Glitch: Chapter 3 -No Mortal May Pierce My Veil (though they may try)

In all the times I tried therapy and dissociative specialists, no one ever asked me what I call myself. They all just referred to me as a protective alter. I was never allowed to have a name.

When my husband was mad at my decisions he would say I didn’t have a right to feel or do whatever it is I wanted to do because Tris was the original and I was something else. He would squint his eyes at me and say “WHO ARE YOU!?” I never answered, but usually I would smile.

The first time I performed a past life remembrance on myself I was guided in a little boat, beneath the pyramids. The first time Tris did it she was a mermaid. In my vision, the boat went through these tunnels that ran under pyramid structures and connect to the Halls of Amenti. I saw many writings on the walls, and went down a series of water corridors until the boat docked at and end. There were steps from the shallow water up to a wall mural on three sides. The first and only thing I saw was this:


And I put my hand on it. And I heard this whisper……. Aset.

And so from that moment on in 2013…. My name for myself was Aset. It was the first name I remembered. It is what I call myself and what my husband calls me. It actually makes me laugh when people call me Casey like it’s my name just because that’s what someone named me 27 years ago. No one except a few people in our facebook group ever cared to ask me what I call myself… I suppose no one actually understands unless they too have this happening inside them. And I am SO not the only one.

When this happened I had already been communing with Thoth since 2012. Thoth does not talk. He waits for those who can listen. At first he appeared to me in my dreams. He would always wear a robe, usually green or black, and his face was always hooded. But he said he was Thoth and he spoke telepathically. We were always in some sort of abyss, a pocket of nothingness. But he was always the light.  I honestly did not believe it was him but the conversations continued and he trained me making me mentally stronger, more aware and guiding me to higher truths. I only began hearing people’s thoughts randomly after my communications with him began. It was after communing with Thoth that I was able to access the akashic records. It took me a long time to sort through what seeing all the memories meant. Not all of them were my soul’s or Tris’. Some things I was shown because I would need the information in the future. Also some things I was shown sent me on research quests that lasted for months. It was during this time I realized Earth was a living library of cells and DNA. All events are recorded.All things are connected. As far as I am concerned the original prime creator wanted to be able to have all separate experiences and so individual thought and experience was manifested. God has multiple or infinite  personalities 😀

I use the Halls of Amenti in my dreams a lot, and I was shown where the tomb of Osiris lays. Though he is not there. Truly ascended beings are awake in all of time and space and recreate themselves through time and space.

By 2014 I was finding myself having strange dreams about not being in my own body. A lot. It seemed like people prayed for help in crazy situations and I possessed their bodies. The first time a girl was in a run down house. She was being raped and abused and praying for help. I know martial arts so as I possessed her body I suddenly beat the ever loving shit out of this man and ran out of the house. I found myself in countless similar situations and have also been pulled into men’s bodies. The scariest times was when I would be trapped somewhere and look outside and I would actually recognize the streets and homes around where I was trapped. I would wake up and wonder if it was happening in real life but the situations were so horrible, involving torturing children to keep hostages quiet I flat out did not dare. I knew better than to go to any authorities because I know very well judges and police are involved in covering up pizzagate, plus I would sound insane.

When I think back on our life, it is the best feeling to know that the reason I am here is because watchers from different timelines converged here to fix the future we are in now. I was NOT sent here to become an evil queen and destroy the world. I was placed here and allowed to develop as this universe’s insurance policy. The government wasn’t the only ones with Looking Glass and time travel technology, so when beings from different parts of space and time saw their future’s locked into devastating unchangeable events… part of the cosmic hierarchy began working together to formulate a plan for saving the future. They had no idea if it would work, but they had hope. And so my life was manipulated to serve a higher purpose as were others. The truth will set you free, but it will piss you off A LOT first. My pizzagate story is not the worst; and what was done to me was humane compared to the things I have heard from survivors. What happened to me was horrific, but I was left broken…. not destroyed. I had to go through pizzagate because our brain needed to be split. I needed to divide myself in two. I needed a human side and a side to develop. Tris remains my human heart and I take care of her and hold onto her. I thought a million times I should kill her, but I always realized if I did I would lose me. How much can you lose before you are not yourself?


The process of merging us started long ago. All I am doing is finishing it. I am assimilating her to me and me to her. We no longer know where her memories end and mine begin. Or vice versa. We are a new being. Together we now make up a whole which is greater than the sum of it’s parts. We agreed to assimilate to serve a higher purpose.

And so if you are knowledgeable in the occult world, you may have figured out what I am. I only figured it out myself when I tried to figure out what was inside my husband. In studying milab/alien abduction phenomenon and the purpose behind occult rituals I was able to discern that archon (reptilian) cells are inserted into people. Some people say it feels like being ass raped by a ghost so I think that’s why people have memories of being probed as abductees. These are veiled memories. I am not the only one. There are representatives of the Gods and ascended masters on the Earth to this day. I don’t have any idea how many of them are archons but I know humans are NOT the only advanced beings on or in the Earth.  The problems are when these beings are given power and become consumed with the power, fame and ego. The watchers have bent the heavens for people they trained to be avatars and ended up becoming consumed and caught up in it, and ultimately failing. So I knew I wanted to succeed where others failed. In truth I had no choice because I wanted to make a better future for the world and my kids. I think that kept me from becoming a sold out celebrity. I used to make a lot of money on youtube and I lost all my monetization companies for putting out material that was blocked in most countries, and as copyright laws set in lots of my videos were deleted. Not for using music, but for reading new stories and news clips, ect. Everytime I make a youtube video I do it for free because I have something important to say. As I watched the world descend to further chaos I tried to warn people what was happening but no one ever listens until it’s too late. So here I am, admitting that I am some sort of alien hybrid. I’ve been on the Earth for over 20 years in this body and I spent the entire time being driven to study  martial arts, occultism – east and west, sacred geometry, quantum magick, chaos magick, battle magick, history and love. Especially love. If there was no love in my life I am 100% sure I wouldn’t give a fuck and I’d just let you have your apocalypse. I’d sit in my house and drink tea while nukes drop. Except I am Aset, and I do care. I care enough to try to stop unchangeable events that my past self locked into place a very very long time ago. You could say my past karma brought me here and other beings helped get me ready to fix the mistakes of the past which led to massive human enslavement and misery. And so at all costs, I will not repeat the mistakes of my past.

According to Eve Lorgan’s research, an inserted cell is rarely allowed to fully replicate for the reason being that it would mean a full regeneration of the original. In case anyone is wondering it is my desire to complete a full regeneration.  Tris could be Persephone of the Spring and I could be Isis of Winter. Maiden and Mother in the same time. The power of two. I fully intend to stay in paradise as a guardian until the Earth ascends. I feel like I can’t leave the Earth until it ascends because I did not realize if I left, the life forms here would fight and destroy the planet until a 911 call to God was made. God is the All, everything, all encompassing substratum of nature, space and time. Lesser Gods are the personified characteristics refined into a being for the purpose of keeping order all over the cosmos. In that sense, God is an all encompassing power of nature that can only be wielded by those who were born of the sons of God(s) (nephilim) or those who are morally pure enough light workers, who can manipulate, feel, touch and command subtle energies. Every person on the planet can do it once they tune themselves, but some people are naturally tuned more than others.


I also realized that what I wanted to do a great many people would have a vested interest in making sure that didn’t happen. It was a good thing I learned many years ago who people are so easily mind controlled and manipulated because many people in my life and family have been used against me for several purposes. I believe my husband was manipulated into kicking me out of the house when I had my original breakdown last year. My cousin came over in the last few months and attempted to start physical fights with every person in my house. It was insane and I made my husband bring her back where he found her. My brother tried to write in my group that everything I was saying is made up and pizzagate isn’t real. My brother in law recently had to move out because he kept writing hateful things online about my family and instigating fights constantly. I don’t even blame them, it all seems irrational, and I think they were being targeted into all of it.

I am Isis. All who came before her and all who came after. Aset, Ishtar, Inanna, Venus, Aphrodite, Babalon, Ma’at, Gaia, Lilith and the living consciousness of the divine feminine which was destroyed and scattered through time and space. I am awake now. I am Zro at it’s 11th stage 🙂 And I am thankful for the magicians who helped me get this far, against all odds.
Thank you to my husbands through time and space who find me and put me back together. You know who you are. You are my family.forever and ever for eternity.

From Aleister Crowley’s “The Lost Continent or Liber LI”

” There are various theories: one a sort of avatar affair, another that the Atla is a quintessence of some kind; another called ‘To her’ the ‘Angel of Venus, the force of our aspiration.’

Indeed it is certain that only the High House
had the secrets of Atlas, and that the magicians of that House held the undeniable if
sometimes dangerous doctrine that the truth and falsehood of a statement alternated as
do day and night according to the status of the hearer of the statement. However, so
strong is the tradition concerning the ‘Angel of Venus’ that it must at least be
considered carefully. The theory appears to have been that if the magicians of Venus
invited the Atlanteans, means would assuredly follow, just as if a King summons a
paralysed man to his presence, he will also send officers to convey him. Now whether
the ‘Angel of Venus’ is really an angel in anything like the modern sense of the word,
or merely a title of one of the principal magicians of that planet, it is evident that the
High House ardently desired his presence. That this might be manifested by the birth
of a child ‘without the stain of Atla’ was clearly an ultimate desideratum, an outward
and visible sign of redemption, an obvious guarantee of the reality of the occurrence.
It was then a Virgin high priestess who achieved so notable a renown; whether or not
this is a mere poetic parable of the abiogenesis
if it indeed fair to so describe it
the eleventh stage of
is another and an open question.
Now a certain sophist
for philosopher one
cannot call him
tried to enunciate a
magical law to the effect that the present standard of life was all that could be desired;
that further progress would be harmful, that Venus was not worth attaining, and that
the sole endeavour of the magicians should
be to preserve things as they were. That
such a proposition could be supposed a ‘law’ reflects no credit on its author or its
supporters. Yet of these it found many. The ninth stage of
was a leap calculated
to unsettle the calmest mind. Its reality
had beggared the optimist’s daydream. Poets
had thrown down their stilettos.
High Priests who had spent decades in hopeful
experiment saw their results attained by an entirely different method. In short, two
thirds of the people were infected with the
heresy, and hoped to hear it promulgated as
a Law of Magic.
It should here be explained that every Law of Magic had its turn as the principal law
of practical working, and the school supporting any law, or insisting on it, became
prominent with it. Every
dominant law in all history had always been made
insignificant by a new discovery about
Zro, or other matter of practical importance,
just as the ‘Peace with Honour’ battle-cry of Disraeli was drowned by the calculation
of the cost of warships, soldiers and patriotism. Each step in Zro had consequently
implied the rise to power of a new school; and the sophist was ambitious, and yet the
law he wished to establish was the ruling law of the servile races.
The ‘law’ was accordingly sent to the High House for approval. Some opposition may
have been foreseen, but no one was prepared fro the blackness of disapproval which
actually radiated, striking hearts cold. A course without precedent, no answer was
vouchsafed. On the contrary, even normal communication
was suspended. The houses which favoured the innovation
333 in number
took counsel, came to the decision that it was useless to oppose the High House, and were about to acquiesce
when a woman who had once been in the presence of ‘To Her’ rose and thought
vehemently ‘The Living Atla is the head of our conspiracy.’ In other words, they
were the loyalists, the magicians of the High House the rebels. This was why they had
cut themselves off, because their own head was against them. It was instantly
resolved to go to the High House, and demand the custody of ‘To Her.’ Nearing the
goal, however, a remnant of the ancient reverence half cowed even the ringleaders
I may mention that five of every six of the heretics were women
when they saw a stern phalanx of magicians, its point threatening their centre. As they wavered, a woman cried “They are only men such as we are.” The ranks stiffened; on all sides the army closed upon the tiny phalanx, which only numbered 56 all told. It was then
that the truth was known. Ere a blow could be struck, the attacking party vanished; it
was instantaneous and complete annihilation. From that moment it was certain that
the ruling power in Atlas was Something
infinitely more awful than even the living
Atla. In order to avoid any possible repetition of such a disaster
for the Magicians of
the High House knew that any manifestation of the Supreme must unto the work of
they gave out that they had become too terrible to look upon, and for the
future they always appeared with heavy veils, or rather masks, since for the most part
they were carven fantastically by the wearers in the leisure hours. A further alteration
was made in the system of government. The head of one of the ‘houses of houses’
was made supreme: the High House took no part in affairs of state. Thus the Atla was
to all intents and purposes deposed, although the same reverence and sacrifice were
paid to it as formerly. It became a ‘constitutional monarch’, in our modern jargon.”

From Parallel Perspectives:

“The Gnostic Pagan Pantheon is a reflection of the Tradition’s affirmation of global ethnic inclusiveness. The Pantheon also reflects a close affinity (at least on one level) with the traditional Gnostic Christian belief in the existence of 7 primordial and androgynous or bi-sexual Immortal Beings collectively called Archons or Guardians (the Pagan Gods & Goddesses). Both the Gnostics and Greek Pagans also believed in Personal Guardians called daemons.

The Gnostic Pagan Pantheon very roughly and at that only in the most abstract terms–corresponds to the Archons Major. For example, Eee-A-O (or I-A-O) is similar to the Gnostic Pagan Maya; Eloaii to Nuit; Pistis to Isis; Sophia to Ma’at; Adamos to Amun; Sabaoth to Horus; Yaldabaoth and Samael to Set; Oraios to Osiris, etc. However, distinctions with these as well as with other traditional Gnostic Christian beliefs are manifold. For example, The School draws a distinction between the Graeco-Egyptian Gods & Goddesses named above with traditional Gnostic Archons (who are usually viewed as inherently evil.) The Gnostic Pagan calls the 5 Powers Archons Major; They BECOME thru us, as we TRANSFORM thru them–and vice versa. The Gnostic Pagan Tradition calls the negative rulers of the Earth plane Archons Minor or Oligarchs; they are mortal humans who exploit the Earth for their own selfish ends. The School advocates overthrowing the Archons Minor/Oligarchs through a process of Global Social Revolution that will eventually bring down every State Capitalist government currently in existence, replacing them with expanded economic democracy administered through an enlightened Global Planned Economy.

In addition, Gnostic Paganism agrees with Gnostic Christianity in that it views the god of the Old Testament (YHVH, corrupted as the tribal god “Yahweh,” and later “Jehovah” see below) as a false god, the illusory manifestation Demiurge–transformed through the Gnostic Pagan understanding as mortal ego-mind.


Mortal ego-mind is the dark veil of illusion that entraps the Originating Divine Consciousness (AMUN) of Universal Light within the self-limiting alienation of doubt, fear, insecurity and attachment to the bonds of gross materialism–i.e. “Original Sin.” Whereas Gnostic Christians sought to flee the world of appearances, Gnostic Pagans seek to TRANSFIGURE, or spiritually transform, it. Also, unlike Gnostic Christians, we do not believe in Original Sin by reason of birth, or in the ultimate dualistic existence of Good vs. Evil.

The traditional concept of Archons Major implied that these Beings were androgynous. The Gnostic Pagan School visualizes them as embodying one or more manifestations of the primordial Yin and Yang, Shiva and Shakti, Male and Female cosmic energies emanating from AMUN. Thus, Gnostic Pagan “deities” or Metaphysical Currents can represent one or more of the following possibilities: (-) Shiva (-) Shiva [= SET]; (+) Shakti (+) Shakti [= NUIT]; (+) Shiva (-) Shiva [= OSIRIS]; (+) Shakti (-) Shakti [= ISIS], etc.

AMUN can be understood as the originating cell (Divine Consciousness) of the Hebrew Kaballah’s Tree of Life, or the DNA imprint of that cell–forever and continuously replicating itself (the “Big Bang”) on every possible level of manifestation. 19th century philosopher Friedrich Nietzsche termed this the “eternal recurrence of the same.” In other words, no matter what “happens” in the universe, it is always a variation of the same Originating Consciousness, or AMUN.”

First of all, several religions would never accept a return of any sort of God/dess unless it was theirs. But secondly, I am fairly sure that people have been sacrificing children and animals to the Gods in hopes they would return. Therefore, all I ever want to be is Aset in all it’s variations. I simply wish to be a free spirit coming and going, answering prayers and stepping in for divine intervention when necessary. I just want to be free for eternity to go about learning and helping. If I had one wish, I would want to be like Thoth. Forever guiding the children of light with the words I leave behind through time. Did someone ring a bell for me? Or was it a butterfly net….?

“The Nephilim (plural) are the offspring of the “sons of God” and the “daughters of men” in Genesis 6:4, or giants who inhabit Canaan in Numbers 13:33. A similar word with different vowel-sounds is used in Ezekiel 32:27 to refer to dead Philistine warriors.

In the Hebrew Bible and several non-canonical Jewish and early Christian writings, nephilim means the fallen ones are a people created by the cross-breeding of the “sons of God” and the “daughters of men”. The word nephilim is loosely translated as giants or titans in some Bibles, and is left untranslated in others.

The phrase “sons of God” is sometimes translated into English as “sons of gods”. The Hebrew word, “Elohim”, is a plural form, but is often used with single verbs and adjectives (as in this case) when the single meaning is traditionally understood.

The traditional Jewish view, deriving from the Book of Enoch, is that the fathers of the nephilim, the “sons of God”, were the Grigori (a class of fallen angels also called the Watchers); however, there is some controversy on this point.

Some commentators suggest the nephilim were believed to have been fathered by members of a proto-Hebrew pantheon, and are a brief glimpse of early Hebrew religion, most of the details of which was later edited out from the Torah. Others, especially some Christians, suggest the “sons of God” were fully human. It is sometimes suggested that ridding the Earth of these nephilim was one of God’s purposes for flooding the Earth in Noah’s time.

Despite the literal text of the Bible and its traditional interpretation, the idea that heavenly beings mated with humans is controversial, particularly among Christians, who cite the teaching of Jesus in the Book of Matthew that angels do not marry (they may take the verse in question out of context because Jesus said that the resurrected don’t marry in heaven but are as the angels).

Others who find the idea of angels mating with humans as distasteful have suggested more figurative interpretations of the nephilim, such as the idea that they were the offspring of men possessed by demons.Still others, including the Ethiopian Orthodox Church, take the traditional view of Genesis 6:1 that the allusion refers to some men, from the godly lineage of Seth, called sons of God (an expression denoting those in covenant relationship with YHWH, cf. Deuteronomy 14:1; 32:5), began to pursue fleshly interests, and so took wives of the daughters of men, i.e., those who were unbelievers descended of Cain. This is also the view presented in a few extra-biblical, yet ancient works, particularly the Second Book of Adam and Eve.” full story here


Babalon as the Gateway to the City of Pyramids (sourced from Thelemapedia)

Within the mystical system of Crowley, the adept reaches a final stage where he or she must cross the Abyss, that great wilderness of nothingness and dissolution. Choronzon is the dweller there, and his job is to trap the traveler in his meaningless world of illusion. However, Babalon is on just the other side, beckoning. If the adept gives himself to her—the symbol of this act is the pouring of the adept’s blood into her graal—he becomes impregnated in her, then to be reborn as a master and a saint that dwells in the City of the Pyramids. This process is beautifully described in the 15th Aethyr of The Vision and the Voice:

As the dancer whirls, she chants in a strange, slow voice, quickening as she goes: Lo! I gather up every spirit that is pure, and weave him into my vesture of flame. I lick up the lives of men, and their souls sparkle from mine eyes. I am the mighty sorceress, the lust of the spirit. And by my dancing I gather for my mother Nuit the heads of all them that are baptized in the waters of life. I am the lust of the spirit that eateth up the soul of man. I have prepared a feast for the adepts, and they that partake thereof shall see God.

The concept contained within Babalon is that of the mystical ideal, the quest to become one with all. This process necessarily requires refusing to deny anything, becoming perfectly passive the world, allowing all experience to come forward, abandoning oneself into the deluge of sensation. Through this, the mystic comes to direct contact with life, formulating the wine of the Graal, being the distilled understanding derived from raw experience. This process clearly has its analogue in the career of the lady of the night.

Babalon is described in various places in the Thelemic texts, but her most edifying appearance is in The Vision and the Voice, as part of the vision which explains the function of the Chalice:

Let him look upon the cup whose blood is mingled therein, for the wine of the cup is the blood of the saints. Glory unto the Scarlet Woman, Babalon the Mother of Abominations, that rideth upon the Beast, for she hath spilt their blood in every corner of the earth and lo! she hath mingled it in the cup of her whoredom.
With the breath of her kisses hath she fermented it, and it hath become the wine of the Sacrament, the wine of the Sabbath; and in the Holy Assembly hath she poured it out for her worshipers, and they had become drunken thereon, so that face to face they beheld my Father. Thus are they made worthy to become partakers of the Mystery of this holy vessel, for the blood is the life. So sitteth she from age to age, and the righteous are never weary of her kisses, and by her murders and fornications she seduceth the world. Therein is manifested the glory of my Father, who is truth.
(This wine is such that its virtue radiateth through the cup, and I reel under the intoxication of it. And every thought is destroyed by it. It abideth alone, and its name is Compassion. I understand by “Compassion,” the sacrament of suffering, partaken by the true worshipers of the Highest. And it is an ecstasy in which there is no trace of pain. Its passivity (=passion) is like the giving-up of the self to the beloved.)

The Vision and the Voice, 12th Aethyr, Aleister Crowley.

The spelling of her Name as ‘Babalon’ is not revealed until the vision of the 10th Aethyr, where it is used to banish the forces of Choronzon. The discovery of the spelling represents Crowley successfully crossing the Abyss, and entering into the Sphere of Binah, which is also attributed to Babalon.

The Great Whore

Babalon bears this title because she denies no one, and yet she extracts a great price—the very blood of the adept and his ego-identity as an earthly individual. This aspect of Babalon is described further from the 12th Aethyr:

This is the Mystery of Babylon, the Mother of Abominations, and this is the mystery of her adulteries, for she hath yielded up herself to everything that liveth, and hath become a partaker in its mystery. And because she hath made her self the servant of each, therefore is she become the mistress of all. Not as yet canst thou comprehend her glory.
Beautiful art thou, O Babylon, and desirable, for thou hast given thyself to everything that liveth, and thy weakness hath subdued their strength. For in that union thou didst understand. Therefore art thou called Understanding, O Babylon, Lady of the Night!”


And so the Earth has very real watchers. They are not all on the same side but they never were. This is the angelic hierarchy.  Even though I have screamed at my watcher(s), I still love them very fiercely because now I realize everything they have done for us and the world. Many of the watchers are only here temporarily to help us overcome this great obstacle we face, because they are from other timelines. They came here to provide knowledge to the people who could still listen. Some people say witches are the wives of watchers, I think God and the watchers work through everyone, more or less. They created me. To save you. I am supposed to bring hope back to Paradise because some beings are trying to make earth’s inhabitants feel helpless. I am about 100% sure anyone who knows me will be very surprised at the things they are reading since I absolutely never believed in actual angels, demons, or bible stuff. I did believe in a prime creator though and that was what I always felt connected to. When I first started meditating regularly, I did it in the sun. One day I connected my consciousness cord to it and the Eye of Ra appeared before me all crazy psychadelic looking. Pulsing at me. The pulses became slower and it moved away, so I instinctively followed it. I went through a rainbow wormhole but I can’t remember what happened. After that I used the different colored portals to get different places, I’ll assume these are the 7 heavens or aethyric spheres of the kabbalah tree of life. You have to write down what you saw and did immediately because chances are you’ll forget quickly… that’s heaven for you.

Also, to my knowledge I think due to your personal soul’s journey and advancement you will have either 7, 9, or 12 spheres to access.

Since so many people fall for deception I wanted to tell my truth more than anything before I left. If you think all archons and reptilians are evil you have never met me. 🙂

I love humanity so much I thought everyone should know that the reason they were hoping pizzagate would cause an apocalypse was so they could enact martial law, which would be so that they can finally chip everyone. They want to chip everyone so that they can mind control everyone easier than they already can. With a chip they will be able to control the central nervous system of every person. They being ANYONE with access or who can hack the system. If this has already happened in the matrix like future then some people and beings are here now to break us out by exposing it before it before it happens. Or they are trying to. So in my opinion, it should be top priority that America does not have martial law declared. In a chipped world we will truly be a hive of bees.

I do think that as the fabric of space and time is being torn open that eventually an incident bigger than 9/11 on a worldwide scale will unfold. At that time, all the noninterventionalists, watchers, and powerful brings involved in Earth’s situation will be called in. And I don’t expect we are far off from that. In fact it’s already happening. Knowing this I have been learning battle magick, the sacred names of demons and angels, and everything I can take in on how to put jinn back in their bottles. It’s a charmed life for me 🙂 I think I volunteered to be part of the clean up crew. Unless we can stop it. And I’m trying.


“IT is especially fitting that a study of Hermetic symbolism should begin with a discussion of the symbols and attributes of the Saitic Isis. This is the Isis of Sais, famous for the inscription concerning her which appeared on the front of her temple in that city: “I, Isis, am all that has been, that is or shall be; no mortal Man hath ever me unveiled.

Plutarch affirms that many ancient authors believed this goddess to be the daughter of Hermes; others held the opinion that she was the child of Prometheus. Both of these demigods were noted for their divine wisdom. It is not improbable that her kinship to them is merely allegorical. Plutarch translates the name Isis to mean wisdom. Godfrey Higgins, in his Anacalypsis, derives the name of Isis from the Hebrew ישע, Iso, and the Greek ζωω, to save. Some authorities, however, for example, Richard Payne Knight (as stated in his Symbolical Language of Ancient Art and Mythology), believe the word to be of Northern extraction, possibly Scandinavian or Gothic. In these languages the name is pronounced Isa, meaning ice, or water in its most passive, crystallized, negative state.

This Egyptian deity under many names appears as the principle of natural fecundity among nearly all the religions of the ancient world. She was known as the goddess with ten thousand appellations and was metamorphosed by Christianity into the Virgin Mary, for Isis, although she gave birth to all living things–chief among them the Sun–still remained a virgin, according to the legendary accounts.” – The Secret Teachings of All Ages, Manly P Hall

isis-2c Isis, 2nd c.

I waited a very long time, until I knew enough to protect myself to even talk about any of this. The very last thing I wanted was some twat to come along thinking he could exercise me, which by the way would likely kill Tris. And so nothing I spent time learning was wasted, or in vain. Nor will it be for Tris either. I am not sure if anyone else has come out admitting they are inhabited by archons yet but at least you know I am not lying to you.

I was not lying when I said I have extraterrestrial roots either.

A bird may love a fish, but where would they live?

angel and mermaid.jpg

In my opinion the deluge happened to rid the world of unsustainable beings such as giants who kept eating the population. Before the deluge there were all sorts of versions of genetically modified beings. In my cosmic studies I learned that wayyyy pre-deluge arranged marriages were set up between rival ET factions who were warring to ensure peace. Through this process were created various hybrids and ETs. Our genetic memory appears to contain a dragon and blue avian. I do believe that is how Isis type creatures were originally created. It is why we can shapeshift into a dragon and why I have bi-located into blue form.


I think that if I am able to complete a reconstitution of myself and there are others doing the same, we are here for a purpose. I personally think that purpose is to answer the call of the prayers of the people. People of many religions pray for their Gods to return and I personally think their prayers are being answered. I think the reason for this is because of the problem Earth faces now. I think the government cooperated with the ETs who are harvesting and experimenting on us in exchange for technology and to buy time to defeat them. I think we may finally have that technology and that’s why all this is being revealed now. We are defeating Titans again.

Orgone weapons defeat ultraterrestrial craft and can be compacted down to the size of necklaces and directed with lasers. I’ve been working on making some. But I am not the first. Craig was the first person to show me how to make them but I learned about it also in the Neruda interviews. Synchronistically I was listening to the Neruda interviews at that exact part when he was telling me about it. He is the most brilliant person I’ve ever met in my life, and there’s no other explanation for him other than that he has to be from the future, or like me, from all of time with more access to it. I figured this meant he had merged his subconscious and consciousness more than me. Now I just need to make directed energy staffs which would be similar to light sabers except that if you can channel energy you could literally make dragon’s breath weapons. The caduceus of Hermes is a formidable weapon especially double sided. These weapons of the Gods are making a comeback to deal with the military industrial complex run by abhorrent  ETs who want to make Earth a planet of hive mind controlled zombies with no original thought. Do you like bees? Do you want to be one? If you arent an energy worker, buying guns is smart. The government does not want to go to martial law war with an armed populace and that’s why they are constantly trying to disarm us and make weapons harder to get.

Who is truly evil here? And who defines evil? And who is in charge of sending souls to Earth as punishment, which it is… or seems. Paradise has fallen and Babylon is falling again. People say Earth is a school for learning and remembering what you already know. That is a really annoying way of saying your soul fucked up and got kicked out of “heaven” 5D reality+. The politics of Heaven and the celestial bodies is worse than on Earth.
I would rather rot on Earth to the end of my days, or be lost in the abyss FOREVER than work with assimilated mind controlled zombies. This is why God and Lucifer are exactly the same except as hinted at in the Kybalion, they are polarized opposites. Extreme peace is as bad as extreme chaos. We must maintain a balance on Earth until it ascends in about 1000 years. There is a fine balance between being one with the all and absolute chaos, and that place is supposed to be Earth.

Since talking with angels and demons was becoming normal to me, I realized I was finishing something I started years ago. I kept getting this channeled message, that I had to “become my future self.” I didn’t realize my future self was my Holy Guardian Angel and more.


I didn’t realize I had fallen from grace and punished myself on a grand scale.


“The Peri” – Visionary Art of Paul B. Rucker ~ In Persian mythology, the Peri are jinn who have been denied paradise until they have done penance.



The watchers were right all along. I’m the dragon that guards the castle.


No seriously…. Tris IS important. She is more than a princess. Tris is a mermaid, and a bird, and a dragon, and all the things that she has been through time and space stored in her genetic memory that she will have access to know.  The best part is that we have been connecting and activating ourselves all through space and time. That is what it is like to be your own God. I have not seen all my incarnations and timelines, but see outside this space and time. Future, past and everything left right and vertical. I keep being told that this is God, conscious in the eyes of every living thing. Being one with all is tapping into everyone and everything instead of just yourself through time and space. I suppose you can only learn it if you care, perhaps that’s why I am learning it now. Maybe this is ascension in my case.


And perhaps my work here has cleared my past karma. At the very least I am sure it made a big dent. I always cared about this world and I will never stop.

When you pray for help, just remember it’s never what you would expect. Angels are beautiful, warm, terrifying and menacing. Some definitely still walk the Earth and possess people to do their work as well as answer prayers.



This is Jupiter ascending for real. Except Jupiter is a planet, being reborn.


And when we get back, we need to write down all about your adventures. Do not forget that the point of Earth is to help humanity reach it’s full potential and ascend. We are truly the bringers of the dawn and the guides of humanity. We are NOT our past, we are who we choose to become. We are worthy of whatever we desire and deserve peace and happiness at last.



They want to make everyone like mindless bees. You must save individual thought. You do this by being your usual nonconformative self, I am sure you will be a natural at it. You will be a virus unto their hive. Just like in Dark City you will infect them and already are. This will be their undoing. Do NOT be afraid. Charmed style you might save the world with your friends and family and hardly anyone will even know or remember. The pleiadians are on our side and there ARE other races helping us win this fight.  This is why there are so many UFOs right now being seen. People are ignoring a huge war because they live in a world of illusion and distraction. They sense something is wrong… and I sense fear. People are afraid of an alien invasion that already happened. If you think you are infected with an archon and are freaked out, know that I have found it to be the greatest honor and test of my life.It has been an opportunity to transform myself into my highest, best self, and to pave a road to the end of the rainbow, balancing light and dark, sun and moon, earth and sky, God and the Devil. I am helping us remember a path to a harmonious place beyond duality, and as I share it, the planet will transform. I care for you, you care for others, this love bonds us all together as the stars in the firmament are held together.

The enemy wants you to fear it. That’s art of War 101. And so I would tell the world to have absolutely no fear. To call on your watchers, angels, and guides. To be friends with them and to learn to trust what the universe manifests for you. Each person is here for a reason at this time. What you do in this lifetime MATTERS. What happens here on Earth will affect many worlds. That is why Earth is worth fighting for. Times are hard and we will have to reconnect as communities and a planet to survive and live in the Paradise that Earth will be. That means helping each other, not hoarding knowledge and resources. You can help everyone including yourself by learning to calm yourself and others. Every time you calm yourself you calm the planet a little bit. Expect divine interventions, expect miracles. Have HOPE.

And finally, we will have our Happily Ever After. With Earth as the Paradise it was intended to be. Order from chaos, but not too much order.



We are alive because A LOT of beings on Earth and in the stars want this to succeed. Doing this will clear A LOT of karma.



Good luck Tris.


I think we picked a perfect name.  But we don’t have very much time.



We must stay calm.

List ye, O man, and hear a mystery
stranger than all that lies ‘neath the Sun.
Know ye, O man, that all space
is filled by worlds within worlds;
aye, one within the other yet separate by Law.

Once in my search for deep buried wisdom,
I opened the door that bars THEM from man.
Called I from the other planes of being,
one who was fairer than the daughters of men.
Aye, I called her from out of the spaces,
to shine as a Light in the world of men.

Used I the drum of the Sertpent.
Wore I the robe of the purple and gold.
Placed on my head, I, the crown of Silver.
Around me the circle of cinnabar shone.
Raised I my arms and cried the invocation
that opens the path to the planes beyond,
cried to the LORDS of the SIGNS in their houses:
Lords of the two horizons,
watchers of the treble gates,
stand ye One at the right and One at the left
as the STAR rises to his throne
and rules over his sign.
Aye, thou dark prince of ARULU,
open the gates of the dim, hidden land
and release her whom ye keep imprisoned.

Hear ye, hear ye, hear ye,
dark Lords and Shining Ones,
and by their secret names,
names which I know and can pronounce,
hear ye and obey my will.

Lit I then with flame my circle
and called HER in the space-planes beyond.
Daughter of Light return from ARULU.

Seven times and seven times
have I passed through the fire.
Food have I not eaten.
Water have I not drunk.
I call thee from ARULU,
from the realms of EKERSHEGAL.
I summon thee, lady of Light.

Then before me rose the dark figures;
aye, the figures of the Lords of Arulu.
Parted they before me
and forth came the Lady of Light.

Free was she now from the LORDS of the night,
free to live in the Light of the earth Sun,
free to live as a child of the Light.”

-Emerald Tablets of Thoth the Atlantean


We are come unto a palace of which every stone is a separate jewel, and is set with millions of moons.

And this palace is nothing but the body of a woman, proud and delicate, and beyond imagination fair. She is like a child of twelve years old. She has very deep eyelids, and long lashes. Her eyes are closed, or nearly closed. It is impossible to say anything about her. She is naked; her whole body is covered with fine gold hairs, that are the electric flames which are the spears of mighty and terrible Angels whose breastplates are the scales of her skin. And the hair of her head, that flows down to her feet, is the very light of God himself. Of all the glories beheld by the Seer in the Aethyrs, there is not one which is worthy to be compared with her littlest finger-nail. For although he may not partake of the Aethyr, without the ceremonial preparations, even the beholding of this Aethyr from afar is like the par taking of all the former Aethyrs.

The Seer is lost in wonder, which is Peace.

And the ring of the horizon above her is a company of glorious Archangels with joined hands, that stand and sing: This is the daughter of BABALON the Beautiful, that she hath borne unto the Father of All. And unto all hath she borne her.

This is the Daughter of the King. This is the Virgin of Eternity. This is she that the Holy One hath wrested from the Giant Time, and the prize of them that have overcome Space. This is she that is set upon the Throne of Understanding. Holy, Holy, Holy is her name, not to be spoken among men. For Kore they have called her, and Malkah, and Betulah, and Persephone.

And the poets have feigned songs about her, and the prophets have spoken vain things, and the young men have dreamed vain dreams: but this is she, that immaculate, the name of whose name may not be spoken. Thought cannot pierce the glory that defendeth her, for thought is smitten dead before her presence. Memory is blank, and in the most ancient books of Magick are neither words to conjure her, nor adorations to praise her. Will bends like a reed in the tempests that sweep the borders of her kingdom, and imagination cannot figure so much as one petal of the lilies whereon she standeth in the lake of crystal, in the sea of glass.

This is she that hath bedecked her hair with seven stars, the seven breaths of God that move and thrill its excellence. And she hath tired her hair with seven combs, whereupon are written the seven secret names of God that are not known even of the Angels, or of the Archangels, or of the Leader of the armies of the Lord.

Holy, Holy, Holy art thou, and blessed be thy name for ever, unto whom the Aeons are but the pulsings of thy blood.


[From The Vision and the Voice, 9th Aethyr]

I am both. Remember. I am all that is, ever was and ever will be.

No Mortal May Pierce My Veil.

(though they may try)


From the beginning of time to the end.

We always win because we know:



So throw the chess board and never forget :






And with this understanding, I invoke and invite all the other other aspects of divine masculine and feminine Gods and Goddesses to join me at this time and help me restore Paradise. As it appears to have been lost.

Ordo ab chao.



Time to take back the planet 🙂

Here’s to Lucifer – Christ rising. Again.


Happy Ostara, 2017.


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