalpel during a heart extraction and applauding another Gentleman each time they added a heart to the collection.

The Watchers:

There are those beings that exist in the darker regions of the paranormal. They are not necessarily evil, but they are reminders that there is something else in control of our world. These beings are “maintenance men” they are the “custodians” who are known to do what they feel is necessary to move society forward. Where there is a break or a moment where things tend to stay in flux, they appear to remind us that perhaps we are not always in control of our fate or destiny.

These beings are known as the Dark custodians. They are the secret chiefs, the men with Black hats, the MIB’s or Men in Black.

The beings are described as having the countenance of death. Pale faced and clothed in dark vestments. They are given the charge of bringing balance to all things and at times bring about abrupt changes. In ancient writings we always hear of angels and demons, but no one had focused on the beings that were known as the Rephaim. The book of Isaiah described these entities as being superhuman and having an ashen face. It was written that they were literally dead. Void of soul and not capable of the resurrection.

“They are dead, they shall not live; they are deceased, they shall not rise.”

The actual term used in the scripture is Rephaim or in some interpretive circles the branch or progeny of Nephilim. They were given the charge of being the Watchers of mankind.

“Dead, they shall not live; Rephaim, they shall not rise.”

The Hollywood validation of the mythos demonstrated that The Men In Black are similar to the movie “The Adjustment Bureau” and yet the iconography exists in other movies like “Dark City” and “The Matrix” or in Television shows like “Fringe” or The “X-files” showing the truer personality of these nomads that carry out an agenda without questioning. They seem to be under the control of some unseen trickster.

The Master Occultist Manly P. Hall who wrote “The Secret Teachings of all Ages” reports that a Man in Black assisted in the design of the early American Colonial flag of 1775. He was known as the professor and assisted Washington and Franklin. Washington paid the man an enormous respect and while no one knew who the man was it was evident that both Franklin and Washington knew him. Later the man vanished never to be heard from again.

Further stories would also relate that another Man in Black was involved in creating the great Seal of the Unites States.

Thomas Jefferson encountered a man all dressed in black wearing a cape. The man handed him the seal on a piece of paper. The seal now appears on the dollar bill with the words Novus Ordo Seclurum (New Secular Order of the Ages) and Annuit Coeptis, which means, “he has favored our undertakings.”

There have been accounts of a sinister group called the Zobop who were mad magicians that wore black and terrorized Haiti in the 1940’s. The people claim that the Zobop would travel in black cars that would shoot out blue beams of light.

A recent story published in the United Kingdom piqued my curiosity about blood ritual and that perhaps a sinister element is at work behind the scenes. Perhaps it is only a part of the bigger picture. One that may not have ties to Satanism but to an even more sinister group.

It was reported that Doctors at the Royal Liverpool Children’s Hospital took hearts, brains, eyes and heads from thousands of dead children without the consent of their parents.

Health Secretary Alan Milburn told lawmakers that Dutch pathologist Dick Van Velzen, who was responsible for autopsy examinations at the hospital between 1988 and 1995, had “systematically ordered the unethical and illegal stripping of every organ from every child who had a postmortem examination.”

The report found Van Velzen lied to parents, other doctors and hospital managers. It is alleged that he stole medical records, falsified reports, and encouraged others to do the same. The report, which was referred to police for possible criminal prosecution, recommended that his medical license be revoked.

Van Velzen, who is wanted on criminal charges in Canada, is now on indefinite leave of absence from Westeinde Hospital in The Hague, Netherlands.

The report called the findings “grotesque” and “appalling.” The hospital apologized and announced punitive steps against those involved, but families said that it did little to diminish their horror and heartbreak over the unauthorized raiding of their children’s organs for research and teaching.

…..May I just ask what they need all these hearts for?

It is believed that the Black Lodge opposes the evolution of thought in the world and fights a battle with the White Brotherhood. It’s the equivalent of the Good versus Evil story taken to the next level.

The tentacles of Conspiracy place the Men in Black in realms where death and horror are synonymous with their activities.

There were bizarre claims levied about a spook war between two MIB groups. One was called “Aquarius” (linked to the CIA) the other called “COM-12” (linked to Naval Intelligence).

“Aquarius/CIA” were the bad guys and “COM-12” were the illuminated good guys. Aquarius allegedly covered up the Roswell crash and all things regarding the alleged alien infestation on the planet. Their agenda allegedly includes the elimination of two thirds of the earth’s population by using bio-warfare after the completion of the Human Genome project. Adding once again the phrase “from death comes life” or if you want to be mystical “from death comes change.”

You must destroy in Order to create. Aquarius is said to be similar to a Nazi cabal within the government that has allegedly made pacts with unnatural or alien Gods.

Com-12 is believed to be attempting to preserve a constitutional government. They use telepathic powers, supernatural methods, and power derived from the lighter side of the force.

Men In Black are also an integral part of the Oriental belief in the King of the World. John Keel who has written several books on the paranormal says that the Men in Black may have their roots in Asia.

Ancient tradition in parts of China, Tibet and India claims that there is an underground city where the King of the World runs everything by sending spies and minions to the surface. They dress in black robes and suits, of course, their countenances are very Oriental. In the Middle East, they move around the deserts in black robes and headdresses.

George C. Andrews who is also a purveyor of paranoia claims that Nazi’s, the Illuminati, Teutonic Knights, The watchers, and the Prussian Masonic Lodges are all somehow connected to the men of wisdom or the Men in Black. He says it all originates from “The Initiated brothers of Asia” whose symbol was the Swastika. Their rituals included the shedding of blood, and all of the black rituals of the ancients.

The groups it was alleged got their power and their role of immortal Sentinels from pallid faced upright reptilian looking beings. These were known by some of the adepts as Secret Chiefs.
So are we to believe that the ancients of the ages were given secrets from extraterrestrial beings? Are the traditions that we hold sacred have alien origins?

Some of these secret traditions can be traced back to the 16th century and the alleged “Vampire” Count of Saint Germain. It has been supposed that Saint-Germain was the natural son of the widow of Charles II of Spain, although theosophists have made a good case for his being the son of Francis Racoczi II, the prince of Transylvania.

Secret societies were the fashion in pre-Revolutionary France, and some of them recognized Saint-Germain as an “adept,” one who knew the ancient wisdoms. He confided in others that he was at least 500 years old. Although it is believed that he eventually died in 1784, documents of the Freemasons indicate that he represented French Masons at a meeting in 1785. Madame de Genlis claimed to have seen him in Vienna in 1821. Several travelers in the 1800’s were sure they saw him in the Far East and other parts of the world. Theosophist Annie Besant said that she met the count in 1896, incarnated as a “Master,” or spiritual leader.

The count knew the secret that every Man In Black possessed.

The secrets of Alchemy.

Taking Primordial matter and changing it.

Out of Chaos comes Order.

After unraveling the secret of the Men In Black it leaves you with the ultimate truth.

There is a real war between the forces of the Wicked and the forces of the reverent.

In the 21st century they may be our leaders. They may be ritualizing the world for the final push into our next evolutionary state. They control the movie industry, the music industry and all politics.

The Men in Black just might be trying to take control of the world, in order to send it on a course that is more complimentary to the true dimensional timeline. They will appear everywhere soon and they will no longer be so mysterious.

When there is a war for destiny – they will rise up.

We may not like the outcome and they really don’t care.

Ground Zero with Clyde Lewis

If you want to join the rebellion, stop buying lies. Teach your children the truth, Lord knows the government education doesn’t. Spend time with your children and make sure they don’t fall for the same bullshit our generation did. We have officially watched politics, money and false expectations destroy our families and lives. When we are wrapped up in our emotions it is easy to forget there are beings that feed and live off our misery.

My husband and I have been paying rent to his mom to rent her house for the better part of 10 years.  We got married here. This has been our home for a long time and last month she sent my husband a fake eviction notice in a text message due on our wedding anniversary! Now that we have paid off the last of the mortgage she wants Justin’s brother to move in and us to move out. She keeps sending us these shitty apartments to move into. My family has decided to adopt the motto “as long as we have each other, we still have everything that matters.” I have learned that being happy is the best revenge and that in any situation all we can do is manage our reaction to the problem at hand – more specifically – choose not to give people the reaction they created the drama for in the first place. Choose to… not participate!

The frequency of love really can dissolve the negativity in your life. If you live from the heart everything you need will surely come. Sometimes we just need to learn to let go of the things that no longer serve us, and for me, I am still learning. But I am getting better at accepting small defeats.

I once read that Lucifer would lose all his battles until the final one. So I accept defeats and wait for Ragnarök like all good heathens. In the meantime, my family and friends are amazing. I am really thankful for them. I love my children, my husband, my boyfriend, and my life. Apparently, that pisses off my enemies most of all. 🙂 Follow your heart. Weak people will judge you either way so just pursue your bliss and be happy. Human life is too short for anything else.

I absolutely refuse to fight my brothers and sisters. I will fight to defend them, and their pursuit of life, liberty and happiness.

If the time comes that your good actions outweigh all your negative and you clear your past karma, surely you will not die but ascend on your wings; all making beautiful music once again. Out beyond the ideas of right and wrong doing there is a field, I will meet you there. These statements are not irreconcilable. May we all remember our wings and strive to get them back. And may we help each other one our way.

Love is the biggest rebellion in a world of divide & conquer.

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