Glitch – Chapter 5: Beyond the Looking Glass

Dreaming in Infrared

When I was a teenager, I had a boyfriend and he loved this comic book; it was called Johnny the Homicidal Maniac. I read it myself and fell in love with it. The book’s underlying theme: [? sleep] which is exactly what I always did. Question sleep. I stay awake until my body literally shuts down and I have to sleep. As soon as I close my eyes I’m a million other places. It’s no different than being awake here because when I close my eyes here I can be a million other places, past, present or future. Sometimes it feels like every time I close my eyes I am somewhere else, looking out of the eyes of another me.

I’ve seen things that were so beautifully incredible I wish I was a better painter.

planet paradise

Until the day I saw the one scariest thing ever:

Myself. Sort of.

alice malice

I lay down on my bed, pull up my favorite red blanket and inhale the scent, it’s the smell of my daughters because they snuggle with me sometimes still in the mornings. I have anxiety and one thing I have noticed that helps me sleep is being next to my children or having my blankets smell like them so I have the same comfort trigger pushed.

I relax….. close my eyes and …. everything is red. It looks like I’m in a film development room or something and there’s a woman right up in my face. I’m looking into her eyes, I notice her hair is dark. She’s me, or she looks like my copy with dark hair.

seeing in IR

We are looking into each other’s eyes, staring at each other, moving as a perfect mirror of each other.

Her mouth opens like she’s screaming and she’s getting closer to me. I am afraid she’s going to eat me. What the fuck. I instinctively open my eyes and I’m back on my bed.

Now, I might have just forgotten about it except that every time I look into a mirror since then she’s what I get a flash of. If I put my hands up to it I can feel her and see her reaching back.

alice and malice

Dweller on the Threshold:

It could not have been any creepier that it came about after I kept getting this one message of things randomly tuning to say “help me” like a spirit radio for months. Oh, no, Alice has lost it! She’s completely bonkers. I ignored it until I saw her. I may be bonkers but it’s still happening to me. Luckily, I’m not completely bonkers. There happens to be a LOT of available material on this. Also Luckily, Craig is like my guardian angel, and he sent me his books which cover this subject. (This is me saying thank you darling).

So before I go quoting, I’ll describe what led up to this aside from this “help me” message and why you should let yourself be eaten.

There were things I knew and things I sensed. I knew I had attained “knowledge and conversation with the Holy Guardian Angel.” I suspected my channeling material came from here. This led to an enmeshing, intercourse of me and my highest self.

Since Christmas I had been using invocations of Horus and Lucifer. The invocations were powerful and would fill me with this ecstatic, pure fire. It was like darkness came up, and light came down and they both converged into me as though I was a conduit for lightning. The more I did it, the clearer I became, in my chakras and as a person.


I felt like I was losing self in reaching for the sun. I caught myself thinking several times that my babbling was becoming CLEAR. All this time I was speaking from source but my blocked and imbalanced chakras were muddying the messages and inadvertently being misinterpreted by myself.  This is the same issue with conversation between people. I say things and people take them to mean the words, however they interpret them, which is based on their own ability to understand clearly and without judgement.

What I mean is this. In this conversation, if you have blockages keeping you from understanding me, your inner dialogue will begin judgements. If what I say makes you feel guilt, shame or fear based thoughts (toward myself or yours) the message is muddied in your lower chakras and you misunderstand. That is why it is important to speak and listen from the heart. Only then can we actually hear and speak clearly. Most of the time it means silencing inner dialogue and taking back control. In this way you think and feel from the heart. I began to understand how Craig has so much patience for me. I began to develop it myself for others. People like him are angels on Earth. This is the process of refining the lead, or dirt into gold. Every single sense and shed of self identity has been destroyed and yet, I remain, not anything like what I was, but something new and better and improving still.


Humans were cut down to two strands of DNA because the creators left us functioning with just what we would need to survive: the two basic chakras which cover reproduction and protection (fight or flight). If you want to have access to more of your DNA you only have to activate it. You do that by transmuting your Grail (blood, DNA) from two strands to more by activating consciously your other chakras. If you begin to live from the heart, that’s 4 strands. Anyone who understands this can understand why people would act similar to animals when their chakra system operates out of lower chakras primarily. The art of activating yourself and taking this path is inner self initiation.

So it is that I am happy I left my formal studies through OTO, or my lodge more specifically. In the short time I have been gone I have learned more through this self-initiation than I learned in my two years at my lodge. The studies of OTO are golden if you study at your own pace but my experience was that asking real questions and concerns gets you kicked out of lodge so I was left to seek these answers alone. Thinking back to why I joined, I had been studying on my own when I was suddenly getting my IP address blocked by a thelema archive website, which said I was looking at information “above my grade.” So in essence, I joined probably only to get higher access to information they had no right to make anyone work for in the first fucking place.

I am also glad I left because this whole thing comes full circle back to the question of the doppelganger, archons, and mental health/death. Before I start quoting I will say that, when I fell down the rabbit hole I had no idea I would find such core, hidden truths in plain sight. I decended, ascended, and yet, went no where. But I found a most important flame of significance. The soul.

The Lord Archon

The Hypostasis of the Archons describes a further development that follows the initial emergence of the foetal Archontic entities. In the passage cited here, I apply some concepts drawn from modern astronomy to develop a more vivid picture of events presumably observed by Gnostic seers in the cosmos at large:

    • A veil exists between the world above [in the galactic core], and the realms that are below [exterior, in the galactic limbs]; and shadow came into being beneath the veil. Some of the shadow [dark mass] became [atomic] matter, and was projected apart [partially formed into elementary arrays, the dema]. And what Sophia created [by her impact] became a product in the matter [the dema], [a neonate form] like an aborted fetus. And [once formed] it assumed a plastic shape molded out of shadow, and became an arrogant beast resembling a lion. It was androgynous, because it was from [neutral, inorganic] matter that it derived. (

The Hypostasis of the Archons

    , II, 4, 93:30 ff, with my glosses in brackets.)

A close reading reveals a crucial detail: after the initial formation of the embryonic Archon types, a second variant of “shadow body” arises, with distinct characteristics of its own. The Hypostasis of the Archons describes it as “an arrogant beast resembling a lion,” but this creature is also described (in another cosmological text, the Apocryphon of John 10: 5) as “a serpentine body (drakon) with a lion-like face.” Thus there are two distinct types of Archons: a foetal or embryonic type, and a drakonic or reptilian type.

In The Hypostasis of the Archons (93: 30 – 94:5), a supplicant asks the great angel Eleleth, “Teach me about the faculty of the Archons, how did they come into being, and by what kind of genesis, of what material, and who created them and produced their force.” The teachings given in response to this question were precise and detailed. Two distinct variants of the Archon type are indicated, and their behaviors are also specified. Another cosmological treatise, The Tripartite Tractate, states that “the two orders [of Archons] assaulted one another, fighting for command because of their manner of being.” (84: 5-15) Due to the two distinct stages of their generation, the Archons are invested with an aggressive and divisive nature, fighting among their own ranks. The problem is provisionally resolved, however, when the reptilian type assumes dominance over the massive horde of neonates, and, indeed, over the entire realm of the dema affected by Sophia’s plunge:

Opening his eyes, he [the drakonic Archon] saw a vast quantity of matter without limit [spread through the galactic limbs], and he became arrogant, saying “It is I who am God [the sole deity of these regions], and there is no other apart from me.” (Hyp Arch, 94:20)

While the neonate Archons are inert, their forms arrested at a premature stage of development, the reptilian leader is aggressive, territorial, and charged with demonic powers. For one thing, he is a formidable shapeshifter:

Ialdabaoth had a multitude of faces more than all of them, so that he could put a face before all of them, according to his desire… He shared his fire with them, therefore he became lord over them. Because of power of the glory he possessed of his mother’s light, he called himself God. And he did not obey the place from which he came. (The Apocryphon of John, 11:35 – 12:10)

The lion-headed serpent of the Gnostics is called by magical names such as Ophis, Knuphis, and Abrasax. In the occult anatomy of Asian mysticism and Yoga, this reptile is known as Kundalini, the serpent power. Gnostics who practiced Kundalini yoga were called Ophites, from the Greek ophis, “snake.” This cult was condemned by early Christians as pagan “snake-worshippers.” To the mundane and uninitiated mind, the Kundalini serpent can only be conceived by crude literalization. To Gnostics, the lion-headed serpent crowned with solar rays was not only the image of the Lord Archon, but also of the source of spiritual power that allows human beings to resist that entity.

Experts who do not look outside Gnosticism to understand it never mention Kundalini, but unorthodox and esoteric scholars such as G. R. S. Mead, Helena Blavatsky, and C. W. King (Gnostics and Their Remains) make the connection routinely, as do comparative mythologists such as Joseph Campbell and Alain Danielou. In The Inner Reaches of Outer Space, Campbell shows how the image of Kundalini, the “serpent power,” appears in world art from the Indus Valley circa 2300 BCE and continues right across the spectrum of ancient cultures, well down into the Common Era. As late at the 16th century, golden thalers in Germany (Campbell, Fig. 8) showed the Crucifixion on one face and a serpent draped over the cross on the other. At that late date, Christ would have been identified with Kundalini — without an inkling of why, however — but to Gnostics the snake on the cross was a cancellation of the saving power attributed to crucifixion (i.e., the glorification of suffering as a redemptive force). Arousal of Kundalini produces ecstacy, triggers superconsciousness, opens the occult faculties, and releases waves of healing energy that flush physiological and hormonal secretions through the body.

The savior-teacher is emphatic that we have power over the Archons, but he also makes it clear that some human failings impede the use of our power. The Greek word phthonos may be translated as “jealousy” or “envy.” Gnostics considered envy to be the signature of the Archons, as well as the key human failing that makes us vulnerable to their intrusion. “The protection of the Light” comes through activated Kundalini, often described as a lightning-like tide of electrified light that pours through the body. “Nymphion” is a code word for the ambient cell of psychophysical protection generated by high levels of Kundalini.

Sir John Woodruffe, the great transmitter of Hindu Tantric wisdom to the West, directly identified the practice of Kundalini yoga (raising the serpent power through the channels of the spine) with Gnostic rites of “serpent worship.” (Shakti and Shakta, p. 191 ff.) Buddhist scholars such as E. A. Evans-Wentz, J. M. Reynolds, and H. V. Guenther have made similar observations, but Gnostic scholars have not reciprocated because they do not look outside their genre to understand the theory and practice of Gnosis.


The lion-serpent image is displayed over and over in heiroglyphic form on the walls of the Temple of Horus at Edfu, forty miles south of Nag Hammadi. In the cult of Hathor celebrated there, the lion-serpent represented the “royal seed” of the pharoahs. The royal child Horus is often depicted in a finger-sucking gesture that vividly recalls the posture of the embryonic Archons. Did Egyptian priests who directed the breeding of the dynastic families have intimate knowledge of Kundalini, as well as the Archons? The Kundalini serpent is displayed in Egyptian sacred art by a standing cobra, or a pair of corbras, sometimes wound on a staff, and by the uraeus, the cobra headress of divine empowerment. The ceremonial braid on the side of Horus’ head was yet another indication of the serpent power.The pharaonic braid, traditionally worn on the right side of the head, visually repeats the form of the spermatic cobras of Edfu. The sacred iconography carries explicit, but highly occult knowledge: Horus is the child who right-brain cerebral functions are heightened by the serpent power.

The “esoteric” imagery of the serpent power operates at several levels at once. We shall see that the complex biological symbolism of Gnostic myth has much to teach us about the nature of the Archons, as well as how we can resist them.

Horus = Jesus

This links back to what I wrote in the last chapter about living from the heart. The above passage suggests that placing archons into a human host was a sacred rite, reserved for these God-Kings. That they passed down genetically their “grail-blood” in the new God-King, but if my studies are correct, they ALSO knew how to place one into a human host. Much similar to Stargate SG-1, using humans as hosts for gou’ald, or the tok’ra asking humans to be hosts. These traditions were passed through secret societies, and that is how we have a society of humans who are ignorant to their archon-consumed rulers who are not the purest bloodline to rule even though they think they are. The Windsors killed Diana because her blood was decedent of this holy grail blood and she would have been the first True Queen in over 900 years. Rest in Peace, Lady Diana.


So if you are thinking that as this frequency rises ALL the archons will be cast to the abyss, you would be incorrect. Enter rape of Eve where Sophia had the divine foreknowledge of knowing this would all sort itself out. She helped Samael/Lilith create what we call “hybrids” the starseeds of this planet, negative blood humans who have a bit more “angel” DNA than some humans. The reason the angels mated with human women. Angels incarnated in human bodies here assimilating in our DNA just waiting for us to remember where we came from.

The magical journey of awareness in which we co-evolve with Gaia’s Dreaming is deviated or distorted by an alien influence, so the Gnostics taught. On this recondite point they seem to have agreed with the Yaqui shaman don Juan, who said to Carlos Castaneda, “Human beings are on a journey of awareness, which has been momentarily interrupted by extraneous forces.”

Everything we learn about the Archons teaches us something crucial about ourselves.

The chief archon wanted to remain Adam and Eve ignorant, putting them in the false paradise, hoping to keep them as his slave and worship him. So Yaldabaoth told Adam that he may eat any fruit in the garden, but warning him not to eat from the Tree of Knowledge. Yaldabaoth’s plan was thwarted.

However the fruit of truth would allow them to see the truth, so Jesus told John, and that it was he who brought them the apples to eat, not any serpent (like they say in the Genesis).

The archons placed a curse upon the snake, as well as on Adam and Eve for disobeying them.

Angry with their disobedience, Yaldabaoth put them out of the Garden of Eden. Yaldabaoth saw that Epinoia was within Eve, so that she was luminous. When Yaldabaoth saw that Eve was faithful to Adam, the archon snatched Eve. But Epinoia escaped again, leaving Eve’s physical body before Yaldabaoth raped Eve, and begot two sons upon her. The sons of Yaldabaoth and Eve were named Eloim and Yave, whom we know by their names as Cain and Abel. But in the other Gnostic texts, only Cain was Yaldabaoth’s son, while Abel was Adam’s.

“The results of the rape, Yaldabaoth planted sexual desire into the human race, so that he would have more people to have his counterfeit spirit, who were susceptible to his blandishment and fall into sins and wickedness.

According to the The Hypostasis of the Archons, Yaldabaoth had raped Eve, before Adam and Eve ate the fruit from the Tree of Knowledge. When Epinoia left Eve’s body before ravishment, the spirit (Epinoia) entered the snake, who encouraged Eve and Adam to eat the forbidden fruits.”

This suggests that Sophia worked through Samael/Lilith through her descendants to accomplish this hybridization of man and angel. It gave the archons a chance to assimilate with us, to evolve with us, knowing that like Jesus, and Horus, man did not have to succumb to the  animal lower urges, demiurges. It is a conscious choice to act on them. Just as being born with negative blood does NOT make you evil, as I have been told before. Some of the most beautiful people I have met were negative blood starseeds and yet, I have had “humans” tell me that all negative blood half breeds should be wiped off the face of the Earth. This whole understanding actually brings clarity to the issue of the “mark of cain” and negative blood hybrids, descendants of Nephilim, ect. By living from the heart you cannot be taken over by the lower urges. If history serves as a lesson though, pride is still blinding. So always stay humble and kind.

The Gnostic Stranger In Upanishadic Thought
by Alexander Rivera

“In between the divine realm and its transient shadow called the universe are multiple levels of cosmic spheres and “psychic” rulers closely associated with the seven planets, including the sun and the moon as well as the twelve zodiacal constellations. In an epic struggle, they all serve to separate man from God. These archons and their Chieftain, the petty, incompetent and tyrannical Ialdabaoth, who, as a product of fault and ignorance, believes himself to be the Most High, serve as gatekeepers over the physical universe through their iron manacles of Fate.  The spirit seeks freedom from its lost, wingless and exiled condition, but is frightened back by these gatekeepers which bar the passage of souls from ascension. The body is a product of cosmic powers, shaped in the image of a divine primal man and animated with physical forces—namely appetites, desires and passions which mirror those produced by the lower Sophia which she experienced at the fall when she erred from the divine realm and into the outer darkness. Through the dark abyss, she endlessly searches and laments, repenting of her labors and passions that crystallized into matter which produced the four single elements that make up the cosmos. The soul too is a product of cosmic powers which enchains the spirit under the weight of matter and destiny.[38]

The only possible means for this spirit to awaken to its alienated existential condition is redemption through “gnosis”, or an intimate knowledge[39] provided through the means of revelation within, imparted from an outside source from the cosmos: from the Savior who was totally unknown before the advent of his ministry in a penetrating descent to mankind to preach the word of the Unknowable Father and to expose and even curse the Demiurge and his powers as false gods. This revelatory knowledge is imparted from the activity of the Savior is what reconciles estranged spirit to its root and origin within the Unknowable Father in a dynamic, eternal state of repose. The pneumatic or spiritual self is a stranger to the world and is even filled with a special hatred towards its hellish shackles interwoven in the fetters of matter.

This latent, special knowledge, or Gnosis, dissipates the intoxication, anxiety, nightmares, and blindness of ignorance, bringing to light what man has forgotten, because the spirit is neither awake nor asleep, but ever-present and eternal.[79] The passageway to this multi-faceted and mediated revelatory information, which is beyond all episteme, is left for all to follow to become the ultimate authority in an epic story that struggles to unbind itself from a baleful destiny and the cruel, pitiless grip of astral determinism. It is meant for the brave because it is not a form of knowledge that is meant to be reconciled with the ways or the “wisdom of the world” being “foolishness with God” as Paul writes in 1 Corinthians 3:19, because it is by definition, a multi-faceted, transcendental awareness (Samadhi) and fullness that does not bring material gain, but touches the inmost subtle depths and transcendent heights of inner being. And it is this knowledge that is capable of transforming and dissolving away the old. The body, soul and spirit through the power of this knowledge have been converted into one thing: something indestructible, immortal and eternal just as the initiatory and heavenly journey that Allogenes the Sattva embarks upon. The sense of rapture intertwined with cosmic nihilism characteristic of Gnostic thought brings a certain allure of beauty, danger and an uncompromising vision that seeks to untangle the entanglement of form and death.

Martin Heidegger once described man as a “shepherd of being”[80], and this concept is not far from the message of both the Vedic and the Gnostic seers, who regarded a supernal knowledge capable of penetrating a likewise boundless and perfect realm accessible through a self-consciousness that transcends all dualism of object and subject, I and Thou, this and that. Both are concerned with the quest of spiritual redemption and liberation, cultivating the transcendent with a passionate vigor. Heraclitus once interpreted the world in terms of power and force through warfare: “All things becoming according to strife (eris)”.[81] Accordingly, a Gnostic would certainly agree with this statement pertaining to the manifold cruel arrangement of violence, random misfortune and contradiction marked in a pitiless evolutionary existence. Amidst the chaos and absurd meaninglessness of the given world, the search for meaningful truth is the hallmark and supreme quest of the human spirit towards a luminous experience of perfection in which the aspirant or Gnostic is bound upon—like what the Apoc. John tells us: “But it is the Thought of the pre-existent light who dwells in him who awakens his thinking.”[82]

The Perfect, Invisible Spirit and Barbelo

Much of what we know before the creation of the material world and Adam, can be found in the text, titled The Apocryphon of John (Secret Book of John), is a revelation of Jesus to John, son of Zebedee, who was said to have written this down.

In the beginning there was only one invisible Spirit – perfect, pure, holy, immaculate, ageless and virgin. He was the Ineffable One. He is neither corporeal, nor incorporeal. He is invisible because no one can see him, yet he emanated pure, immeasurable light. He is indestructible and eternal. Jesus revealed whom the real Supreme Being or Heavenly Father (in the New Testament), as the First Aeon, and The God. In this text, he was mostly referred to the “invisible Spirit” or “holy Spirit”. In the Gospel of the Egyptians, he is called the “Great, Invisible Spirit”. For the sake of convenient, I will call him Father or Spirit.

The Spirit then look in the spring of life, and by the power of His thought, brought forth a feminine being, whose light was like His, and her power was also like his. She was the emanation of Him, His feminine counter-part. She was known as Barbelo, the forethought of all, and the perfect Aeon.

This is the first thought, his image; she became the womb of everything, for it is she who is prior to them all, the Mother-Father, the first man, the holy Spirit, the thrice-male, the thrice-powerful, the thrice-named androgynous one, and the eternal aeon among the invisible ones, and the first to come forth.
– The Apocryphon of John

The Spirit bestowed upon her the following five powers:- the image of the invisible Spirit (first man or human), foreknowledge, indestructibility, eternal life and the truth.

From the pure light that emanated from her and surrounding Him, a spark ignited from him and she conceived another pure light – the “Only-Begotten Child” of His, or the divine Autogenes as the text called him. The divine Autogenes was the aeon Christ – the “Anointed One”.

Like his father and mother, Autogenes (Christ) was pure and holy. Everything the Son (Autogenes/Christ) have done, he work for the glories of his Father (Spirit) and Mother (Barbelo). Here are the Gnostic holy Trinity – Father, Mother and Son, like the Orthodox concept of the Trinity – Father, Son and Holy Spirit; the three perfect aeons. Actually the Holy Trinity was perhaps conceived by the Egyptian myth, who often grouped gods into three – god, goddess and child. Example of this can be shown in the Triad of Heliopolis – Osiris, Isis and Horus.

The Autogenes, like other aeons, was androgynous. Therefore, he had a female counterpart of him, which is Mirothoe, according to the Gospel of the Egyptians (GosEgypt).

From the Spirit and Christ, they produced four helpers for Autogenes (Christ), known as the Luminaries or the Light Aeons. Under each light-aeon, there were three aeons, making a total of twelve aeons.

  • The light-aeon Armozel (or Harmozel) was the first angel, and with him, was three aeons – grace, truth and form.
  • The second light-aeon was Oriel (or Oroiael; possibly the archangel Uriel), with three other aeons – conception, perception and memory.
  • The third light was Daveithai, who was in company of understanding, love and idea.
  • The fourth light aeon was Eleleth, and with him – perfection, peace and wisdom (Sophia).

All four light aeons and twelve aeons served Autogenes (Christ). Christ works on the Spirit’s will, while the Spirit works through Christ. Four other beings dwelled with four Luminaries. Pigera-Adamas or Adamas, the perfect human being (Cosmic Man), lived with Armozel. Seth, the son of Adamas, dwelled with Oriel. The Posterity of Seth, or the souls of holy people, lived with Daveithai. Finally, the last aeon known as the Souls, those who are not acquainted with the truth or gnosis until later, dwelled with Eleleth.

It is at this point that the text shifted its focus away from the Triad, to the lowest and the youngest of the twelve aeons – Sophia (the aeon of Wisdom).

Sophia and the Demiurge

Most Gnostics see Sophia or “Wisdom” as the most important aeon, after the Autogenes (Christ). Sophia was important, because she set in motion the creation of the material world.

Sophia was a Greek name for wisdom. Another name frequently associated with Sophia, was Pistis or “Faith”. Sometimes Pistis was seen as a separate being, where she was seen as the mother of Sophia, but often Pistis was just another name for Sophia. Frequently, various texts used the two name together, as Pistis Sophia, as in the The Hypostasis of the Archons.

Sophia as the mother, should not be confused with Barbelo, the perfect mother. Whereas Barbelo was known as “Forethought”, Sophia was equated “Afterthought”. Here we see the text is influenced with these names (Forethought/Afterthought), which can be found in Greek mythology, where the Titan Prometheus or Forethought, hero of mankind, was different from his brother Epimetheus or Afterthought, who married Pandora, the first woman who brought suffering to mankind, ending the Golden Age.

Sophia, probably in pride, tried to emulate the invisible Spirit (Father) in producing Barbelo, by created an image of herself. Meaning that she wanted to produce an offspring, without either consort or the approval of her Father (Spirit). As an aeon, she did have the power to do so, but she wasn’t perfect like the great Spirit, or like the other two perfect aeons, Barbelo and the Autogenes.

She was horrified when she spawned an ugly, imperfect creature – a lion-faced serpent with eyes of fire, whom she called Yaldabaoth.

Sophia cast her offspring out of pleroma, and hid her child within a thick cloud from the other aeons, because of her embarrassment and shame.

Yaldabaoth was the first of the archon (“ruler“) and he stole his mother’s power, so that she wasn’t able to escape from the cloud. Despite gaining Sophia’s aeonic power, he was weak, but he was ambitious and power hungry.

Since the archons, including Yaldabaoth, were androgynous beings, Yaldabaoth fathered twelve archons, giving each a bit of his power. They were named Athoth, Harmas, Kalila-Oumbri, Yabel, Adonaiou (or Sabaoth), Cain, Abel, Abrisene, Yobel, Armoupieel, Melceir-Adonein and Belias. Seven archons would rule seven heavens and five in the abyss, which Yaldabaoth and the archons created. Each archon would rule a heaven (or the abyss), and created 365 angels to help them.

According to The Origin of the World, there is an interesting account about his children. Yaldabaoth created a realm, called matter. And from this matter, Yaldabaoth created seven androgynous offspring, like himself, to rule seven realms or heavens of chaos. Each offspring have masculine and feminine names.

His first son opened his eye for the first time, he said “Eee!”, so Yaldabaoth called his son Eee-a-o, which is ‘Yao’. The second opened his eyes and said “Eh!”, so his father called him ‘Eloai’, while the third said “Asss!” so he was called ‘Astaphaios’.

In the series Magicians, by syfy, when Persephone does finally appear for Julia, she asks Julia not to kill  her son, who has been raping women on the planet and creating a super hybrid race of progeny. Julia does not kill him and Persephone takes him home, and gives Julia back her shade/soul which she only lost because of this rape. Persephone admits she basically watched the whole thing and let all this happen. Julia had the power to kill this God, and did not, per Persephone.

Sambathas Pronoia (Forethought)
Yao Lordship
Sabaoth Deity
Adonaios Kingship
Elaios Jealousy
Oraios Wealth
Astaphaios Sophia (Wisdom)

In his arrogance, Yaldabaoth boasted to the other archons that:

“I am God and there is no other God beside me!”
– The Apocryphon of John (II 11:20)

Yaldabaoth was weak and ignorant, because he didn’t realise that were any power greater than him. He thought he was the First. Yaldabaoth had sinned for saying these words, which was why he was called Samael – “the blind god”. He has another name – Saklas, a name usually assigned to Satan.

According to The Hypostasis of the Archons and On the Origin of the World, it was Sophia, who rebuked him and gave him this name, Samael.

“You are mistaken, Samael”
– The Hypostasis of the Archons (II 87:2)

According to The Hypostasis of the Archons, after this boast, he challenged the voice:

“If any other thing exists before me, let it be shown forth to me!”
– The Hypostasis of the Archons (II 94:25)

So Sophia stretch forth her finger and brought limitless light into matter and the region of chaos. The chief archon trembled in fear.

When Yaldabaoth and the other archons heard the voice. They sought this voice and traced the voice to the abyss, where the chief archon saw the reflection of his mother in the water. They want take hold of the image but could not. They were ignorant and weak, because they didn’t understand that the image was reflected from above.

“I am a jealous God, and there is no other God beside me.”
But by announcing this he indicated to the angels who attended him that there exists another God. For if there were no other one, of whom would he be jealous?
– The Apocryphon of John (II 13:9-12)

If there are no other gods then why would he be jealous?

It was at this point that Sophia realised what she have done, and repented. She prayed to her Father for her deliverance, and the restoration of the power that her son (Yaldabaoth) had stolen from her. Her light was diminishing, since the theft of her power. She was moving about, back and forth.

It was at this point that the voice of the invisible Spirit was heard, rebuking Yaldabaoth and the archons. They trembled in fear, and saw reflected on the water, the image of God (Spirit), in human form.

The deluded despise me in human form, being unacquainted with my real nature as Lord of all things. They are of vain hopes, deluded in action, in reason and in knowledge, inclining to demoniac and deceitful principles. But those great of soul, partaking of the godlike nature, knowing me to be the imperishable principle of all things, worship me, diverted to nothing else.[53]

It is interesting to note that the Logos, who, in the Valentinian Tripartite Tractate also called the “Lord” and “Savior” of “all those belonging to the one filled with love” sounds closely reminiscent of “Lord Krishna” in the Bhagavad Gita in the above excerpts.[54] The Sethian text called the Trimorphic Protennoia (NHC XIII, 1) makes a very similar proclamation where the “First Thought” or reflection of the supreme Invisible Spirit called Barbelo describes herself as being spread and manifest directly in the lower world of matter and even the underworld in three modes of being, hence, the title, “trimorphic”.  The Trimorphic Protennoia reads something like a Neo-Platonist allegory where the true God descended into the world of darkness in order to inform humanity about its origin and true nature. It is comparable to the language in the Gospel of John as well as other Sethian works, including Zostrianos among the books of Allogenes, in that they all mention Barbelo.[55]

I am Protennoia, the Thought that dwells in the Light. I am the movement that dwells in the All, she in whom the All takes its stand, the first-born among those who came to be, she who exists before the All. She (Protennoia) is called by three names [Emphasis mine], although she dwells alone, since she is perfect. I am invisible within the Thought of the Invisible One. I am revealed in the immeasurable, ineffable (things). I am incomprehensible, dwelling in the incomprehensible. I move in every creature.[56]

Elsewhere the text makes a profound and startling admission in regards to Barbelo’s power permeating throughout the powers that govern the cosmos:

I was dwelling in them in the form of each one. The Archons thought that I was their Christ. Indeed, I dwell in everyone. Indeed, within those in whom I revealed myself as Light, I eluded the Archons. I am their beloved, for in that place I clothed myself as the son of the Archgenitor, and I was like him until the end of his decree, which is the ignorance of Chaos. And among the angels I revealed myself in their likeness, and among the Powers, as if I were one of them; but among the Sons of Man, as if I were a Son of Man, even though I am Father of everyone.[57]

These passages are worth comparing to the Svetasvatara-Upanishad 1:8 and 4:14 which both relay a similar story:

The Supreme Lord appears as Isvara, omniscient and omnipotent and as the jiva, of limited knowledge and power, both unborn. But this does not deny the phenomenal universe; for there exists further the unborn prakriti, which creates the ideas of the enjoyer, enjoyment and the object. Atman is infinite and all—pervading and therefore devoid of agency. When the seeker knows all these three to be Brahman, he is freed from his fetters.By realising Him who is subtler than the subtlest who dwells in the midst of the chaos, who is the Creator of all things and is endowed with many forms, who is the non—dual Pervader of the universe and all good—by realising Him one attains the supreme peace.

Brahman subsists and manifests himself in a threefold nature, similar to the “Triple-Powered” reflection of the Invisible Spirit, Barbelo.  According to the Kūrma Purāna, Brahman manifests himself into three forms called the “trimurti”: Brahma, the creator-god, Vishnu, the preserver, and Shiva the destroyer or agent of transformation.[58] Furthermore, Barbelo is also comparable to Shakti or Parvati, who is a dynamic feminine emanation of Shiva. The Trimorphic Protennoia however presents a different sort of modalistic trinity in the form of the “Father, Mother and Son.” Dr. John Turner outlines the various roles that Barbelo is ascribed too, which indicates the supra-intellectual nature of the “Unknown Silent One” as the text Marsanes would have it:

As a Father, the masculine Voice of the Thought, she first weakens the grip of the infernal powers on her fallen members. Second, as Mother, the Speech of the Thought, she inaugurates the shift of the ages, and overturns the uncomprehending infernal and celestial powers of the Archigenetor and gives shape to her members. Third, as Son, the Word of the Thought, she replaces the darkened psychic and somatic thought of her members with divine light (i.e. enlightenment) by conferring upon them the baptismal ascent ritual of the Five Seals…[59]


In the other chapters I wrote that “watchers, MIB from other timelines converged HERE.” And also that I kept getting this message that I had to become my future self. So I think I am showing everyone the way out of the matrix/Labyrinth.

After studying Sumerian creation accounts and following the cipher trail of names through history I began wondering if the greys became what is left of our Annunaki creators. And that is why they came back here to help us. Why they can’t “correctly” ascend without us. In short, we are them. They fucked up at this time on their timeline and the demiurge technology (transhumanism) is the path they followed and left them unable to reproduce or ascend further past 5/6d. If that is the path we take we will destroy the planet and never fully ascend either, and in 1-200 years we will be them coming back to warn us again, and this has probably already happened more times than anyone wants to know. I’ll guess until the right savior is found and can bring this fire to man, fixing the future.

If this is successful, and we do fix the future… the Earth becomes “New Jupiter” and instead of transhumanist ghosts in shells on a matrix planet, we ascend fully merging the 12 dimensions and ascending the planet over the next 900 or so years.

Neo allowed Agent Smith into his body, and so by bringing your doppelganger into yourself, you become your future self because you take it’s place. Some people call it “killing” your doppelganger, but I think it’s more like a merge between angelic and demonic which exists in everyone, and by canceling the need for further incarnations by dealing with all your karma here and now, you mentally ascend beyond a need to reincarnate here.

There are many ways and many levels of “ascension.”

A lot is at stake. A lot of people have different ideas about the shadow self, doppelganger and what to do with it. Most people seem to agree, WHATEVER you do with it has something to do with what happens if/when we die. Some have suggested that the doppelganger is your next identity/personality to override you if you start to try to exit the matrix. So seeing it must be a test of some sort. If it CAN override you it probably will. I feel like I understand irrational behavior better knowing all this.

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The most scary bits of information I found was about doppelgangers taking over hosts bodies. Which is oddly reminiscent to me of The Mummy films right? The first time I researched it my phone suddenly would not stop turning on and off, I could only research it from my pc. I decided that no matter what, I believe she and I are one in the same. I do not fear her. I am her. I am the master over these energies and though I am making contact with these parts of myself they could never erase me or take my place.

The-Mummy-2017 The Mummy, 2017 film photo

I have seen through the eyes of a thousand me’s and none of them scare me, not even my lowest self.

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The only thing I could find on how to remedy this was a quantum physics theory demonstrated through Doctor Who and also Vampire Diaries. The different Doctors are on different timelines but there is an episode where they all meet up weirdly and almost kill each other. If they kill each other, you can imagine the consequences. Eventually there would only be one doctor. I favor the ideas demonstrated in this episode where they work together.

In Vampire Diaries, the first recurrance, doppelganger is only created because a clever witch created an immortality elixr for her lover and herself to be together forever, which blows up in her face. The immortals, having messed up their future timelines, the universe creates these doppelgangers to fill in their holes. The best part was always that, the doppelgangers themselves would then seek this immortality, which creates another doppelganger. Elana’s line ended with her because she had no children whereas Katherine did before she became immortal. This is where the series paradox leaves us. If it were to continue, Elana would have to have a vampire child, like Bella in Twilight.

“Doppelgängers, also known as Shadow-Selves or Mortal Shadow Selves, are a supernatural occurrence that were created by Nature as a result of Silas and Amara becoming true immortals after consuming Qetsiyah’s immortality elixir. The purpose of this supernatural species is to maintain the natural balance by dying in place of their immortal progenitors. For this reason, doppelgängers have existed for at least 1,000 years during which time they have been born and died in the place of Silas and Amara, who, as true immortals, were invulnerable to any conventional weapon.

There are two known doppelgänger lines which stem from Silas and Amara, respectively. Known doppelgängers of Silas are Stefan Salvatore and Tom Avery, and known doppelgängers of Amara are Tatia, Katherine Pierce and Elena Gilbert.” – Vampire Diaries, wiki

The desire to be immortal, or to escape reincarnation. To be kicked out of Eden (happily.) To retake Eden from false Gods armed only with knowledge.

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“But their mother, Sophia, planned to seduce Adam and Eve through a serpent, so that they would transgress the commandment of Ialdabaoth. Eve, hearing this word as if it came directly from the Son of God, readily believed it and persuaded Adam to eat from the tree from which Ialdabaoth had said not to eat. When they ate, they knew the power which is above all, and they departed from those who had made them.”

Running in the dark to find East of Eden…

Genesis 4:16 Context

13And Cain said unto the LORD, My punishment is greater than I can bear. 14Behold, thou hast driven me out this day from the face of the earth; and from thy face shall I be hid; and I shall be a fugitive and a vagabond in the earth; and it shall come to pass, that every one that findeth me shall slay me. 15And the LORD said unto him, Therefore whosoever slayeth Cain, vengeance shall be taken on him sevenfold. And the LORD set a mark upon Cain, lest any finding him should kill him. 16And Cain went out from the presence of the LORD, and dwelt in the land of Nod, on the east of Eden. 17And Cain knew his wife; and she conceived, and bare Enoch: and he builded a city, and called the name of the city, after the name of his son, Enoch. 18And unto Enoch was born Irad: and Irad begat Mehujael: and Mehujael begat Methusael: and Methusael begat Lamech. 19And Lamech took unto him two wives: the name of the one was Adah, and the name of the other Zillah.

Cain, First Vampire

And so Cain, the first “hybrid” child, result of Eve and Samael’s union became the first vampire, or immortal. To not know death, and following the trail of The Wandering Jew, some propose the wandering jew is Cain himself who came to be known under other cipher names through history. He who inspired the whole concept of vampirism and escaping reincarnation, death and aging. Dracula, the novel was inspired by Stoker’s information pertaining to this wandering jew.

“While Dracula and the Wandering Jew share protracted lifespans, they are in opposition in their desires for such long lives. The Wandering Jew is weary of life and longs for death, but Dracula actively seeks to prolong his life by his supernatural activities. William Day observes that for Dracula to become supernatural, he must both be part of the natural world, while correspondingly reversing natural biological processes. In the natural world, the living feed on the dead, but Dracula is the dead who feeds on the living, and by this feeding he prolongs his life (41).

Dracula’s active desire to prolong his life is largely achieved by his ability to control Nature. By contrast, the Wandering Jew has no control over Nature, which acts against him as when the water recedes if the Jew attempts to drown himself, or the volcano spits out the Jew if he tries to jump in. Dracula, however, can control Nature, thus prolonging his life by his ability to move about in various forms, granting him numerous advantages and means for seducing potential victims while protecting himself from capture or destruction. In the novel, Dr. Van Helsing explains Dracula’s power over Nature:

he can, within limitations, appear at will when, and where, and in any of the forms that are to him; he can, within his range, direct the elements; the storm, the fog, the thunder; he can command all the meaner things: the rat, and the owl, and the bat—the moth, and the fox, and the wolf; he can grow and become small; and he can at times vanish and come unknown. (265)” – The Gothic Wanderer

There are two types of vampires, or categories. Those who are sanguine, blood consumers, and those who are energy vampires. The concept rather parallels meat eaters and vegetarians. Everything eats to stay “alive” and so the human seeking immortality learns to eat life, not death.

Dracula’s supernatural abilities are attributed to his becoming “one” with nature and “the all” much the same as normal occult teachings on extra sensory development. All humans have abilities, vampires, immortals just take time to further them.

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Being immortal is about more than just escaping reincarnation. It’s pushing the limits regular people put on the human physiology. With transhumanism people plan to live hundreds of years while the other path has always been here… though the dark ages and church tried to destroy and suppress all the truths leading one to this knowledge. In the age of the internet we have approached a time where knowledge has not been in our fingertips like this since Atlantis. I am often surprised people want to do anything but read the tombs of material now available for free.

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History is repeating unless we can remember the nature of our beings. True cures for cancer, real medicine, energy healing, these are all things that could replace western medicine if it was not suppressed, we would not live in a society of such prominent death and disease. Humans would naturally be living longer if we weren’t being poisoned in air, food, water, and medicines daily. The kind of transhumanist matrix planet some beings are trying to create is what will be left of Earth if the demiurge/archons are not defeated here. Our future selves, the greys, ghosts in shells, history repeated. A SHADOW of Paradise.

Perhaps we should also revisit the “idea” of immortality and what it means. Mythology tells us there are no truly immortal creatures in the digital universe, to be eternal one must return to the (light) source. Immortal on Earth should be viewed more as a prolonged lifespan beyond average humans. There are absolutely countless ways to accomplish the cheating of death throughout occult history, and the making of a Philosopher’s Stone is a series which should be devoted to it’s own chapter. Some people could care less about living 900 years, some would give anything for 1000 years to study and progress in gnosis.

Most of us have heard of Tao masters and ascended masters, we have heard they live secret lives here on Earth and have prolonged lifespans. We have heard stories that people hike into mountains in the far east and apparently underground into the connecting tunnel systems for a chance to study with these masters.

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We have heard stories of Agartha and underground societies, people who have journeyed into mountain cave systems and accidentally come out 100 years later. Christ disappeared for years of “training?” (lost years of Jesus Christ) and most think he went east for sacred master teachings and brought them back to share. Why do these masters hide in remote locations through the world? What if there are still Nephilim and keepers of this wisdom who have been here….a very long time. Who are they hiding from?

Well, I’ll assume probably the same reason I myself hide from the world like a hermit. Everyone wants to slay all the dragons for one. People think nephilim are a threat, so much so that the government last year actually passed a bill allowing them to quarantine what I would interpret as aliens/vampires on Earth.

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If you think I am kidding, any research into area 51 will reveal the fucked up things that go on underground in some of these facilities. Area 51 is reported to have floors of special cages for human/alien hybrids the “government” has deemed “uncontrollable” or “threats”. Insert Hellboy clips. If we think the government is working with aliens on hybrid projects, and we know the Annunaki came here and populated Earth with us, why wouldn’t we think that MAYBE Planet X’s arrival time, according to Sitchen year 2080…. maybe just maybe the reason our government is giving out food stamps and making bad food readily available, plumping up 80% of America…… maybe the government is still working for these guys. With them. Maybe they are getting ready for a harvest. Maybe they built the cities underground to escape the harvest on the surface. If Derin Khuyu shows any proof as to what it was built for…. I would say probably to escape from these harvests. According to zeta talk there will be no harvest, but I don’t trust channeled aliens who know the future of the demise of our planet and do nothing to stop it. (I probably just pissed off A LOT of people.)  AND maybe our government is poisoning us on purpose so we never gain insight to this atrocity.

If we know that magick is a technology, and we listen to the account of supersoldiers who took part in abductions, such as Aaron McCollum, I dare say magick is the technology they are using to do all of this. To understand how this is done you only need to understand as far as your own mirror. The Chinese cover up their mirrors because they know that beings can come through them. First training is astral. When you become an accomplished dreamer you may notice these tests as I have described in other chapters. This is because the easiest mirrors are our very eyes unless we protect ourselves, or learn how. Everyone describes their spirit guides and trainers as they come to know them. How do these same guides come to all of us…. through time?

Enter the Mirror Dimension

For the very longest time I thought that mirrors were the doors to other dimensions, I just did not understand the science of it at the time. Now I do. I really, really hope I am wrong about our planet being harvested, but you might want to know this in case I am right. Why do rich people have huge mirrors? Let my research describe so I won’t even have to say it. Perhaps if there is a harvest, there are ways to escape harvest.

“What are the properties of an alternate mirror dimension? For starters, it runs entirely parallel to our own. Yet the entire contents of that dimension are flipped with relation to the reflective portal. If you were to walk toward the portal, you in the alternate dimension would walk in the exact opposite direction (relative to the position of the portal). Viewing the reflective surface as an XZ plane, an object’s position (X,Y,Z) in our dimension would translate to a position of (X,-Y,Z) in the alternate dimension.

Some portals have suffered damage, and appear to be cracked or broken. It makes sense that high-powered dimensional portals are fairly susceptible to damage. This damage may interfere with your ability to properly view the mirror dimension. Physical contact with broken portals is not advised – portal shards contain highly unstable energy and can cause serious damage to the skin.

If you see a discolored portal, do not panic! This is merely residue clouding the portal, and does not reflect the state of the dimension. Color in those visible dimensions is the same as in our dimension – replacing the discolored portal with a clean portal will show you the dimension’s true color.”

– This is why I saw my doppelganger in red.

According to my research, sigils like I used in the underworld labyrinth to get around work on mirror magick. Thus, like Rick and Morty, anytime your dimension got fucked you could literally just jump into another mirror dimension. Or if say you wanted to outrun the creepy breeding programs of the “heavenly” races. Or the harvest.  This leads to the paradox described as through “time travel” you will have to kill your “former” self, or like in Doctor Who, meet up and save the universe that’s probably failing in every dimension right now. Doctor Who makes a fantastic Lucifer 🙂 So does Rick. After all, the glorious part of S03E01 was that for a minute there it was the Galactic Federation vs. The Galactic Federation of Ricks, of which, Rick dimension c-136 refuses to take part in. But by changing a 1 to a 0, he brings down the entire Galactic Federation. Which is to say, unless people get paid by someone, they would not work. Without money how would corporatism survive? What if people stopped buying shit, or caring more about shit than their children and planet?


In the end of S01E03, we see Rick, completly mad trying to convince (himself &) Morty that he does not care about any of them. He goes on about Mulan sauce being his obsession. In this same episode we watch Rick, have to relive his memory of how his family literally blew up on 9/11 and the council of Ricks was responsible for it, via tricking him into making this “portal hopping” technology because his family was blown up (by them) to create the technology in the first place. This parallels the story of “The Adjustment Bureau” where MIB are intervening on people’s lives to make them benefit humanity, rather than just be happy. I felt really, really sad for Rick after watching the S03 premier. We love Rick and we love the Doctor because they are known for being “the smartest man in the universe” and evading their captors in every dimension. In both characters we see the same aversion to the responsibility of family because of losses suffered.

From Mary Sutherland’s Website:

For every mirror is a
gateway to the Other World and leads directly to Lilith’s
cave. According to biblical tradition, this is the cave
Lilith went to when she abandoned Adam in the
Garden of Eden for all time. It was here where she
sported with her demon lovers from which rose the
multitudes of demons who flocked from the cave and
infiltrated the world. When they wish to return home,
they simply enter the nearest mirror. For this, it is said
that Lilith makes her home in every mirror.

The Kogi’s Mirror World

The Kogi, shamanic tribe of Columbia,
call the Mirrored World the Aluna.

Special Kogi children are selected
at birth to spend their first nine years
in a cave, training to become visionaries.
The children live in the dark; they are
not allowed to see the outside world
and in this way they come to see the
multi-dimensional Mirror World naturally.
After nine years training the children exit
the cave going out into the real world to
become the future visionaries and
spiritual leaders of the tribe who are
called Mamas .

The Kogi people trace themselves back to the pre-Colombian Tyrona people who were contemporaries of the Inca.
They are a mystical people with a power that no one else possesses, the power of a twenty-six dimensional world.

Portals into Other Realms:

Time is often referred to as the ‘fourth dimension’. It is somewhat different to the three spatial
dimensions in that there is only one of it, and movement seems to be possible in only one direction. On the macroscopic scale that we perceive, physical processes are not symmetric with respect to time. However, at the subatomic Planck scale, almost all physical processes are time symmetric (i.e. the equations used to describe these processes are the same regardless of the direction of time), although this does not imply that subatomic particles can move backwards in time.

Theories such as string theory predict that the space we live in has in fact many more dimensions (frequently 10, 11 or 26), but that the universe measured along these additional dimensions is subatomic in size.

I suggest, this is why there is in fact a dweller on every threshold. This is the importance of it. Again,

“It was at this point that the voice of the invisible Spirit was heard, rebuking Yaldabaoth and the archons. They trembled in fear, and saw reflected on the water, the image of God (Spirit/Sophia), in human form.”

Water is of course a mirror.

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What a beautiful labyrinth I have woken up in 🙂

Let me take a selfie 😛 jk this is from December….


Labyrinth begins to resemble another classical story yes? Hades and Persephone. Seems like you could stay lost here for a long time in the mind maize of Persephone. I always thought this world was a false mirror world because everything is backwards. Once you figured out the Labyrinth and the mirror worlds (knowing higher worlds), why would you EVER stay here?!

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And so I am led to some of the darkest of my research: The disappeared.

Yes, I am about to suggest people are popping right out of this dimension. (And back in apparently like 100 years later sometimes.)

I have heard that some people do not dream at all. Like weird zombies. And I have heard while dreaming you should never eat the “light fruit” or the “fairy food”, “astral food” whatever. Well, I just had to know a long time ago. I’ve been eating the forbidden fruits of the other world since I was a teenager. Oh my Goddess, the feasts and fruit. And yes, so many tiny cakes.

The only result I can see from it is that I feel like I don’t belong here, and I have little appetite for the actual food from this dimension which mostly tastes like dirt to me. Apparently this means Elysium for eternity. At least I’ll finally be home. 🙂


I knew it was home because I had memorized the maps of Tartarus to the Elysian Fields by the time I was 12.


It was all Greek to me, literally at the time. My favorite book was a beautifully illustrated hardcover of Homer’s Iliad and the Odyssey my mother had bought for me when I was seven.


No one told me or tempted me to eat the fruit. I did it all on my own. It’s tasty. 🙂


I think for those who truly follow the white rabbit, it is Elysium that calls.

Everything that exists imagined itself into being, and can, thusly, imagine a way for itself out. Find/Create a 5th dimensional portal from knowledge of the 3rd and 4th dimensions.

Remember my dreams where ley lines are convergence points to access these vortexes, Nexus points – already in existence on Earth, BUT one can also be created/accessed by a portal guardian. This is why there is a dweller on every threshold. This is double speech to be clear, both astrally and physically this concept is applied and works with current understanding of quantum physics and time travel/string theories.

In certain accounts, missing people reappeared around 100 years later having not aged a day. This is to say that in a pocket universe, mirror universe, time virtually does exist and works differently. Time does not pass in this mirror, but it does for everyone outside of it.

This was well demonstrated in True Blood when Sookie goes to the Fairy Realm and disappears off Earth for 13 months but to her it was only a few hours. Her grandfather had disappeared over 50 Earth years ago and thought he had only been gone a few months when she found him in the Fairy Realm. In fact, she tried to take him back to Earth, despite him having eaten the light fruit. Upon reentering Earth from the portal he immediately aged and died right in front of her eyes, all because he had eaten the forbidden fruit while there. Sookie did not eat the fruit and so she was able to return to Earth and escape what The Fairies there called “the Harvest.” It seems they needed fairies to eat this fruit to keep this illusion going.


They tricked the human fairy hybrids  into the fairy realm, and then tricked the hybrids into eating the fruit because without the fruit eating the “image” of their perfect fairy world was exposed as a wasteland.


Sookie was able to see through this “illusion” and prompted her to escape back to Earth because she did not eat this fruit. Meanwhile back on Earth, the escaped fairies created their own overlaying mini-pocket universe to hide from humans, vampires and their own kind hunting them. This place was a new fairy hideaway, occult from humans and other supernaturals, yet still very much on Earth. You had to be a fairy (portal guardian) to access it. It was the “safehouse” for fairies on Earth. Sookie fucks the whole safehouse up by showing Warlow (oldest natural fairy/vampire hybrid) where it is. He eats all the fairies.


So the Bermuda Triangle is no longer any mystery, not the north/south pole which no one is allowed to fly directly over. These are known portals. To other dimensions.

Things you don’t hear much about:

Vanished: The Plane That Disappeared
BBC2 9:00pm Thursday 2nd November 2000

Carlos and the Army team have now thoroughly searched the glacier. They’ve mapped all the wreckage there is, but the mystery continues to deepen. 90% of the plane is still missing. There’s still no evidence to explain why Stardust crashed 50 miles from the airport it was supposedly only minutes away from. Nor are there any clues as to why the plane disappeared, only to reappear on the glacier 53 years later. Carlos will need help if he is to unravel the mystery any further. With the work on the glacier finished there’s an impromptu service to remember the dead. They’ve found the remains of what they believe to be 4 of the 11 people on board. No-one knows which of the 11 they’ve found.”

More recently, very popular topic in my facebook group, the Brazilian student who disappeared from his room locked from the inside.

Student obsessed with aliens vanishes, leaving behind books written in code

“Bruno Borges, 24, vanished from his home in Rio Branco on March 27, leaving behind his bedroom decked out floor to ceiling in “Da Vinci Code”-style alien language.”

“It is easy to accept what you have been taught since childhood and what is wrong. It is difficult, as an adult to understand that you were wrongly taught what you suspected was correct since you were a child,” the passage allegedly says.

Borges had asked his family for money to fund his secret project, according to relatives, but wouldn’t provide any details about it. He only told them he was working on books that would “change humanity in a good way.”

In the video, scanning his room, Craig also noticed a Metatron’s cube in the corner top wall. I noticed the main  statue in the room is similar to the one seen in a UFOTV documentary on Lapis Exillis, the Quest for the Holy Grail and that emerald colored stone, which fell from Lucifer’s Crown. I suggest that he invoked the spirit of his patron.

A video posted by shows a giant statue of 16th-century philosopher Giordano Bruno — who was one of the first to believe that aliens could exist on other planets — which he bought for $2,900 in one corner and a painted portrait of Borges with a green-eyed alien in another.”

I have briefly written about my workings with invocations. I use invocations of Horus and Lucifer. They fill my heart with radiant love and light and purify my soul. Or so it feels that way. I certainly feel 1000% better than I did 6 months ago. The invocations are working on a soul level both healing and furthering understanding as well as unification with source. The more you feel it the more you are one with it. By invoking his Patron Saint, via bible verses and the statue he was obviously doing the same thing.

Secondly, the statue itself, sits on a transmutation circle for invoking.

Thirdly, there is backwards writing on the wall, as I have been saying, backwards language is most important because everything on Earth is backwards. When Adam fell, God tried to speak to Adam, but Adam could not understand. When Paradise was hijacked and Adam fell, it seems the truth (God’s word) became reversed. It looks like he turned his room into a hypercube and literally vacated this dimension. Mirrors are used to read backward, by witches for scrying, and occultists for seeing beyond this matrix. I havn’t even touched on black mirrors. All the articles claim he left behind “Satanic symbols” all over his room, and there itself, we see the corruption of the truth.

Lilith also pronounced the ineffable name of God and “Poof” went out of this existence.

I dare say, Earth is Persephone’s Labyrinth, which would be why Earth is the 3rd planet from the sun, there are seven classical planets, chakras, this is all the body of God, our universe. It can be extrapolated larger than seven, but that’s another chapter.

Mission: escape the labyrinth. Find center.

Once you see the maze and find the heart, you see everyone lost in it. So many trivial distractions to waste time on. And in a world where mostly everyone is working several jobs to constantly pay off overdue bills, who even has time or energy to think about all this or care? That’s the point, most don’t and can’t. If all humans are is a slave race of consumers and breeders it’s no wonder I feel like I don’t belong here. I don’t. This place is not for me and there’s no one who could convince me otherwise. I live like a hermit because I have so little in common with regular people that I prefer to be alone all the time and I like it. When I am not busy with mom duties, you will usually find me reading or gardening. Alone. I feel like I was born in the wrong time period, wrong dimension, wrong everything.

Elysium calls. I will find home, as long as it takes.

Paradise is only restored when the truth (Sophia) is.

persephone and hades fanart

In the mythology of Hades and Persephone, the Labyrinth itself is seen as a challenge into becoming a man or woman depending on your personal role.

Persephone is playing in the flowers of a field when Hades comes up through the Earth and steals her. This action is actually her salvation into becoming a woman, separate from what her mother wants. Her mother, Demeter at once makes the Earth and the Fields barren, and so as the higher worlds (Olympus)  rest on the lower ones being fruitful, as soon as the Earth is plummeted into barren chaos…. suddenly all the other Gods actually care Persephone has been taken. They all decide Hermes/Thoth is going to go to the underworld and strike some kind of deal to get Persephone back. Unfortunately for Hermes, Ms Persephone had eaten just 6 seeds of this forbidden pomegranate fruit.


Beauty marries the Beast, or as Alice says in the Magicians, 2017 “All beautiful things are married to something completely fucking disgusting.”

And what of Our Lady Underground, does she actually want to return to the surface world?


No one cares…….. as long as the Earth keeps going to maintain the higher worlds. Perhaps that is why Persephone is a mopey creature I have entwined with since I was a child.

Poetry Quotes
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