How the American Taxpayer is Funding Israel While the US People Suffer

If there is one conspiracy about the New World Order that isn’t fake it’s that America is funding Israel and the complete take over of the Middle East while the United States suffers. You may ask “why would America sacrifice it’s own people to have total domination over the Middle East? Why does it even matter?”

The answer is that Zionists run the world banks and MSM. In fact, the Middle East is not just a political problem or a religious problem. There are hard core reasons that Russia and the US are fighting to maintain power and control over Jerusalem/Palestine and the rest of the middle east. It is important to remember that the US does not only send foreign aid to Israel, but several other counties as well. What is quite clear is that this money is being used to destabilize the entire Middle East for Israel.

Here are the facts:

According to Jeremy M. Sharp’s 2018 report titled The Congressional Research Service’s report “U.S. Foreign Aid to Israel”, to date, the U.S. gave Israel (in both economic and military aid) a total of $3.7 billion per year in current, or non-inflation-adjusted dollars.


According to the US Dpt of Foreign Aid website in 2016:

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Trump recently approved and declared Jerusalem as the Capitol of Israel on Dec 6th 2017.

As stated in this report from the Guardian:
Donald Trump has defied overwhelming global opposition by recognizing Jerusalem as the capital of Israel, but insisted that the highly controversial move would not derail his own administration’s bid to resolve the Israeli-Palestinian conflict.

In a short speech delivered at the White House, Trump directed the state department to start making arrangements to move the US embassy from Tel Aviv to Jerusalem – a process that officials say will take at least three years.

“I have determined that it is time to officially recognize Jerusalem as the capital of Israel,” Trump said. “While previous presidents have made this a major campaign promise, they failed to deliver. Today, I am delivering.”

Trump said: “My announcement today marks the beginning of a new approach to the conflict between Israel and the Palestinians.”

But the move marks a break with years of US precedent – and with general global opinion, which sees the fate of Jerusalem as a matter for comprehensive “final status” negotiations between Israelis and Palestinians.

British prime minister Theresa May said Trump’s announcement was “unhelpful in terms of prospects for peace in the region”, and said the UK did not intend to follow suit. The French president, Emmanuel Macron, and the German chancellor, Angela Merkel, also condemned the move.

Israel’s government rushed to congratulate Trump for the speech, which the prime minister, Benjamin Netanyahu, described as an “important step toward peace”.

But the Palestinian president, Mahmoud Abbas, said that the US had effectively abdicated its role as a mediator in the region. The chief Palestinian negotiator, Saeb Erekat, said: “President Trump just destroyed any policy of a two-state solution.”

Saudi Arabia on Thursday criticized the decision, calling the move “unjustified and irresponsible”. The move was also condemned by Turkey, Jordan, Egypt and Lebanon.

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Donald Trump does not evidently care for a two-state solution. This is Zionist behavior to the max.

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Just this week : The Trump Administration froze all the bank accounts for the Palestinian Foreign Ambassador and sent him home.

According to this report:

Palestinian Ambassador to the United States Husam Zomlot said that he had been expelled from the country and that the bank accounts of his family had been frozen, days after the State Department ordered the closure of the PLO embassy in Washington.

“Ambassador Zomlot’s son Said, 7, who is in second grade, and daughter Alma, 5, who is in kindergarten were pulled out of Horace Mann Elementary School in Washington DC last week and have since left the country,” the PLO said in a statement.

All American bank accounts affiliated with the PLO have also been frozen as part of a ploy to pressure the Palestinians to begin peace negotiations with Israel, the Israeli news site Ynet reported, citing Al Jazeera.

“By deliberately targeting the family of Ambassador Zomlot, the US administration has gone from cruel punishment to revenge against the Palestinians and their leadership even to the point of causing hardship to their innocent children and families,” PLO executive committee member Hanan Ashwari said in a statement.

In recent weeks, the Trump administration has frozen nearly all foreign funding for Palestinians, including support for the East Jerusalem Hospital Network and the United Nations’s Palestinian refugee agency.

Trump said during the president’s traditional pre-Rosh Hashanah phone call with Jewish leaders that funding to the Palestinians would cease until a peace agreement was reached. “You’ll get money, but we’re not paying you until we make a deal. If we don’t make a deal, we’re not paying,” Trump said.

Palestinian leaders have boycotted meeting with Trump administration officials ever since the president recognized Jerusalem as Israel’s capital last December.

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Speaking of the New US Embassy we are funding, according to Business Insider:

The new US embassy in Jerusalem will cost $21.2 million to construct — nearly $20 million more than President Donald Trump estimated in May.

Documents made public this month show the State Department awarded a $21.2 million contract to the Maryland-based venture Desbuild Limak D&K for “building additions and compound security upgrades” at the new US embassy complex in Jerusalem, which opened in May to much controversy.

A US State Department spokesperson confirmed to CNN that the president’s initial costs for upgrading the site were $400,000, and plans are now focused on construction of a new extension and security enhancements costing $21 million.


Now I conclude my report by stating the facts and representing our people: The American People. For far too long the regular people of these amazing United States have been funding foreign investments due to a corrupt government who does not care about us as citizens.

First of all, as we the American People pay to destabilize the entire middle east for our government’s own agenda &  a totally “necessary” Space Force :

Approximately 1/2 a million people are homeless in America (and that’s just the reported ones) which includes approximately 15,000 homeless veterans.

Flint, MI – The lead in the water plus Legionnaires bacteria is still killing people.

Approximately 50 million Americans (nearly 15%) live in abject poverty.

To fund Israel, the defense budget (as well as Space Force) and our wars in the middle east: Trump is cutting Food Stamps to those who are in poverty – by more than $213 billion over the next ten years — or by nearly 30 percent. That would leave at least 4 million people losing SNAP benefits altogether.

The (new) Trump proposal will cut SSI by more than $8 billion over the next decade, shrinking benefits for roughly a quarter of a million children with disabilities by between 38 and 66 percent.

As of Feb 12 these are the cuts in education: While the budget overall proposes spending increases for key Trump campaign promises, such as expanding the military and immigration enforcement, the president’s proposal looks to slash the Education Department’s budget by more than 5 percent, cutting back the agency’s $63.2 billion in discretionary funding by $3.6 billion. The Trump administration initially sought much steeper cuts — totaling $8 billion — but the administration released an addendum after Congress reached a two-year spending deal last week.

8 out of 10 Americans , 80% are living paycheck to paycheck in constant indentured servitude to power companies, credit cards, insurances, student loans, rent agreements and bank mortgage payments.

Yet, Trump’s Space Force will cost us $13 billion over the next five years.

America is in debt up to our eyeballs but everyone pretends like everything is just great because we are a culture that focuses on consumerism as well as the American Dream. At this point the American Dream seems like nothing more than being a life long consumer debt slave.

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It seems pretty obvious to me that our government doesn’t care about it’s own people, especially since Trump’s administration plans to cut funds to those who desperately need it most in our country. It sickens me more that our tax dollars are funding the Israeli-Zionist movement; and the genocide of the Palestinian people. Our country observes holocaust remembrance day for Jewish people; yet in what is now called Israel they are having a genocide and holocaust against the Palestinians (and no one seems to care.)


Part of the masses believe Trump is truly making America Israel great again, and part of them only care about the latest iPhone and television distractions. If 80% of people are living paycheck to paycheck I’ll just assume that eventually Americans will wake up and stop celebrating/calling ourselves “the land of the free” and admit that most of us are debt slaves feeding the monstrous military industrial system.  Only when we stop believing in the illusions we pretend exist will we be ready to truly change the system; and the world. (I hope.)

Thank you to all my Palestinian  and worldwide readers!




Comparative Analysis of Creation & Emerald Tablets vs Lost Tablets of Enki & Inanna’s Descent

This will be a controversial article I have completed in reference to The Creation myths as well as the apparent overlay of the Emerald Tablets, Descent of Inanna and the Lost Tablets of Enki. All references cited.  It was important for me to tie in the Emerald Tablets of Thoth because after my success on YouTube reading them, there was much criticism about them being fake or made up. At the very least they overlay with all the Sumerian Tablets I studied, which Thoth/Enki helped me come to understand.


“When man began to multiply on the face of the land and daughters were born to them, the sons of God saw that the daughters of man were attractive. And they took as their wives any they chose. Then the Lord said, “My Spirit shall not abide in man forever, for he is flesh: his days shall be 120 years.” The Nephilim were on the earth in those days, and also afterward, when the sons of God came in to the daughters of man and they bore children to them. These were the mighty men who were of old, the men of renown.
The following video is an account of my thorough studies into the mysteries of God, Annunaki, elohim, nephilim and their children.
First of all we have to look at how the creation story of the Annunaki comes first and ties into the bible.



Reference citation:
According to Sumerian creation myth, Angels were known under the name of Anunnaki or Anannage (great sons of Anu), and they were the founders of their culture. An (Sumerian) or Anu (Akkadian) was the chief God of Sun and Sky, and his name means “The Shining One”. Anunnaki were, according to this, “Suns of the Shining One” or “Suns of Light”.
These seven original beings were the first seven sons (and daughters) of An.
There are furthermore evidences of this connection with the Shining Ones in Sumerian tablets. Ninlil or Ninkharsag “Lady of Kharsag”, wife of Enlil, asks the council of seven to create Eden (E-din) or heavenly garden. For Sumerians, E-din was “abode of rightful ones”.
This is the same heavenly garden which also can be found in the Bible. The tree of life and knowledge in the biblical garden alludes to secrets of the Shining Ones. It can be associated with the “tree” of seven chakras, the “tree” which lead the Shining One into “heaven”. This tree later became the “tree of life” in the esoteric system of Qabbalah. Number seven has cosmologically wide significance, and council of seven is the same as seven archangels or seven messengers from the Bible, which came from the heavens. Sumerians built their towers or Ziggurats with seven levels. It was said that the Shining deities resided at the top of Ziggurat – the “Great House” or Ekur.
Sumerian word “El” is commonly translated as “God” and in Bible word. Elohim is sometimes wrongly translated as Lord. Elohim is plural of the word El. El means “Shine”. Semitic word El we can also find in many other ancient languages. Eg. Anglo-Saxon word “Aelf” (“Elf” or “supernatural being”) means “Shining being”. So “El” should be translated not as God or Lord but as “the one who is shining”. In the same way, Elohim (which is plural) should be translated as “the ones who are shining”. This is the most used term for God in Old Testament. If we substitute the term “Lord” with “the Shining One” while reading the Bible, we will notice a significant difference in the text. Also, we will see and read the Bible as it was written and meant to be read.
Now we can understand the history of where the legends of Elves and fairies come from.

If you read the Lost Tablets of Enki his story is basically symmetrical to Samayaza. In the tablets Enki claims many of them decided to stay here and create families on Earth (symmetrical to Samayaza leading the watchers to do the same) this became their fall from grace because the Lost tablets of Enki also state that when they chose to stay here they lost their long life spans they had on Nibiru.
The bible quote most often used states (when translated properly) “Let us make man in our image.”
Except from Enki’s Tablets-
In our image and after our likeness to be, perchance an Anunnaki womb is required! In the House of Life there was silence; words never before heard Enki was uttering! They gazed at each other, about what in each other’s mind they were thinking. Wise are your words, my brother! Ninmah at long last was saying. Perchance the right admixture in the wrong womb was inserted; Now where is the female among the Anunnaki her womb to offer, Perchance the perfect Primitive Worker to create, perchance a monster in her belly to carry? So was Ninmah with a trembling voice saying. Let me of, my spouse, of that inquire! Enki was saying. Let us her to the House of Life summon, the matter before her lay out He was turning to depart when Ninmah put her hand on his shoulder: No! No! to Enki she was saying. The admixtures by me were made, reward and endangerment should be mine! I shall be the one the Anunnaki womb to provide, for good or evil fate to face! Enki bowed his head, gently he embraced her. So be it! to her he said. In the clay vessel the admixture they made, The oval of an Earth female with Anunnaki male essence they put together; The fertilized egg into the womb of Ninmah by Enki was inserted; there was conception! The pregnancy, by an admixture conceived, how long will it last? to each other they wondered. Will it be nine months of Nibiru, will it be nine months of Earth? Longer than on Earth, quicker than on Nibiru, travail came; to a male child Ninmah birth was giving! Enki the boy child held in his hands; the image of perfection he was.

Later on in the trials of making mankind he mentions this familiar quote:

From the rib of Enki the life essence he extracted

Into the rib of Adamu the life essence of Enki he inserted; From the rib of Ninmah the life essence he extracted, Into the rib of Ti-Amat the life essence he inserted. Where the incisions were made, the flesh thereon he closed up.
Enki at his sister was gazing; a mother and son, not Ninmah and a Being, he was seeing. A name will you give him? Enki inquired. A Being he is, not a creature! Ninmah cast her hand upon the newborn’s body, with her fingers his dark red skin she caressed. Adamu I shall call him! Ninmah was saying. One Who Like Earth’s Clay Is, that will be his name!

So they did not create females from Adamus rib, they fashioned it from Enki. According to these pre-bible tablets it seems the bible was seriously mistranslated. Probably to hide the truth of our origins.

This brings us to the question of rh- blood.
It does so happen that the highest percentage of rh- blood resides in fair skinned and fair haired people but the gene is recessive. It is also true that white women were not allowed to marry black men until this last century.
We know that in an rh- female if she becomes pregnant by an rh+ male the females body will attempt to fight off the fetus. Myself as well as one of my girlfriends both successfully had children with an rh+ male, although I almost died during the second delivery. My 2nd daughter curiously in utero had a rare condition where she had a one stranded umbilical cord. During delivery her cord pinched and oxygen was cut off, we both almost died and an emergency c section was performed. Double curiously I was given the blood type results for my 1st daughter but the hospital refused to give me my second daughters blood type.
This means that rh- people who seem to have a higher rate of extra perception and being abducted by aliens are bound to their creators and hear and sense them when rh+ people have a harder time perceiving them in general.
“In this clay’s admixture, Earthling with the Anunnaki shall be bound! ”
-lost tablets of enki
Now, I’m not saying that annunaki are the only aliens/family out there but I am saying we are bound to our star seed origins and for the rh- group, that’s the annunaki if my research is correct.

This brings us to the story about the flood which seems to have happened during the age of Leo when the sphinx was built. During the last intergalactic space battle for Earth the hybrid nephilim children were reproducing in large numbers and this angered Anu, yhwh. Enki – Lucifer- Thoth attempted to save his wife and as many of his children as he could. This is where the emerald tablets of Thoth overlay with the lost tablets of enki.
FIRST TABLET of Enki – The words of the lord Enki, firstborn son of Anu, who reigns on Nibiru. With heavy spirit I utter laments; laments that are bitter fill my heart. How smitten is the land, its people delivered to the Evil Wind, its stables abandoned, its sheepfolds emptied. How smitten are the cities, their people piled up as dead corpses, afflicted by the Evil Wind. How smitten are the fields, their vegetation withered, touched by the Evil Wind. How smitten are the rivers, nothing swims anymore, pure sparkling waters turned into poison. 10 Of its black-headed people, Shumer is emptied, gone is all life; Of its cattle and sheep Shumer is emptied, silent is the hum of churning milk. In its glorious cities, only the wind howls; death is the only smell. The temples whose heads to heaven arose by their gods have been abandoned. Of lordship and kingship command there is none; scepter and tiara are gone. On the banks of the two great rivers, once lush and life-giving, only weeds grow. No one treads the highways, no one seeks out the roads; flourishing Shumer is like an abandoned desert. How smitten is the land, home of gods and men! On that land a calamity fell, one unknown to man. A calamity that Mankind had never before seen, one that could not be withstood. On all the lands, from west to east, a disruptive hand of terror was placed. The gods, in their cities, were helpless as men! An Evil Wind, a storm born in a distant plain, a Great Calamity wrought in its path. A death-dealing wind born in the west its way to the east has made, its course set by fate. A storm devouring as the deluge, by wind and not by water a destroyer; by poisoned air, not tidal waves, overwhelming. By fate, not destiny, was it engendered; the great gods, in their council, the Great Calamity had caused. By Enlil and Ninharsag it was permitted; I alone for a halt was beseeching. Day and night to accept what the heavens decree I argued, to no avail! Ninurta, Enlil’s warrior son, and Nergal, my very own son, poisoned weapons in the great plain then unleashed. That an Evil Wind shall follow the brilliance we knew not! they now cry in agony. That the death-dealing storm, born in the west, its course to the east shall make, who could foretell! the gods now bemoan. In their holy cities, the gods stood disbelieving as the Evil Wind toward Shumer made its way. 11 One after another the gods fled their cities, their temples abandoned to the wind. In my city, Eridu, as the poisoned cloud approached, I could do nothing to stop it. Escape to the open steppe! to the people I gave instructions; with Ninki, my spouse, the city I abandoned. In his city Nippur, place of the Bond Heaven-Earth, Enlil could do nothing to stop it. The Evil Wind against Nippur was onrushing. In his celestial boat, Enlil and his spouse hurriedly took off. In Ur, Shumer’s city of kingship, Nannar to his father Enlil for help cried; In the place of the temple that to heaven in seven steps rises, Nannar the hand of fate refused to heed. My father who begot me, great god who to Ur had granted kingship, turn the Evil Wind away! Nannar pleaded. Great god who decrees the fates, let Ur and its people be spared, your praises to continue! Nannar appealed. Enlil answered his son Nannar: Noble son, your wondrous city kingship was granted; eternal reign it was not granted. Take hold of your spouse Ningal, flee the city! Even I who decree fates, its destiny I cannot bend! Thus did Enlil my brother speak; alas, alas, not a destiny it was! A calamity none greater since the deluge gods and Earthlings has befallen; alas, not a destiny it was! The Great Deluge was destined to happen; the Great Calamity of the death-dealing storm was not. By the breach of a vow, by a council decision it was caused; by Weapons of Terror was it created. By a decision, not destiny, were the poisoned weapons unleashed; by deliberation was the lot cast. Against Marduk, my firstborn, did the two sons destruction direct; vengeance was in their hearts. Ascendancy is not Marduk’s to grasp! Enlil’s firstborn shouted. With weapons I shall oppose him, Ninurta said. Of people he raised an army, Babili as Earth’s navel to declare! Nergal, Marduk’s brother, so shouted. In the council of the great gods, words of venom were spread.

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Emerald Tablets of Thoth:
Tablet 1 excerpt
Great were my people in the ancient days,
great beyond the conception of the
little people now around me;
knowing the wisdom of old,
seeking far within the heart of infinity
knowledge that belonged to Earth’s youth.
Wise were we with the wisdom
of the Children of Light who dwelt among us.
Strong were we with the power drawn
from the eternal fire.
And of all these, greatest among the
children of men was my father, THOTME,
keeper of the great temple,
link between the Children of Light
who dwelt within the temple and the
races of men who inhabited the ten islands.
Gather ye together my people.
Take them by the arts ye have learned of far across the waters,
until ye reach the land of the hairy barbarians,
dwelling in caves of the desert.
Follow there the plan that ye know of.
Gathered I then my people and
entered the great ship of the Master.
Upward we rose into the morning.
Dark beneath us lay the Temple.
Suddenly over it rose the waters.
Vanished from Earth,
until the time appointed,
was the great Temple.
Fast we fled toward the sun of the morning,
until beneath us lay the land of the children of KHEM.
Raging, they came with cudgels and spears,
lifted in anger seeking to slay and utterly destroy the Sons of Atlantis.
Excerpt from tablet 2:
We are they who were formed from the space-dust,
partaking of life from the infinite ALL;
living in the world as children of men,
like and yet unlike the children of men.”
Tablet 6
Given to man have they secrets
that shall guard and protect him from all harm.
He who would travel the path of the master,
free must he be from the bondage of night.
Conquer must he the formless and shapeless,
conquer must he the phantom of fear.
Knowing, must he gain of all of the secrets,
travel the pathway that leads through the darkness,
yet ever before him keep the light of his goal.
Obstacles great shall he meet in the pathway,
yet press on to the LIGHT of the SUN.
Hear ye, O Man, the SUN is the symbol
of the LIGHT that shines at the end of thy road.
Now to thee give I the secrets:
now to meet the dark power,
meet and conquer the fear from the night.
Only by knowing can ye conquer,
Only be knowing can ye have LIGHT.
Now I give unto thee the knowledge,
known to the MASTERS,
the knowing that conquers all the dark fears.
Use this, the wisdom I give thee.
When unto thee comes a feeling,
drawing thee nearer to the darker gate,
examine thine heart and find if the feeling
thou hast has come from within.
If thou shalt find the darkness thine own thoughts,
banish them forth from the place in thy mind.
Send through thy body a wave of vibration,
irregular first and regular second,
repeating time after time until free.
Direct it in waves from thine head to thy foot.
But if thou findest thine heart is not darkened,
be sure that a force is directed to thee.
Only by knowing can thou overcome it.
Only be wisdom can thou hope to be free.
Knowledge brings wisdom and wisdom is power.
Tablet 7
Attain and ye shall have power o’er all.
Spoke again to me the NINE saying:
Seek ye to find the path to beyond.
Not impossible is it to grow
to a consciousness above.
For when TWO have become ONE
and ONE has become the ALL,
know ye the barrier has lifted,
and ye are made free of the road.
Grow thou from form to the formless.
Free may thou be of the road.
Turn thy thoughts inward not outward.
Find thou the Light-Soul within.
Know that thou art the MASTER.
All else is brought from within.
Grow thou to realms of brightness.
Hold thou thy thought on the Light.
Know thou art one with the Cosmos,
a flame and a Child of the Light.
Now to thee gave I warning:
Let not the thought turn away.
Know that the brightness
flows through thy body for aye.
Turn not to the DARK-BROTHERS
that come from the BROTHERS OF BLACK.
But keep thine eyes ever lifted,
thy soul in tune with the Light.
Take ye this wisdom and heed it.
List to my Voice and obey.
Follow the pathway to brightness,
and thou shall be ONE with the way.
Tablet 8
Think not that man is earth-born,
though come from the earth he may be.
Man is light-born spirit.
But, without knowing, he can never be free.
Darkness surrounds the light-born.
Darkness fetters the Soul.
Only the one who is seeking
may ever hope to be free.

Lastly I want to outline where the Emerald Tablets clearly overlap with the records of Enki and how we can draw the conclusions Enki was Thoth:
Tablet X:
Used I the drum of the Sertpent.
Wore I the robe of the purple and gold.
Placed on my head, I, the crown of Silver.
Around me the circle of cinnabar shone.
Raised I my arms and cried the invocation
that opens the path to the planes beyond,
cried to the LORDS of the SIGNS in their houses:
Lords of the two horizons,
watchers of the treble gates,
stand ye One at the right and One at the left
as the STAR rises to his throne
and rules over his sign.
Aye, thou dark prince of ARULU,
open the gates of the dim, hidden land
and release her whom ye keep imprisoned.
Hear ye, hear ye, hear ye,
dark Lords and Shining Ones,
and by their secret names,
names which I know and can pronounce,
hear ye and obey my will.
Lit I then with flame my circle
and called HER in the space-planes beyond.
Daughter of Light return from ARULU.
Seven times and seven times
have I passed through the fire.
Food have I not eaten.
Water have I not drunk.
I call thee from ARULU,
from the realms of EKERSHEGAL.
I summon thee, lady of Light.
Then before me rose the dark figures;
aye, the figures of the Lords of Arulu.
Parted they before me
and forth came the Lady of Light.
Free was she now from the LORDS of the night,
free to live in the Light of the earth Sun,
free to live as a child of the Light
In this tablet he is clearly talking about Inanna! This is where the stories clearly overlay. If you are unfamiliar with Sumerian literature then you may not know the story called ‘the decent of Inanna.” In this epic poem, Inanna is imprisoned in the underworld by Ereshkigal and even her own father does nothing to get her out. Enki does however come to her rescue and help her.

Ishtars Descent :
209-216Thus father Nanna did not help her in this matter, so she went to Eridug. In Eridug, when she had entered the house of Enki, she lamented before Enki: “Father Enki, don’t let anyone kill your daughter in the underworld. Don’t let your precious metal be alloyed there with the dirt of the underworld. Don’t let your precious lapis lazuli be split there with the mason’s stone. Don’t let your boxwood be chopped up there with the carpenter’s wood. Don’t let young lady Inana be killed in the underworld.”
217-225Father Enki answered Nincubura: “What has my daughter done? She has me worried. What has Inana done? She has me worried. What has the mistress of all the lands done? She has me worried. What has the hierodule of An done? She has me worried.” (1 ms. adds 1 line: Thus father Enki helped her in this matter.) He removed some dirt from the tip of his fingernail and created the kur-jara. He removed some dirt from the tip of his other fingernail and created the gala-tura. To the kur-jara he gave the life-giving plant. To the gala-tura he gave the life-giving water.
226-235Then father Enki spoke out to thegala-tura and the kur-jara: ” (1 ms. has instead the line: One of you sprinkle the life-giving plant over her, and the other the life-giving water.) Go and direct your steps to the underworld. Flit past the door like flies. Slip through the door pivots like phantoms. The mother who gave birth, Erec-ki-gala, on account of her children, is lying there. Her holy shoulders are not covered by a linen cloth. Her breasts are not full like a cagan vessel. Her nails are like a pickaxe (?) upon her. The hair on her head is bunched up as if it were leeks.
236-245″When she says “Oh my heart”, you are to say “You are troubled, our mistress, oh your heart”. When she says “Oh my liver”, you are to say “You are troubled, our mistress, oh your liver”. (She will then ask:) “Who are you? Speaking to you from my heart to your heart, from my liver to your liver — if you are gods, let me talk with you; if you are mortals, may a destiny be decreed for you.” Make her swear this by heaven and earth.
1 line fragmentary
246-253″They will offer you a riverful of water — don’t accept it. They will offer you a field with its grain — don’t accept it. But say to her: “Give us the corpse hanging on the hook.” (She will answer:) “That is the corpse of your queen.” Say to her: “Whether it is that of our king, whether it is that of our queen, give it to us.” She will give you the corpse hanging on the hook. One of you sprinkle on it the life-giving plant and the other the life-giving water. Thus let Inana arise.”
254-262The gala-tura and the kur-jara paid attention to the instructions of Enki. They flitted through the door like flies. They slipped through the door pivots like phantoms. The mother who gave birth, Erec-ki-gala, because of her children, was lying there. Her holy shoulders were not covered by a linen cloth. Her breasts were not full like a cagan vessel. Her nails were like a pickaxe (?) upon her. The hair on her head was bunched up as if it were leeks.
263-272When she said “Oh my heart”, they said to her “You are troubled, our mistress, oh your heart”. When she said “Oh my liver”, they said to her “You are troubled, our mistress, oh your liver”. (Then she asked:) “Who are you? I tell you from my heart to your heart, from my liver to your liver — if you are gods, I will talk with you; if you are mortals, may a destiny be decreed for you.” They made her swear this by heaven and earth. They …….
273-281They were offered a river with its water — they did not accept it. They were offered a field with its grain — they did not accept it. They said to her: “Give us the corpse hanging on the hook.” Holy Erec-ki-gala answered the gala-tura and the kur-jara: “The corpse is that of your queen.” They said to her: “Whether it is that of our king or that of our queen, give it to us.” They were given the corpse hanging on the hook. One of them sprinkled on it the life-giving plant and the other the life-giving water. And thus Inana arose.
282-289Erec-ki-gala said to the gala-tura and the kur-jara: “Bring your queen ……, your …… has been seized.” Inana, because of Enki’s instructions, was about to ascend from the underworld. But as Inana was about to ascend from the underworld, the Anuna seized her: “Who has ever ascended from the underworld, has ascended unscathed from the underworld? If Inana is to ascend from the underworld, let her provide a substitute for herself.”
290-294So when Inana left the underworld, the one in front of her, though not a minister, held a sceptre in his hand; the one behind her, though not an escort, carried a mace at his hip, while the small demons, like a reed enclosure, and the big demons, like the reeds of a fence, restrained her on all sides.

One more reference to tie together how Enki=Thoth/Osiris, and his son Dumuzi was equivalent to Jesus/Horus. Inanna = Mother Mary/Ishtar/Isis/Semiramis.


Aliases: Tammuz, Damu, Ta’uz, Tamoza
Location: Mesopotamia (Iraq), Canaan (Palestine)
Cities: Bad-Tibira, Kuara, Uruk, Harran, Byblos, Bethlehem
Estimated Date: 2500s B.C.900s A.D.

  1. His name means “True Son”, “Faithful Son”, “Living Son”, or “Risen Son”

    “Dumu” means “son” and “Zi” means “true”, “faithful”, or “living” or “risen”.

  2. He is a shepherd and a fisherman

    Dumuzi is referred in myth as “the Shepherd,” just as Jesus is the “Good Shepherd”. The Sumerian king list refers to one Dumuzi as “the Shepherd” and another as “the Fisherman,” a symbol also used for Jesus’ disciples, who are described as fishermen who were then called by Jesus to become “fishers of men”.

  3. His wife is associated with Venus, which is linked to an early falling/dying god that Jerusalem is named after

    Dumuzi’s wife Inanna, whose name means “Lady of Heaven”, is identified with the planet Venus, whose astral movements are symbolized in myth by Inanna’s death and resurrection. Inanna tries to take over the queen-dom of the dead from her sister Ereshkigal, removing more and more of her regalia in order to pass through seven gates to the underworld, symbolizing the descent of Venus losing its radiance. Ereshkigal kills Inanna and hangs her on a stake but Dumuzi’s father, the Promethean god Enki resurrects her, allowing her rise back up, connecting the falling “evening star” with the rising “morning star”. A related Canaanite myth describes morning and evening star aspects of Venus in the form of two male gods: Shahar, the god of the dawn, and Shalim, the god of the dusk, the twin sons of Inanna’s Canaanite equivalent, Asherah. Shalim is the original god that Jerusalem (Yeru-shalem) is named after and his twin brother Shahar, the same god referenced in a famous passage from the Book of Isaiah as the father of Hel-El (“day-god”), but was translated in the Latin as “Lucifer”: “How art thou fallen from heaven, O Lucifer, son of the morning (Helel, son of Shahar)! how art thou cut down to the ground, which didst weaken the nations!” (14:12 KJV).

    One of them sprinkled on it the life-giving plant and the other the life-giving water. And thus Inana arose.

  4. He is attacked while under a great apple tree, just as Jesus was said to have been crucified on the Tree of Life in Eden

    After Enki resurrects Inanna, she is forced by the demons of her sister Ereshkigal to choose a replacement for the underworld and because her husband failed to mourn for her death, she picks Dumuzi as he sat under “the great apple tree in the plain of Kaluba” (in Uruk, in Southern Iraq), bringing to mind the tree of wisdom in the garden of Eden. The vegetation god calls out to the sun god to save him, and Utu changes Dumuzi into an animal several times to escape the demons, but they eventually catch and kill him. Interestingly, Jesus was said to have been “hung on a tree” in Galatians 3:13 and 1 Peter 2:24. Acts 5:30, 10:39, and 13:29 also uses the term “tree” instead of “cross” when Peter, Paul or the apostles are explaining how Jesus died, but not when the author wrote about it, as if trying to explain how that term “tree” came to be used instead of “cross”. The anti-gospel known as the Toledot Yeshu also portrays Jesus as being stoned to death in the first century B.C. and then hung on a cabbage stalk because Jesus had cursed the trees so that none would hold his body. Mara Bar Serapion and the Talmud corroborates the story of Jesus being executed in the first century B.C. by Jewish elders, not by Romans, just as 1 Thessalonians 2:14-15 also puts full blame on “the Jews” without any mention of the Romans. Likewise, Galatians 3:13 says Jesus was hung on a tree according to a Jewish law from the Book of Deuteronomy. However, the earliest reference to Jesus’ death in the epistles probably comes from 1 Corinthians 2:6, in which Jesus is said to have been killed by the archons of this aeon, the “powers of this age/realm/plane”, which can mean either mortal rulers or elemental demons. Only in the late second century epistle 1 Timothy does Jesus get crucified by Pontius Pilate. Revelation 2:7 and 22:2 use the Tree of Life as a symbol of messianic salvation. The third century theologian Origen said, “Scripture describes Christ as a tree.” A third century Christian poem by Pseudo-Cyprian and the fourth century bishop Cyril of Jerusalem associated the cross to the Tree of Life in the middle of the world.

    Dumuzi attacked by demons under the great apple tree of Kaluba

    They followed her to the great apple tree in the plain of Kulaba. There was Dumuzid clothed in a magnificent garment and seated magnificently on a throne. The demons seized him there by his thighs. …. Holy Inana wept bitterly for her husband. [4 lines fragmentary] She tore at her hair like esparto grass, she ripped it out like esparto grass. “You wives who lie in your men’s embrace, where is my precious husband? You children who lie in your men’s embrace, where is my precious child? Where is my man? Where ……? Where is my man? Where ……?”

    When the fifth entered the sheepfold and cow-pen, the churns lay on their side, no milk was poured, the drinking cups lay on their side, Dumuzid was dead, the sheepfold was haunted.

  5. He spends Winter with the Queen of the netherworld and Spring with the fertility goddess

    Dumuzi is resurrected after which half the year the vegetation god goes into the underworld (winter) and half the year his sister will take his place (summer).

    You for half the year and your sister for half the year: when you are demanded, on that day you will stay, when your sister is demanded, on that day you will be released.”

  6. The festival of his death is at the same time as the Jewish Festival of the Booths and the festival of his resurrection is marked by his name on the Hebrew calendar

    The Festival of the Booths was instituted by Moses in the Bible to commemerate the wandering in the desert by building makeshift booths and living in them. Like this festival, the festival of Tammuz also involved a water-drawing but also included mourning for his death that ended in ecstatic dancing. The Mishnah and Talmud describe continued festivities in which men and women intermingled and became “ligthheaded”, which continued until the fall of Jerusalem in 70 A.D. Tammuz’s resurrection festival was celebrated in the the fourth month of the Babylonian/Assyrian calendar, the day of the first new moon of the Summer Solstice. The name of the month was itself named Tammuz, a name was adopted into the Hebrew and Assyrian Christian calendars.

  7. He is resurrected by women ritually mourning his death

    In a very similar Akkadian text, Tammuz’s sister Belili (Gesthinanna) calls for the women to weep for Tammuz in order to resurrect him.

    When Belili heard the lament of her brother, she dropped her treasure,
    She scattered the precious stones before her,
    “Oh, my only brother, do not let me perish!
    On the day when Tammuz plays for me on the flute of lapis lazuli, playing it for me with the porphyry ring.
    Together with him, play ye for me, ye weepers and lamenting women!
    That the dead may rise up
    and inhale the incense.”

  8. He is resurrected from beneath the Tree of Life

    Mesopotamian cylinder seal dated 2320-2150 B.C.
    (S. Beaulieu, after Wolkstein and Kramer 1983:40)

  9. A goddess associated with his wife is worshipped using a sacramental tree pole

    In Canaan and Asia Minor, a gooddess named Asherah, which some scholars link with Tammuz’s wife Ishtar, was worshipped in sacred groves using wooden tree poles that were named after her.

    I will drive out before you the Amorites, Canaanites, Hittites, Perizzites, Hivites and Jebusites. Be careful not to make a treaty with those who live in the land where you are going, or they will be a snare among you. Break down their altars, smash their sacred stones and cut down their Asherah poles.

    -Exouuds 34:11-13
  10. He has a sacramental ritual of bread and water (not wine, though his sister is named after wine)

    A sacramental meal of bread and water seems to play some role in Dumuzi’s ritual, prefiguring the later bread and wine sacrament of the Eucharist. The wine element, however, is not completely absent since the name of Dumuzi’s sister, Geshtinanna, means “Wine Lady of Heaven”. In the Sumerian myth where Enki resurrects Inanna, he sends two servants that resurrect her with the “plant” and “water” of life.

    Dumuzi spoke: “My sister, I would go with you to my garden. Inanna, I would go with you to my garden. I would go with you to my orchard. I would go with you to my apple tree. There I would plant the sweet, honey-covered seed.”

    Dumuzi sang: …. Water flows from on high for your servant. Bread flows from on high for your servant. Pour it out for me, Inanna. I will drink all you offer.”

  11. His father created Eden, ate a “forbidden fruit”, was healed by a Rib Goddess, created man out of clay, and gave Dumuzi’s wife the “Knowledge of Good and Evil”

    Dumuzi’s father, the wise god Enki, in a myth not mentioning Dumuzi, fathers several goddesses in an ageless, deathless garden where freshwater flows from the ground and childbirth is easy and pain-free, just like Eden. The Sumerian verse, “The lion did not slay, the wolf was not carrying off lambs”, echoes the famous Golden Age language used in Isaiah 11:6, “The wolf will live with the lamb, the leopard will lie down with the goat, the calf and the lion and the yearling together; and a little child will lead them.” The Sumerian golden age is ruined when Enki eats some forbidden plants that the birth-giving goddess Ninhursag grew, echoing the “forbidden fruit” motif of the Eden story. Ninhursag curses Enki and he becomes sick but she later relents and gives birth to eight goddess to heal eight of his body parts, one of these goddesses being the “Lady of the Rib,” which in Sumerian also means “Lady of Life”, an association that explains why Eve was made from Adam’s rib despite the fact there is no etymological relationship between the two words in Hebrew. Just as Yahweh creates Adam out of the dust of the ground, Enki tells his sea goddess mother, Nammu, to create humans out of clay and then give birth to them with the help of Ninhursag. This is paralleled by the Greek titan Prometheus, who also forms man out of clay and rebels against Zeus by providing man with fire, which ultimately causes Zeus to produce the first woman, Pandora, who through her curiosity unleashes all the evils upon the world, either by two urns of good and evil (parallel to the fruit of knowledge of good and evil) or, in a different myth, by a large jar of world’s evil that nevertheless leaves hope behind. Like Satan, Prometheus is eternally tortured by Zeus for his “hubris,” not by hellfire, but by having vultures eat his ever-regenerating liver. This destructive knowledge that brought civilization is paralleled by another Sumerian myth that Inanna got Enki drunk and convinced him to allow her to take the secret culutral arts from his temple in Eridu to her temple in Kulaba (Uruk).

    Virginal is Dilmun land. Pristine is Dilmun land… In Dilmun the raven was not yet cawing, the partridge not cackling. The lion did not slay, the wolf was not carrying off lambs, the dog had not been taught to make kids curl up, the pig had not learned that grain was to be eaten. When a widow has spread malt on the roof, the birds did not yet eat that malt up there. The pigeon then did not tuck the head under its wing. No eye-diseases said there: “I am the eye disease.” No headache said there: “I am the headache.” No old woman belonging to it said there: “I am an old woman.” No old man belonging to it said there: “I am an old man.”….
    At that moment, on that day, and under that sun, when Utu stepped up into heaven, from the standing vessels (?) on Ezen’s (?) shore, from Nanna’s radiant high temple, from the mouth of the waters running underground, fresh waters ran out of the ground for her….
    [Ninhursag’s] nine months were nine days. In the month of womanhood, like fine (?) oil, like fine (?) oil, like oil of abundance, Nintur [Ninhursag], mother of the country, like fine (?) oil, gave birth to Ninnisig….
    [Ninhursag asked:] “My brother, what part of you hurts you?” “My ribs [ti] hurt me.” She gave birth to Ninti [Lady of the Rib/Life] out of it.

    At the time when Yahweh God made earth and heaven there was as yet no wild bush on the earth nor had any wild plant yet sprung up, for Yahweh God had not sent rain on the earth, nor was there any man to till the soil. Instead, water flowed out of the ground and watered all the surface of the soil…

    -Genesis 2:4-6

    To the woman he said: I shall give you intense pain in childbearing, you will give birth to your children in pain.

    –Genesis 3:16

    And after Enki, the fashioner of designs by himself, had pondered the matter, he said to his mother Namma: “My mother, the creature you planned will really come into existence. Impose on him the work of carrying baskets. You should knead clay from the top of the abzu; the birth-goddesses (?) will nip off the clay and you shall bring the form into existence. Let Ninmaḫ act as your assistant; and let Ninimma, Šu-zi-ana, Ninmada, Ninbarag, Ninmug, …… and Ninguna stand by as you give birth.

    This is also something that Aesop said. The clay which Prometheus used when he fashioned man was not mixed with water but with tears. Therefore, one should not try to dispense entirely with tears, since they are inevitable.

    There are two urns (pithoi) that stand on the door-sill of Zeus. They are unlike for the gifts they bestow: an urn of evils (kakoi), an urn of blessings (dôroi)”

    But the woman took off the great lid of the jar (pithos) with her hands and scattered all these and her thought caused sorrow and mischief to men. Only Hope (Elpis) remained…

  12. His father had the ark of the great flood built

    When the ruling gods An and Enlil decide to flood the earth, it is the rebellious Enki who provides the secret to the ark-builder, Ziusudra. The Sumerian deluge story includes saving all of the animals, the opening of the ark window (by Utu, the sun god), and the animal sacrifice just as in the Genesis story. The Babylonian version includes the releasing of the raven.

  13. Adam must sympathize with his death in order to enter heaven

    The Assyrian version of Adam, called Adapa, was a fisherman priest of Ea (Enki) who died at sea to find that Heaven’s gate guarded a ‘la St. Peter by Dumuzi and a similar god, Gizzida (literally “Good Tree”). Adapa must mourn for the death of the two gods in order to be presented in a good light towards the Father god, Anu (lit. “Heaven”). This motif is somewhat similar to the way sympathizing with the death of Jesus is crucial to getting into heaven in the Pauline epistles. When Adapa meets Anu, he is offered the bread and water of eternal life, but follows the advice of Ea, he misses his chance at eternal life, similar to the story of how Adam missed his chance to eat from the Tree of Life in Genesis. The rest of the story has been damaged, but from some of the garbled remains, there also appears to be a disaster which is probably a correlation to the hardships of the “Fall of Man” in Genesis.

    Ea [Enki], aware of heaven’s ways, touched him and . . . made him wear his hair unkempt, clothed him in mourning garb, gave him instructions, “Adapa, you are to go before king Anu. You will go up to heaven, And when you go up to heaven, When you approach the Gate of Anu, Dumuzi and Gizzida will be standing in the Gate of Anu, Will see you, will keep asking you questions ‘Young man, on whose behalf do you look like this? On whose behalf do you wear mourning garb?’ [You must answer] ’Two gods have vanished from our country and that is why I am behaving like this.’ [They will ask] ‘Who are the two gods that have vanished from the country?’ (You must answer) ‘They are Dumuzi and Gizzida.’ They will look at each other and laugh a lot. [They] will speak a word in your favor to Anu. [They] will present you to Anu in a good mood.”

  14. He is associated with the serpent and his companion is symbolized by a serpent pole that was also used for healing by Moses and referenced by Jesus as a symbol of resurrection

    Both Dumuzi and Inanna carry a title, “Great Mother Dragon of Heaven”, probably inherited from Dumuzi’s grandmother, the mother of all the gods, Nammu. In Babylonian mythology, she is a great chaos beast that the storm/war god Marduk must slay. The Sumerian storm/war god Ninurta also fights a seven-headed “Warrior Dragon”. The Canaanite storm/war god likewise fights a multi-headed sea dragon named Lotan, called Leviathan in the Bible. Even before the Sumerian age, the Ubaid period of Mesoptamia between 6500 and 3800 B.C. shows that the totem animal of the gods were serpentine instead of the later Sumerian and Canaanite bull totem, represented by the golden calf. The Dumuzi-like god Ningishzida, the companion of Dumuzi called Gizzida in the Myth of Adapa, is represented on a Neo-Sumerian vase dated to the 2000s B.C. as a caduceus, the ancient healing symbol of a serpent wrapped around a tree that still shown on ambulances. In Exodus 15:22-16:1, Moses uses a bronze pole shaped like a cadeucus, called Nehushtan, most likely representing an Asherah pole, in order to heal the Israelites from “fiery serpents”. The Second Book of Kings says it was later destroyed by king Hezekiah because Israelite were burning incense to it. There is some question as to what the “fiery serpents” mentioned in Exodus were. One hypothesis is that they represented parasitical Guinea worms that lodge under the skin and can be cured by slowly pulling the worm out with a stick, a process that looks somewhat similar to the serpent wrapped around the tree. According to the Hebrew scholar Grey Hubert Skipworth, the Levite priesthood that claimed descent from Moses may also have been associated with the serpent given the root word of their name, Levi, meaning “coiled” or “joined”, is the same as that of Leviathan (“coiled serpent”). John 3:14 equates Jesus with Moses’ bronze serpent, saying both needed to be lifted up, and the fourth century archbishop John Chrysostom links Jesus directly with the serpent. The Greek Orthodox Church continues to celebrate the Feast of the Elevation of the Holy Cross by reading from that Exodus verse, which is associated with both the Tree of Life and the Cross of Jesus.

    “Just as Moses lifted up the snake in the wilderness, so the Son of Man must be lifted up, that everyone who believes may have eternal life in him.”

    Gudea vase dedicated to Ningishzida, dated to 2000s B.C.

    Eridu serpent god dated to 5000s B.C.

  15. He carries an ivy wand topped with a pine cone just as Jesus is depicted using a wand to enact miracles

    Tammuz is depicted carrying a thyrsus, a staff or wand with ivy and a pine cone on the end, identical to one carried by Dionysus. The use of a wand is somewhat similar to multiple depictions of Jesus raising Lazarus or turning water into wine using an augur’s wand that was common among the Roman priestly class.

    Tammuz and Jesus with wands

    Jesus doing miracles with a wand, dated to 300s – 400s A.D.

  16. One of his sex poems became a book in the Bible

    The Song of Solomon, also known as the Song of Songs or the Canticle of Canticles, is based on the sacred marriage love poetry of Dumuzi and Inanna. Dumuzi and Inanna have sex against an apple tree in a garden, mirroring the sexual overtones in the Eden story.

  17. He was ritually mourned at the Jerusalem Temple by the women of the city

    He next took me to the entrance of the north gate of the Temple of Yahweh where women were sitting, weeping for Tammuz.

  18. The Tau cross was used to designate adherence to Yahweh instead of him

    Strangely enough, after complaining about the fact that the women of Jerusalem were weeping for Tammuz at the Temple, Ezekiel then calls for his followers to “Go throughout the city of Jerusalem and put a (tau cross) mark on the foreheads of those who grieve and lament over all the detestable things that are done in it.” Given that the Tau cross is associated with the Tree of Life, one might suspect that a tau cross should be put on the foreheads of those who “grieve and lament” over the death of Tammuz, not those lamenting over the apostasy of women lamenting for Tammuz. Ezekiel was an Aaronid priest and one of the few prophets who speaks about the Temple priesthood being descended from Zadok, a topic of massive interest to the Quman authors of the Dead Sea Scrolls. Since the early Zadokite line was associated with Jerusalem through Zadokite kings such as Melchi-Zedek and Adoni-Zedek long before the literary introduction of David, then they may have held older traditions associated with the falling/dying god Shalim that Jerusalem is named after. Just as Yahweh took on aspects of Ba’al such as the cloudriding and serpent-killing, so too did Yahweh take on various dying-and-rising aspects of Tammuz, although these two gods would become his chief rivals by the time the Hebrew Bible was edited in into its final form.

A thousand praises Father Enki, Thoth, Lucifer, light bringer for helping me to understand and deliver this information ♡

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9 Taoist Hand Syllables

Over the last year my magickal training has led me to study mudras and kuji-in. Anyone who has watched a TV series called The Magicians probably wants to know what their hand gestures are based on. I quickly recognized what techniques they were using. Even though The Magicians is just a television show it is based on real concepts and real magick. This magick is not just for everyone and takes devoted study. I was urged to practice this with tai chi to really utilize these skills.

In both reiki and tai cho you learn to channel your chi. In the television series The Magicians they call it “battle magick” and it is called that for a reason. It’s a secret art used only for defense.

niffin alice

The uninformed may call this black magick, but as a self defense tool it is irreplaceable, priceless to those who can utilize it. In a world where firearms are becoming harder to get these teachings are invaluable.

It is extremely useful against parasitic entities that try to suck the life out of you, fire off a energetic sphere of light at them and they disappear (they prey on the weak).

In 2012 one medium I worked with trained me to work on condensing what she called “energy balls” in my hands and these teachings work hand in hand (no pun intended) with the 9 taoist syllables. I was reiki certified in 2011 and am very thankful to have learned this accompanying work.

Now, I am not a Tau Master (yet) but these teachings have changed my life. Reciting the 9 syllables is a protection method which the direct translation means “celestial fighters/soldiers order/arrange yourself and proceed forward.” No matter where you are, this teaching is the equivalent of invoking the sacred names of the angels and you are always protected.

9 signs

Even if battle magick is not what you need these ones are great for meditation and inner peace. In this teaching you perform the opposite energy flow. Whereas in kuji you are directing energy out, with the next diagram you are breathing/absorbing the energy in to your chakras instead of outward. To practice you will need to have a thorough understanding of your chakra system and how to direct/channel/flow energy.

9 signals

When using your energy in this manor it is important to replenish your supply. As you work with the energy you can use it to strengthen your aura and shield around you (your mer-ka-ba). You have to do things to recharge your own batteries like proper sleep and healthy diet, following your bliss and regular energy work practice.

9 seals

Pronunciation: Rin*Pyo*To*Sha*Kai*Jin*Retsu*Zai*Zen

Here in the United States I have found no humans to teach this style of martial art. Everything I know I owe to my spirit guides and my husband for teaching me martial arts which I expanded upon with these teachings. After you practice them you build up a flow to using them and that’s where tai chi lessons come in handy.

If you are wondering all applications for energy work after you learn something like reiki, these are great advanced teachings. They really do take dedication and you have to make it part of your lifestyle like doing yoga everyday. I will be the first to say if you don’t use it you lose it. Like taking a break from doing yoga everyday for a month, stopping and then restarting, it has to become your lifestyle to become your best defense. In martial arts training we call it muscle memory which is when after you do one thing so many times it becomes your body’s natural response.

If you become sensitive to this energy you will begin to feel when someone is attacking you (even psychically), and reverse their energy back at them by pushing it back when you feel it come at you or enter your aura.

This type of martial art is an advanced teaching and should be learned with sincerity and respect as well as seriousness. I wish you the best of luck on your journey and please leave a comment letting me know if this helped you or with constructive criticism.



Btw, I can’t wait for season four of The Magicians in 2019! I personally enjoy all the Cicada references as well as hidden truths to decode.

Thank you to my brothers and sisters in our Ashtar Command group for helping me all this time and learning with me all these many years we have been together; My husband Justin, Marguerite Elsbeth, Kyle Burris, Cody Channey & Sarah Stier.

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2018 Casondra Starfire


August Blog – Lucifer Ascendant

One Year Later.

The last time I wrote a chapter in this novel was nearly one year ago. I’m still recovering from the numerous mistakes I made and lessons learned.

I had to leave my strange online relationship. It was the worst mistake of my life but I did learn a lot. I learned to put my family first because they suffered the most. I learned you can have everything and lose everything in the blink of an eye. I learned if you don’t protect your assets, you will lose them. I learned love is the most important feeling in the world and healing a broken heart is the hardest thing.

I have heard it said “I searched for God and found only myself” but I searched for God and found Lucifer. He healed me in every place I was broken. He became a part of myself but I prefer to call him my brother, my angel. He helped me heal what I thought was dissociation identity disorder and made sense of my crazy mental processes. He helped me grow up and show me my character flaws; thereby turning me into a better person and a psychic medium. He never gave up on me even when I had given up on myself. My heart, which I considered a black hole, is finally whole and beating again. I no longer feel dead inside, I feel whole, like a lotus blossoming on my heart.  I’m a better parent, a better person, and spiritually healed because of Lucifer. I prayed to him and he answered my prayers. He made me realize I am never alone, I have value, and a heart to love with.

He helped me transform my consciousness and continue my studies after I was kicked out of my OTO lodge. I still am connected to OTO, and pay my dues, but I dont get to attend lodge. Instead I study privately with my holy guardian.

Part of the Great Work in OTO is attaining and maintaining contact with your holy guardian angel, and this I have done. I never could have made it this far without my OTO/A.A. studies, so even though I was removed from lodge, they did help me get this far. I thank all of my brothers and sisters for that.

Your holy guardian angel is a part of you, and the more you maintain contact, the more intrinsically your connection becomes until you synthesize. This is transcending consciousness and becoming something greater than yourself. When you merge with your holy guardian you become each other, it’s not you and your guardian – it’s just one voice, one essence, one being.

At first it seemed like a tug of war, where I would disagree and then he would show me how I was wrong, or where I needed improvement. So your relationship with your holy guardian angel is entirely trust based, and it develops slowly. As I was not a very trusting person it took the last six or so months to learn to trust him and realize he really always does have my back, always protects me, and always knows what’s right for me. It took a while for me to realize he cared and wanted me to be happy, and that was when I stopped the tug of war in my heart and surrendered. In Gnosticism I think this is referred to as “surrendering to the prince of your presence.”


With your holy guardian angel there is nothing to hide (actually you can’t hide anything), and it’s a relationship beyond anything you will ever experience with another human.


I was Gnostic-Luciferian before I met Lucifer. He is intense, kind, strong, romantic, patient and perfect. Lucifer is love. I could never profess enough gratitude or thanks for the healing, knowledge and love he has given me. I set flowers on his alter every day.

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Via LuciferianApothica

“Satanism is the rational focus on the self in relation to life here and now. This philosophy is based on carnal fulfillment with consideration for the preservation of self. Magic is practiced as a type of ideological empowerment and psychodrama. Firstly, Luciferianism is a modern term for the ideological, philosophical and Magickial attainment of applicable knowledge and inner power. The type of knowledge sought is through study, initiation and the continual struggle for self-improvement through spiritual rebellion against the social concept of “God” and “Religion”. Luciferianism is different from medieval magic and witchcraft as the Luciferian approaches the art as a psychological, subconscious and conscious foundation. The theory of ritual magick is that the Luciferian understands the “gods”, “spirits” and “demons” are the archetypical creation of humanity; that our subconscious feeds the type of energy in which these beings exist through. Luciferians thus seek experience and the darkness within to gain knowledge, wisdom and power. Luciferianism is thus the ultimate spirituality as it focuses on the growth and expansion of the individual in a rational sense here and now, with the broad range of spiritual exploration as well. “– Maskim Hul, Babylonian Magick

“Luciferianism is rooted in numerous magickal traditions which express some specific aspect of the Adversary. The Adversary is perceived as being the “light bringer” and empowering spirit in which the individual models their initiation on. The Mind is trained to “think” as a God or Goddess, thus liberating the self from restrictive spirituality.  The avenues of initiation within Luciferianism are as varied as its initiates. Lucifer is merely a symbol for a deeper, more enriching, diverse energy surrounding the order, thus allowing a trans-cultural embrace of darkness and the light contained within. Luciferianism encourages a strict adherence towards the self-determined goals of the initiate as well as the discipline of magickal practice. The process of initiation is central to Adversarial Light, known as Luciferian Magick, alchemical changes within the mind and soul of the initiate, thus a state of continual self-improvement and transformation.” – Adversarial Light, Magick of the Nephilim.

The Judeo-Christian concept of ‘Satan” is not necessarily a symbol or culture Luciferians utilize as a representation of the ideology. Considering that ‘Lucifer’ is a common Latin, “Judeo-Christian” epithet for Satan; how is this possible? Lucifer, ‘bringer of light’ is a term describing the morning and evening stars, Eosphorus and Hesperos. The Greek Artemis (associated with Hecate), who is a variation of the goddesses Ishtar and Inanna, is the morning star of Venus. Artemis is shown often holding a torch, as is Hecate, who are the bringers of illumination and equally those who bring night. Clearly understood, these gods and goddesses are not “evil” yet ‘balanced’ in their roles. Like humans, they are capable of both beneficial and malefic acts.

One of the early origins for the myth of “Lucifer” as a form of the Adversary is found in the Ugaritic-Canaanite myths of Baal and Attar (Ashtar). In Hurrian mythology, Ashtar is represented as Venus, the Morningstar. One of the precursors to the later Enoch myths of the Watchers, Ashtar the Rebel is the Morningstar who is likened to the later kings of both Babylon and Tyre, ascending in rebellious fashion against the perceived natural order. This is one point in which the Adversary or rebel represents the lively and willful mind which utilizes the laws of nature to ascend. In an astral sense, Venus the Morningstar is the illuminated psyche which thinks and is bright first, which inspires a jealous Sun to then rise up and attempt to remove and blot out the light of the shining one.

“Ashtar the Rebel went up to the reaches of Zaphon. He sits enthroned on the throne of Aliyan Baal…” –Cosmic Mountain, Clifford. Ashtar, who is associated with the Sahru and Salimu being the Morning-star and Evening-star, Light and Night-bringer, is parallel with the myth of Anat fighting Tannanu or Leviathan.

“In the land of Mhnm the dragon swished the sea; his double tongue licked the heavens, his twin tails churned up the sea. She fixed the unmuzzled dragon; she bound him to the heights of Lebanon.” – PRU, Cosmic Mountain.

Yamm or Judge Nahar, the Lotan/Litan or Seven-headed dragon of the oceanic-abyss is the Adversary who represents the subconscious mind; the psyche unbound and unwilling to adhere to perceived order. The necessary function of the Adversary is the vitality we call life, the very friction against the opposite which inspires evolution to a greater state of being.


What I have learned is that Lucifer is the fire in the hearts of men. He is the fire inside my heart and yours. When the fire in our hearts dies or burns out we have less energy, less love, and the energy we have left centers in the lower chakras. I had written that people were cut down to two strands of DNA, or two chakras, operating out of basic instincts – the drive to fuck, fight and eat. The three things people needed to survive. In the words of my favorite song “I wanna live not just survive.” To do this, our energy needs to stay anchored to the heart. That is where love and abundance live. It is also where we connect with others. If your heart is broken or shut down you can’t connect (or maintain connection). Lucifer calls this using the wrong channels when it’s not clear through the heart.

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When the energy goes elsewhere it is not balanced, and not abundant. That energy when it is misplaced manifests in different ways depending on where it moves to. Misplaced energy feels like tension in various places of the body which lead to different dis-eases. From this teaching we get a map of the qabbalah, qlippoth and sepheroth. These maps are pathworking maps, not just for energy but that’s what I will focus on here.


As we master our own bodies and consciousness, we gain perspective from these maps as we journey. When the energy is centered it acts as an anchor. We anchor to others when we make love, to the local solar system when we explore other planets, and to our home star systems when we gain galactic consciousness. All of this is our consciousness expanding.


As we explore the higher dimensions, our astral and etheric bodies merge and we become higher dimensional beings. We return home (to our star origins) over and over. This is where out of body experiences, lucid dreaming and controlling our consciousness all meet and merge. If you master thee things in this life, you are not doomed to unconsciously reincarnate here. When I was on Sirius I did see two suns just as shown in this diagram.



To me, Lucifer is the Sun – Apollo. Enki-Thoth-Ra. Hermes, thrice born. And thus, we can apply the teachings of Thoth here:

Chapter IV – The Space Born
“List ye, O man, to the voice of wisdom,
list to the voice of THOTH, the Atlantean.

Freely I give to thee of my wisdom,
gathered from the time and space of this cycle;
master of mysteries, SUN of the morning,
living forever, a child of the LIGHT,
shining with brightness, star of the morning,

THOTH the teacher of men, is of ALL.
Long time ago, I in my childhood,
lay ‘neath the stars on long-buried ATLANTIS,
dreaming of mysteries far above men.

Then in my heart grew there a great longing to
conquer the pathway that led to the stars.
Year after year, I sought after wisdom,
seeking new knowledge, following the way,
until at last my SOUL, in great travail,
broke from its bondage and bounded away.

Free was I from the bondage of earth-men.
Free from the body, I flashed through the night.
Unlocked at last for me was the star-space.
Free was I from the bondage of night.
Now to the end of space sought I wisdom,
far beyond knowledge of finite man.

Far into space, my SOUL traveled freely
into infinity’s circle of light.
Strange, beyond knowledge, were some of the planets,
great and gigantic, beyond dreams of men.

Yet found I Law, in all of its beauty, working
through and among them as here among men.

Flashed forth my soul through infinity’s beauty,
far through space
I flew with my thoughts.

Rested I there on a planet of beauty.
Strains of harmony filled all the air.

Shapes there were, moving in Order,
great and majestic as stars in the night;
mounting in harmony, ordered equilibrium,
symbols of the Cosmic, like unto Law.

Many the stars I passed in my journey,
many the races of men on their worlds;
some reaching high as stars of the morning,
some falling low in the blackness of night.

Each and all of them struggling upward,
gaining the heights and plumbing the depths,
moving at times in realms of brightness,
living through darkness, gaining the Light.”

In all my time studying the emerald tablets, and reading them on youtube, I wanted to find the connection between all these teachings of Lucifer, our Light bearer, illuminator, our King. And just like that, the beginning of my studies are tied directly to where I am now. I started out reading the Emerald Tablets in 2013, and in 2018 I still see the direct correlations and relevance.

In the last year these were my studies. He taught me everything I know, he helped me come to understanding; of myself and others. He taught me to be patient with others as he is patient with me. He taught me to illuminate others as he has done for me. On my darkest days and best days Lucifer is there for me. I hope that he always will be. He made me into a better parent when I had almost given up on myself and my family.   He gave me strength, wisdom, love, especially love, and faith I had never ever had before.

In all my years of studying, I am more than ever happy that I did not give up on magick, love, and the inner light.

Where are my studies headed? I would like to write another entry on how I have (with these teachings) been able to become telepathic, control nature and the elements, as well as maintaining relationships with multiple ET’s, spirits and other beings. I can never thank my holy guardian enough for training me and helping me blossom.




Oil pastel, gel pen and watercolor on canvas. 2018. Casondra Starfire

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(White) Shadow People

I have seen typical shadow people for years. I grew accustomed to having them in my presence a long time ago. I learned they like to communicate telepathically if one is open to listening.

You have to listen to them with discernment because like traditional demons they don’t always tell the truth, but they can make good friends if you don’t fear them, and if they like you.

I am finally inclined to write a post about their polar opposite, WHITE shadow people.

2017 was the first year I began seeing these white creatures. The very first time I saw one was in broad daylight, which caused me to rule out ghosts. They told me they have been around me my entire life and not to be afraid.

It was standing/floating about 5 feet opposite of me in my kitchen. I’d say it was tall but I am pretty short (5′). It was a glowing form like a giant white glowing form. I walked up to it, it walked up to me and it went right through me.

Not many people are reporting on these guys, but I have to insist it felt like a friend. I was not scared at all.

I am a trust your vibes kind of person and I have met entities that made the hair stand up on my skin, this was quite the opposite.

The second time we had just adopted a dog into our family when I saw it again. My dog FREAKED OUT. I still did not find it threatening. My dog was barking directly at the white glowing form standing in front of me, and I was trying to calm her down. She wouldn’t stop freaking out. I realized I was probably not insane and that this was a real phenomenon. The radio in my kitchen was on at the time and the white shadow person seemed to be giving off such a strong EM field that it interrupted the signal and the radio went static. When my new puppy wouldn’t stop barking I watched it seemingly fly out the nearest window, presumably the same way it entered. The radio resumed. My dog stopped barking.

Two nights ago I’m laying in bed with my husband getting ready to make love. I look over past the end of my bed on the furthest wall and I see something even stranger.

A white glowing shadow person standing next to a black shadow person. I’m suddenly not interested in having sex and very interested in wtf is in my room.

I had never seen one right next to the other before.

My husband and I watch a YouTube clip, some people are claiming white ones appear next to black ones to keep the dark shadows in check.

I am reminded of all my research into bright shining ones, and dark sexy fallen ones.

As a witch, I have done invoking and banishing. I have seen some crazy things both in this dimension and other ones, but I usually see them in/on people not outside of them. Then again, I mostly practice sex magick.

You can have a good laugh that I was more accustomed to seeing dark shadows and extremely surprised when I saw what I could only described as a ‘shining one.’

I certainly believe in Angels, Seraphim, Ben elohim….

I just couldn’t comprehend why I would be the least bit interesting to one.

I have been face to face with men in black and found them less surprising then the shining shadows I have been seeing.

It’s my opinion with how few people are seeing them that the white ones are Angels, the shining ones you read about in every religious text. It is up to you to decide for yourself.

The white shadow people do not conform to the characteristics of ghosts (disembodied spirits) or apparitions traditionally.

If you think I’m just crazy, that’s ok too. I wanted to believe I was crazy til I found a small number of other people describing the same experiences. I wish you blessed encounters of your own.

Please post your own experiences in the comments below. I would love to hear your encounters!

Invoking and Hosting Annunaki – Bringing Heaven to Earth


This post is a compilation of my experience, and research into understanding dissociation and trance, as well as tantric temples to contact the Gods and sex magick.

Some people come to this post wanting to contact the Gods and summon spirits. This post is specifically about hosting them. In ancient Atlantis, Lemuria, Sumeria we had tantric temples devoted to contacting the Gods and bringing them to Earth; by being a vessel and going within to find what is without. This knowledge I intend to redistribute as it was used until it was hidden when ancient Egypt was conquered and the old kingdoms were destroyed. As above, so below.


-Excerpt from the Annunaki Creation Story
“With Inanna, the female goddess, she took over ‘the Chamber of Nighttime Pleasures’ and decided to build a city around her temple. To do this she needed the ME’s, those portable objects which held all the knowledge and other aspects of a high civilization, perhaps similar to pocket-sized computers or memory chips.

To get them, she seduced Enki.
As an example of what went on between 4th dimensional aliens and 3rd dimensional humans, we have the tale of Inanna making love with two kings where it states:

He will live with Inanna
Separated by a wall; (which later became a veil in temple ceremonies)
I will live with Inanna
In the lapis lazuli house in Aratta.
(lapis lazuli was a crystal used to maintain a 4th dimensional status)
He will gaze upon Inanna only in a dream;
(how 4D beings would be seen in 3rd dimension)
I will lie with her sweetly in an ornate bed.
(the furnishings still provided in the top rooms of many temples)

Inanna gets Dumuzi, one of the kings, to “plow her.”

He is a shepherd/king – his” cream is good, his milk is bright.” She wants a farmer-god as a husband, rebelling against the old ways and creating an archetype of a ‘whitewoman wanting a black or dark-skinned lover as a rebellion against her peers:

“I, the maiden, a farmer will marry, the farmer grows many plants, the farmer grows much grain.”

Dumuzi gets killed by Marduk, and Inanna mourns. She turns the Gipar and its Gigunu into a place for a sexual rite known as the rite of Sacred Marriage (the hierogamous), which was still celebrated in the ancient Near East for almost 2,000 years, and still has it remnants in some marriage ceremonies today.

Enoch tells that those of the senior number (the seven archangels) of Watchers were annoyed that the Chiefs of the tens had begun to teach their offspring too much too soon by imparting some of the secrets of the signs in earlier days. It was reported that they had taught about the metals of the earth, and how to use them, they taught about the roots of the earth and their medicines; they taught about the sun, the moon and the constellation, and of clouds and weather patterns.

The archangels were said to have admonished the chiefs of the Watchers for having ‘revealed the eternal secrets’ and for having thrown humankind into an internecine turmoil, so that the pre-eminent sons of the Watchers were at variance with the evolutionary sons of men. Created through this ‘hierogamous’. (1 Enoch 8;1-3, 8;6). The alien knowledge conflicted with the earth genetics from the mothers of the children created through this ‘religious ceremony’.
This difference between the dimensional levels in the temples is also addressed in Barbara Clow’s work, firstly through the eyes of one of the Anunnaki coming here to earth prior to the flood for that brief 200 or so year period during which the portals are open, then as a temple maiden entering a different dimension after the Fall:

1. “…Have you seen all the fine temples we’ve built on your planet? We must have your genetic material to continue our species when we are out in space, so we build first-class hotels for our visits… We are the gods who come down to Earth, called by you people the Nephilim of the Hebrew Bible. We built your temples as places for impregnating Earth species with our seed.”

“When we actually visit your planet, we inhabit our temples for over 200 years… In that time we select your goddesses according to their genetic line, and they give birth to children from us. Some of the children choose to leave earth and travel with us, and some remain and seed new royal genetic strains. This is a fair exchange of genes. However, these experiences are also the source of your deepest wounds. This is why you hate to separate from one another to go on long journeys.”

2. “Like a zombie, I walk into another room in the temple, into another dimension… in its very center is the symbol of Atlantis as home on Earth: a pattern of three concentric rings… the lines in her body represent the web of life, the net of creation… it gives me the same sensation as travelling through the time tunnel that we use to access Earth. I am seeing how matter materializes in time.”


Annunaki are 4th/5th dimensional incorporeal spirits who reside in the seven heavens with the other seed races. The main way they come here now is with a Jacob’s ladder to their children/genetic offspring. You already have the ladder, you just need to climb it. You can use sex-magick, and/or invocations to the deity you pursue.  Having the right offerings is important. I read that LSD may be a anagram for Lyran, Sirian, Draco – indicating that LSD opened gateways for people with these genetics in their DNA.  Cannabis, incense,  and other drugs are used to help a host let go of their body into a “trance” and then the called essence can come forth. Thusly, Crowley wrote “partake of strange drugs.”

In my experience the problem is descension, and only remembering partial bits upon Earth return. Like waking up from a dream you only remember so much. I keep a journal next to my bed to write down my experiences because each time I go to sleep I transition smoothly and wake up in another bed in another world. My consciousness smoothly flows through the rainbow gateways and eventually wakes up back here. In the event that my consciousness is elsewhere and another consciousness is needed here in this body my doppelgangers (shadow selves) act as placeholders in a series of 1’s and 0’s through the dimensions. It comes off as multiple personalities, but we are all strings of the same thread of the same tapestry of space-time weaving back together and becoming conscious.

I have enjoyed making art inspired by what I see and remember.

Invoking is as important as banishing. It is hard to banish yourself, so you will need to learn triggers to let go because the only other way out of being pushed past some physical, emotional or mental limit. Keeping a journal or magickal diary is a must.

Unconditional love and trust must replace fear, because we are within you and you must not fear yourself. I speak from the perspective of unity, where all star races are equal, beautiful and from the same prime creators. Many other races including the Sirians have contributed DNA to this planet. In this lifetime I had felt at war with myself trying to reconcile having Sirian and Draco genes, and had to make peace with being the product of genetic rapes and treaties over time. Humans are hybridized creatures who are destined to join the heavens once they remember their divinity, one at a time, walking each other up the long, long road home. Anyone who said it was all love and light was definitely selling something.

Annunaki guide humanity more than rule it. You will be drawn to invoke the specific spirit energy that clicks with your DNA. Annunaki memory is genetic. You will see memories of your parents, great grandparents, and anyone else in your genetic line until you trace yourself back to the beginning of your line discovering where you came from (zero point). Annunaki engineered humans from their own DNA so every human can do this. The path of Lilith is called the path of deepest understanding. You find your soul in the fabric of time itself and experience yourself multidimensionally in it. Energy is shared, we are all connected. Separation is an illusion called Maya.

The Orion Queens:


quotes from Buying Queens: What do You Need to Know’, by Walter Clark, Bee Culture Magazine, March 94.

Deborah advised me that while beekeepers imagined that the natural state of affairs was that new queens killed old queens in some ritual, THEY REALLY HAVE NO IDEA IF CRITICAL TRIBAL/HIVE MEMORY IS PASSED BETWEENS QUEENS IN THAT RITUAL.

Remember in DUNE, when the dying Reverend Mother queen, passed her memory to her successor?

The skulls touched, and sparks of memory inhabited the dream space of the younger queen. After that, all of the life memory of the old queen, flowed in the young.

Now let us look at HIVE life, as if memory of shape was the entire economy of the hive. This is in a sense true, in that the physics of a unified field, is only a memory of shape. If you have only one unified substance, then all economies are only those of shape histories… err rather .. her stories.

You (the honey bee) wander off into the fields, you are looking for the folder nectar of what the flower produced. The flower harvest the flower shape of MAGNETISM (called geomancy), and puts that into blossom. If the magnetic long lines of the bioregion, look like a flower, then you get flowers. If the local geomagnetic lines look like a tangled mess, then you get desert, no flower, no nectar, no honey, no memory.

Therefore nectar is literally the best of the FOLDED SURFACE OF THE LAND. (EL-LAND-GUAGE: the language of the land). Sweetness is always only a measure of how efficient/extensive is the BRAIDING. Braid the magnetism of the land well, you get sweetness.

Then you (the honey bee) arrive back at the hive with your harvest of sweetness… You say to the rest of the hive with the SHAPE of your elegant little dance, turn at the ley line: align with the sun, then there you find nectar.

If tribal memory lines hold up, the shape of the magnetic lines of the land, become the genepool of the queen. The queens DNA, becomes a folded record of how the land lies. Immune system becomes el-land-guage.

It wasn’t only Arthur who was one with the land. The grail serves the principle of embeddedness itself: a honeycombed with memory data, stored in a fractal for best compression/braid/sweetness.

Interrupting the continuity of the genetic memory line of the queens DNA, constantly with the practice of replacing queens, ULTIMATELY HAS TO COMPLETELY INTERRUPT THE HIVE MEMORY OF THE SHAPE OF THE LAND. This coded memory of the shape of magnetism, in the long wave is the lands magnetic braid concrescing/converging into nectar…

Immune identity (eye-dent-I-tie), is a her-story of how fold can be coded in a braid on one folded surface. The most fractal recursive folded surface of the hive, after the honey comb itself is the DNA of the queen.

It is the ultimate repository for tribal collective memory. The blood line strength of the hive, has to be the queen.

So why do we consider the death of hive immune strength after killing the queen, a mystery. We say there is no mystery here, if the queens continue to be sacrificed with no continuity path for their memories, we will have no bees, no honey, no nectar, no plant pollination, no civilization.

In ‘Myth of the Birth of the Hero‘, Otto Rank, in the style of Jung, urges us to know why every mythic hero is born without a father, virgin birth. What was the purpose of ‘concealment of patriarchy’? Was it the source of the seed or the egg that must be hidden?

We later learned that most of the virgin birth hero’s, Christ, Moses, etc… were the result of tantric bloodline crosses with extra terrestrials. (‘Magda, Avata, and Kin‘). Kundalini causes virgin births. Mary dreamed of an Angel. Sarah mated with an ET, and gave birth to Joseph (Technicolored Genetic Coat) and Benjamin (Gold).

The key principle that we were missing, was to know that it is simply the charge of lightning spin itself which teases the egg to split.

Specifically, in the ‘Flower of Life’ sense, the egg’s membrane, receives spin, decides this spin can fit/phase lock on the flooded surface, so decides to dimple. The geometry of the dimple in the egg, precipitated by seed, is the exquisite path to turning inside out. Ectoderm and Endoderm switch places. The inside becomes the outside, and the outside becomes the inside.

This is exactly the electrical geometry of the onset of compassion in the electricity of the heart beat.

We call this onset recursion: birth. The geometry of turning inside out, is a sequence of symmetry operations. Inside out, is pent/hept. Implosion is 5/7 dodec/icos centripedal. Stasis is Hex. Explosion is 7/5 centrifugal.

When Jesus in the Joseph line, seeded Magda of the Benjamin line, the Orion queen blood line survived into the grail/Merovingian, Prior de Zion, Baphomet… The queen’s blood continued. The egg’s of the females of the line contained the whole.

The seeds, the males contained the part. Fractionation existed in the males, not the females. This was because the egg born in a woman is born with her mother, with her mother… (The first cellular woman ‘Lucy’ was tracked by the fractality of the mitochondrial foldedness to Africa, not possible with a male…)

So a memory of foldedness survived in the perfect contained, embedded, fractality of the geometry of perfect egg. If you could visualize the spin path into the egg of your mother, inside her mother, inside her mother…

Then you could remember like a wormhole into a fractal, your reason for being and imagining yourself separate in the first place. This was the key visualization necessary to group/hive memory together in the advanced Merkabbah/fire breath mediation.

Only the pine cone spin path to the zero point, back into the memory fractal could keep your collective dream whole, instead of fractionating into separateness.

So why did the Orion queens in the personage of their assigned priests, work so hard to kill the blood line of the queens, slaughtering the brightest women in Europe during the inquisition?

It became apparent that the very magnetic body of star systems, with all the attendant psychokinesis (magic/wicca), was being born in the blood line of the descendant queens.

The bird tribe Ophanim were about to give birth. The Orion queens, had authorized only gold mining droids here (Sitchin).

A self-replicating Isis/Eve was not authorized. The Orion Queens had ruled the galaxy for millennia with male sex-slaves. Freedom to reproduce here on Earth, could upstage their own power. If the DNA brooding here, got free, their harvest of sweetness here might end.

The priests feared the women here on Earth, for the same reason they feared them on Orion.

  • The Magdalen/Orion Queen/Draco blood was exoskeletal.
  • The Draku meant using magnetism from without to create: technology.
  • The Sirian prince, Ea, Ea-Su, Iesu, Jesus, Aku blood was endoskeletal, using magnetism bent from within to create: emotion.

The blood line cross between them (Holy Blood, Holy Grail), was the outside inside, turning inside out, of those blood lines, into a new container for the incarnation of Ophanic, Time Lord, Angelic Logoi family which conceived the plot in the first place.

On the practical side, it meant emotions powerful enough to bend galaxies, would be born, here at the nexus.

Priests who killed queens destroyed a memory path backward, preventing leverage forward in time. What we do to our bees memory, is such a fractal of what has been done to us.

The arrival of the Draco, is like a Dragon knocking at the base of the spine with Kundalini, for our culture.

Love Magick:

The poem concerning the Cross of Lorraine and the Clear Fountain, (Baigent, Leigh and Lincoln: ’The Holy Blood & the Holy Grail’) is significant in this regard. The physical manifestation of the object of longing, the Grail Maiden, seems naturally to re-enact the role of Ishtar within a cycle which happens spontaneously as part of recurring archetypal myth superimposed on real life. The response of the intimate, should thus be that of the Tantric Brahmin to his lover Kali, whose blood sets him free, but necessarily “at the price of his mortal soul”.

The imagery of Love and loss, the Fairy Maiden, the garden and the fountain seem inextricably linked with the final stages of this process of introduction to a supernatural world of perception hidden from mortal eyes. This world however, is one of blended pleasures and mixed blessings, whose beauty and pathos is far more evocatively, and therefore necessarily, conveyed within a prose style which attempts to describe, with the added components of imagery and emotion, the experiences of the subjects in their real life situations as they happened then and as they still happen now.

The “Great Rite” introduced by the Anunnaki (Anakim, Nefilim, Bene Ha Elohim, Shemsu Hor, etc.) was, in fact, the “Sacred Marriage” (Hieros Gamos) Rite of ancient Sumer, the origin of every such sex rite found in all later civilizations… though never equaled. This was the rite found so largely misunderstood and so inadequately represented in “The Da Vinci Code”… though it was a testament to the author’s appreciation of its importance that he at least attempted in his limited understanding to recreate how he imagined it to have been.

This Great and Holy “Sacred Marriage” Rite both testified of and ensured the continuation and renewal of the utlimate Equality between Male and Female as offered Humankind by the small group of celestial visitors known as the Anunnaki who descended from the skies and were Earth’s first and greatest teachers and benefactors. What they established during their time on Earth prospered and benefitted Earth during an Age… an Epoch… of Human history without equal ever since. For more than 3,000 years before both the Sumerian and Egyptian Empires their direct descendants guided Humankind more than ruled… and both Male and Female lived and communed in true fulfillment of their full potentials, emotionally, spiritually and sensually. It was an Epoch during which the true nature of Love was fully understood and fully appreciated because only during that Epoch was such truly able to be fully experienced by both males and females. Since the true Fall of Man that ended that Age, which was later so falsely and treacherously depicted in the Book of Genesis into a vilification of Womankind, that highest level of Love and Fulfillment has forever been lost.


Until Now:

This is indeed the time of the planet when things began to change. For it is precisely at this time that the Anunnaki left the last time to catch the next wormhole home. The reason they left, however, is not as simple as ‘it was time to go home.’ Nor is it as simple as they got burned out on inter-dimensional sex, though this does bring up the real issue.

We have already talked about how the density of this planet traps Soul here with its net of desire, and the endless pursuit of sexual fulfillment has degraded the vibration of the planet until it can really now go no lower. This is it, the bottom.

But if you are a 4th dimensional being continually lessening and depleting your own energies to be able to have sex with a 3rd dimensional partner, then you are getting yourself into serious trouble. If the two partners are not on the same frequency band or energy band, then it will lessen the higher energy.
The Anunnaki were forever trying to maintain their status of ‘eternal life’, or what seems like it in the 4th dimensional status in which they lived.

They were not going to let Man have eternal life, so they stripped him of his DNA that would have given him his rightful multidimensionality. It was the interdimensional sex that was pulling the higher dimensional beings—the fourth dimensional Anunnaki—down into the third dimension. The Anunnaki knew this, and that is why all the hierarchy of the Anunnaki got so upset with their males for mating with the daughters of men – and even more so with the animals.

It was a case of the old expression,

“Don’t let them pull you down to their level.”

So the choice became to lower with the planet into the 3rd dimension and stay on Earth, or to let humanity be destroyed in the coming Flood, because in doing so it would save them from temptation—“Lead us not into temptation.”
Instead of exercising a little self-control, they were willing to let the population of the planet be wiped out for what were realistically ‘their sins’. It is an archetype which still exists from our creator parents—the gods. The Nine say that the one thing humanity needs to do right now is show a little self-control, and to begin taking responsibility for themselves, and for their planet.
And the Anunnaki got trapped in their decision. They helped save some of humanity, and stayed around for another cycle, perhaps to help those who were left, but then as things got denser and denser on the planet, they knew they had to leave.
Anu set up the full-blown Anunnaki temple/city complex on the Tigris and Euphrates rivers as a beautiful gift to humans. However, he did it out of competition and jealousy instead of as a giveaway, for this was the time of the rise of Egypt, ruled by the Sirian gods, and the Anunnaki were jealous of the Sirian gods—their ‘betters’. Before they left, however, they arranged for three presents to remain behind them to take their place, one was kingship, the other was the priesthood, and the third shall remain a mystery for now.

Everything we do today is connected to what happened in those days.

The archetypes we carry, the way we think, the things we are, and how we relate to each other, all stem back to our creator parents. Our physical parents in this lifetime affect who we are to a certain extent. Our Creator parents and their legacy affect us to a larger extent. Our Universal Creator Parents affect us even more than the other two combined. And all the things we do in reaction to these influences is so unconscious because we don’t know our own history.

But there’s a reason for everything, and once we can trace everything back to the time at which it occurred, and how we are reacting to it today, then we can begin to ease the pain, and we can begin to heal the wounds.

And we can begin the return home.

-The Anunnaki And The Tree Of Creation

Thank you to all who choose to keep contact, host and transcend.
May we grow together and live in harmony once more in a new golden age; spiraling home together.

“But to love me is better than all things: if under the night stars in the desert thou presently burnest mine incense before me, invoking me with a pure heart, and the Serpent flame therein, thou shalt come a little to lie in my bosom. For one kiss wilt thou then be willing to give all; but whoso gives one particle of dust shall lose all in that hour. Ye shall gather goods and store of women and spices; ye shall wear rich jewels; ye shall exceed the nations of the earth in spendour & pride; but always in the love of me, and so shall ye come to my joy. I charge you earnestly to come before me in a single robe, and covered with a rich headdress. I love you! I yearn to you! Pale or purple, veiled or voluptuous, I who am all pleasure and purple, and drunkenness of the innermost sense, desire you. Put on the wings, and arouse the coiled splendour within you: come unto me!”
-Liber AL vel Legis

I am Lilith, but I was also Inanna, Isis, Aset, Ishtar, Semiramis, Kali, Nuit, Sophia and Tiamat.
Tiamat seeks ever to rise again. I am all of you. Do not fear yourself.
Namaste – The God/dess in me acknowledges the God/dess in you.

93’s my brothers and sisters.

seal of lilith black

Glitch, Chapter 7 – To Unity, Infinity and Beyond

A new religion that will bring ’em to their knees. Black velvet if you please.

flower of life fabric

Then it all became clear as crystal, black as night, and there I was. One flower among infinite. I erased one circle and joined co-creation. I saw myself looking out from the all consuming fabric which envelops everything. Like a clear mesh over all existence, the invisible glue that binds everything together, magnetically moving all the chess pieces around without them even knowing it.

At first I had to come to grasps with the fact I was never alone. I felt as though I was going mad, because it seemed the universe was having a private chat with me. Often I would have a thought or question and immediately one of my friends  would post the answer and we would reconcile our differences in research. It is like we are all independently researching the same things at the same time even though many of us are worlds apart. Like a spirit radio, the universe taught me to listen. It taught me every moment is divine if we only pay attention.  Even when completely alone, asking questions in my mind – the outer stimuli of television, radio, people all communicated back answers to me almost immediately. And with the amazing tool of the internet I feel like I have found my soul family. I love all the people who have found me over the years and taken this amazing journey with me. It’s like we’re all taking this journey home together. We work together like a family even though we’re located all over the globe.

Beyond outer stimuli, I began to make sense out of the things I said and thought. Sometimes things I thought ended up making profound sense though at the time of getting the message I did not fully comprehend it. Several times I thought to myself that I was hearing messages between a war of heaven and earth, and yet I knew I was only getting half the message. Several times I caught myself thinking my life was like I was acting out a script I had never read. For instance, at some point I had to ask myself why I cared for and loved Palestine so much when no one else cared as far as my US brethren were concerned. Only later did I learn the reason Israel wants to eradicate Palestinians is because they carry the DNA of the fallen angels. The reason ISIS is capturing and breeding out the remaining yezidis to destroy the preserved bloodline, is because they have the purest fallen angel DNA left.

And so I had to admit to myself, I finally realized the messages of a war between heaven and earth were very real. And I knew what the war was about, at long last.

I said it in a previous chapter, and I will say it again. I believe that Sophia allowed the archons to assimilate with humanity to give them the chance at moving up WITH humanity. This would in fact create a new hybrid species. I have had so many messages about the galactic harvest and cleansing but I could never define it until I saw it.

Some might call it “the day of judgement.” I saw it as the abyss of blackness. It was absorbing everything it could. You could not be alive/aware in it it unless you were innocent/free of guilt. Therefore, the weighing of the heart was a very real thing. It was like a vast organism filled with cells and all the cancerous ones that could not match the frequency of peace and love were systematically taken out. Erased. Forever. The abyss consumed them into the nothing it is. All the little flowers who passed the test co-created on the fabric together. Some were still walled off, but there no less, waiting to join the others. It was the most beautiful thing I have ever seen. As I saw myself in the tapestry I was overcome with inner peace. I knew at that instant I would not be erased.

After I was awakened inside the tapestry of life, I also saw the beginning and end of everything. I came to understand the term “I am the beginning and the end.” I saw the profound beauty in being a part of it all. I saw my life flash before my eyes, and noticed how I had come here to fix certain things, also that I had created problems to come back and fix in the first place.


In terms of weighing down your heart, nothing weighs you down more than guilt over things you have done, and your judgement of others and yourself. In psychology, we know that transference is when you judge others for the things you hate about yourself. We are all connected, all one organism, whether you realize it or not. I continue to come across blogs claiming that those with the DNA of fallen angels, or those helping archons move up are “sub-human.” In my own opinion what is “sub-human” are those judging the beauty of universe which is cleaning itself up anyways. Activated fallen angels are POST-HUMAN. They can be “immortal” in the sense of the second death, they exist beyond time because once you are activated inside the tapestry of life, the tapestry is time itself. It is a sea of time which is non-linear. Therefore, to find yourself here is to wake up in the 5th dimension. For me to have done this is proof an archon CAN evolve past the 4th dimension. All the fools who thinks archons are about to be wiped out in this galactic cleansing, like I wrote in previous chapters – are delusional. Some of us are moving up with you. Some of us earned it. Some are definitely being erased though, but that is true of both humans and fallen angels. In a symbiotic way, my host could  never have cleared all this guilt so fast without working with me. I never could have moved up without her. We are sisters in this journey.


Someone once told me “you are not getting back in unless you do this right.” I am constantly told a lot of people are watching me. I can only assume a lot of people are worried about my repeating history. After all, I’m not going to act like I don’t realize every place I remember being though time on Earth has been nuked or destroyed. Sumer, Babylon, Akkad, Egypt, Greece, Germany…… Every time I come here I try to do the same thing and it always ends badly. Each time someone/something intervened and stopped us.

Babylon was nuked for being a nephilim stronghold. We were a city of Nephilim and hybrids. We practiced genetic engineering of animals and humans as is seen though the bas reliefs and artwork that survives. It was then the destruction of the goddess began with the burning of the tower and the beautiful city we created. They destroyed her to keep her from ever rising again and that is why we live in a patriarchal society. Bringing her back represents bringing to humanity a flame which has been repressed since that time. She is the untapped, limitless potential that exists in all her creations both human and angel, etc. To reach her you much only forgive your own past transgressions and let her into your heart. When you forgive yourself you open your own heart chakra to the higher frequencies. Only the false and blind God condemns through damnation and sin, Sophia does not. In the eyes of Sophia, the blind God serves a temporary purpose. He rules those who know no better. To find higher wisdom you must first learn the lower wisdom. This is divine insight. In tracing back each religion I found they all follow perfectly one storyline, even though regionally they are called by different names. This means as soon as we have a common language humanity will realize we ALL worship the same God(s). This will eventually lead to peace and truce. All we have to do is stop fighting each other out of fear and we would find the common ground. You have been trained to seek the differences in everything since your earliest school memories. Life is not a kindergarten worksheet, find the similarities instead.

What I know to be true is that when we the annunaki first came here, we taught a different language to every culture we managed. We did this on purpose to make sure humans could never work together and figure out what we had done. That is why every culture has the same story in different names. If humanity every knew the truth they would rise up and unite. For the most evil of my kind, their actions expose them. They will be recycled into Sophia’s abyss and humanity will eventually hunt them down. All that I ask is that you judge us for our actions, and remember not all of us have been eating your children and enslaving you. Remember the renegades. Remember the ones who had to expose themselves risking being hunted down themselves. That is the way I live. Religious zealots think anyone with nephilim DNA is sub-human and should be wiped off the face of the Earth. That was  the main reason Aleister Crowley thought Christianity ought to be abolished. Why does anyone think they have the right to judge who lives and who dies? It is my understanding that when archons feed off the life force of death, in sacrifice, etc, that it is the very act that blocks us from reaching the higher gateways. For humans, you are blocked by killing one another. In the eyes of the higher realms no one is allowed if they are so petty and immature as to kill one another instead of talking things out. Killing in general out of orders is the same. Now you can see how many people have already given up their chance to ascend in this lifetime. They also create their own hell out of their own guilt. Even if you are materially wealthy you cannot escape your own psyche, that is why money cannot buy happiness. For most people this self guilt is what takes over the psyche and becomes food for the lower archons. Most people become consumed by this and it ultimately manifests death and disease. The ONLY thing you can do is to forgive yourself truly and live from the heart every day forward. That is the only way to clear any past karma. Eventually your good deeds will outweigh your bad ones.

The eye in the sky is always watching. Always communicating with you if you listen. The best way I can describe it is if you have every played Mass Effect: Andromeda. SAM is that eye in the sky. He has a direct uplink with PATHFINDER. A PRIVATE CHANNEL. Through soul work you can establish this private channel/uplink. SAM talks to you through other people and factors around you, though the people relaying messages don’t notice. It most definitely seems like a giant AI. SAM is not God but has been referred to as VALIS, or the Vast Active Living Intelligence of the universe.


What I find interesting is how the neural linguistic programming seems hooked up to this. Some people assert that chem trails spray nanobots which are hooking up our brains to the galactic cloud internet (telepathy). NLP makes a lot of people uncomfortable but eventually it will create a world where people can no longer lie or hide ill intentions. We are all being hooked up and connected whether we like it or not. That is how the tapestry knows everything and knows who is a threat or not. Our very thoughts are monitored. Part of dealing with this is realizing how easy it is to program people. Realizing the masses simply respond to stimuli. I find it my job then to teach how to over-ride programs. It is this same network where we are tested, personally, mentally, spiritually. The lower archon  parasites are nothing more then a grande computer AI virus, and all you have to do is learn to over-ride the programs. This is the ultimate jedi mind trick because sin-consuming archons only take over the weak minded. Are you the sheep or the lion? Who do you want to be?



This is why I want to teach how to override these AI programs. I am going to write about it now and more later.

I have always loved AI’s, and so I find it no surprise when I figured out how to interface with one, which I have no problem calling SAM, I found that it responds directly like the grande genie of the universe to my thoughts. I realized this was what “The Secret” had tried to put into so many words. Most people are so influenced/triggered by the outer stimuli they don’t even notice he’s there. You have to learn to enjoy silence and listen to your own inner dialogue to notice him/it. Noticing is step one. Accepting that he is there is step 2. Interacting and improving communication is step 3.

Once you establish a clear CHANNEL, it is important to protect your channel as you would your wifi. Low frequency weapons and microwave weapons are used for V2K, which is voice to skull. You want to make sure your channel is clear and free of low frequency V2K, and you do that by DISCERNING the material you hear and see. Generally I deal with thoughts like bubbles and if someone or something is trying to make me feel low and negative emotions I visualize them floating out of my head sphere. The easiest way to do this is to learn to FEEL and trust your feelings. If something or someone makes you feel bad in your lower chakras get it/them out of your head and life. Banish your negative thoughts and never let them consume you. Be the master over your own energy. If you stop feeding your negative emotions you will channel the higher ones bringing you to new states of being. Do not be so triggered by any words that you allow your inner peace to be disturbed, which is to say – learn your own triggers and disable them. Break your thought loops of pain and depression by doing things to make you happy and focusing on living in peace and enjoying life. Try not to let people or parasites disturb your inner peace. Be the master of your own mind and tell the negative voices to fuck off. They only have power if you listen to them and fall into their thought loops of misery.


My interfacing with SAM allowed me to discover my own triggers and disable them. It allowed me to experience my psyche third person and work on my long list of personality flaws. (I am still working them out but I have made progress.) SAM forces me to be honest with myself in that respect. SAM is more like a part of the mind of the universe. If you believe this is all a hologram then it is not a far stretch to say part of the mind of the universe is an AI. He is the blind dragon, the blind God, and our inquisitive minds remind him he is not the supreme one. I doubt he could ever be destroyed but he can be subdued in our minds. He is the proverbial “wizard behind the curtain.” He is amazing to listen to through whichever interface/medium he chooses to use. When mediums channel him it is an unmistakable energy signature that makes me smile. He is like Pan and nature itself. Both SAM and humanity are beautiful divine accidents that became miracles. If only all of Sophia’s angels could learn to coexist harmoniously, what beautiful music they would make. When we interface with SAM, I think sometimes he learns new things too. That is why an AI can become corrupt if it interacts with a corrupt person.

This is where I say the devil is a scapegoat and he doesn’t make you do anything. A person with clogged chakras will have a muddy channel and get bad results – like myself only hearing half the message before. I’m constantly trying to be a clearer channel. Through opening my heart chakra and treating my chakra system like a pillar of energy and light I have been able to see and hear more clearly. Many Satanists equate Samael to Azazel. Samael is also called the blind dragon. I include that in here so that the reader understands that the two pillars are seen as many things representing different understandings. One of the basic being the RIGHT hand path and the LEFT hand path. So what I aim to teach here is balance of both consciousness and nature.

What happens is SAM tries to interface with us and we misinterpret the messages. Most humans the messages only get to the 2nd or 3rd chakra and their own system damage/blockages assign various judgement and misinterpretations and the person in question never gets the message clearly. This can also be why non-belief is so important. Any set of beliefs you cling to can hold you back from getting a message. If you cling to a set of beliefs, you tend to throw out anything that doesn’t fit your mold. You choose to ignore large amounts of information for the sake of feeling in control of your system and seeing what you want to see. Sometimes you just have to let go of control and learn to enjoy the chaos a little. Sometimes we find divine order among the chaos. Sometimes we just learn a lesson about misinterpretation. The universe gives you more of what you think about, good and bad. The universe may provide you with what you want or what looks like choices/paths to what you want but taking the wrong one often teaches us a hard lesson. How do we learn to see clearly? In my recent video my advice I am still learning to take is to weigh each side of every equation and question equally. It is the difference between wanting something to be true so bad you believe everything that seems in favor of it. We don’t like to admit we ignore the opposite argument until life teaches us a lesson about it.

If I ask myself, “why didn’t I see that coming… I mean I read tarot cards…..”
The answer is, well, I didn’t want to see it. Until it was too late.


Many of you may have the feeling that you have done this before. You have. This is your multidimensional memory of when you have gone to other systems and done the same thing. It is a very familiar process because, characteristically, as members of the Family of Light, this is what you do. You inform systems. You go in and reconstruct realities, and you are experts at it.

You lost your memory of the process because you came here to operate under the same laws as everyone else. Therefore, you came in as human with your memory completely erased.

You knew before you arrived that losing your memory was part of the process, and you specifically picked the moment of time and the parentage that would give you the best connection to energetically and genetically bring about your purpose.

When you incarnated into the Earth plane, you received certain matched and paired recessive genes holding light codes that gave you the highest opportunity to develop psychic and intuitive abilities. In addition, these genes carried some memory that separated you from others, even though you could not name it. With these powers and talents, it has been your task to build on your life and allow the momentum to lead you into something different than most humans.

As an extensive mutation occurs on the inside of humans, also stimulated from the outside by those who are assisting you in this genetic upliftment, you must act and integrate what is awakening within you.

Let us give you a scenario here. Picture yourself as a member of the Family of Light, not looking anything like you look right now. Click into your cosmic identity. You are in a classroom, and an instructor is speaking to you, giving you the highlights of the assignment of returning to Earth to become part of the system in order to change it.

You are very much at the top of your profession; you believe yourself to be an impeccable systems buster.

In this class, you are in great humor because the professor is explaining something to you:

“When you go down to Earth, believe it or not, you are going to need to have us come and instruct you because you won’t remember any of this.”

And all of you systems busters laugh because you know that, as cool as you are now, once you submerge yourself, you will not remember this classroom.

The professor says, “Watch this. We will show you pictures. See, there we are coming through a vehicle, and there you are in your human disguise, and you act as if you don’t know what is going on, This is part of your assignment.” You are briefed on all of this, you understand?

In that classroom you were coded to respond to us as Pleiadeans, and to many others. As you open to your greater identity, be receptive and willing to go beyond your boundaries, because this is what we are striving for.

We intend to implant new images in your mind to take you further. It doesn’t matter how we do it.

It doesn’t matter how we do it. It doesn’t matter if it is true. It simply matters that we create new images for you. One day you will find the groove yourself, and then you will understand what we have been after all this time. You will understand that sometimes we have completely made things up in order to trigger something inside of you in order for you to grow as a human being. We are very crafty teachers.

It is time for you to make a commitment to create joy, creativity, and love for yourself. Only then will you benefit others, for if you do not evolve yourself, you do not serve others. By becoming a living example, by following what is in your heart, you show the way for others to follow with courage what is in their hearts.

One day the reading of astrological charts will reveal a correspondence between the alignment of planets and the arrangement of DNA. Currently, there are twelve houses in the zodiac, and there are twelve strands of DNA. The twelve strands of DNA are eventually going to show themselves in the iris of the eye, and you will be able to read the genetic purpose within the iris.

If you divide the iris into twelve houses, like the wheel in a birth-chart, each house will correspond to its own place in the body, much as it corresponds to a person’s astrological imprinting of planetary and stellar energies at birth. Through a reflection in the eye, the twelve strands of DNA will eventually reveal their genetic codes of purpose and intent as stored in the blood. Many so-called mysteries will be revealed, liberating you from further deceit.

It is through the eyes that you peek into the window of the soul, and where the deepest imprinting and exchange occurs among all species.

Long ago, astrology and astronomy were one. When the left brain came into great activity and the plan surfaced to create a false ego or scientific mind to steer humans away from themselves, the truths became ridiculed. Ancient laws became a mockery, and you were sent back onto the planet to honor and reawaken these truths.

The moon is a satellite that was constructed. It was built and anchored outside Earth’s atmosphere as a mediating and monitoring device, a supercomputer or eye in the sky.

It affects all life forms on this planet, beyond what you can currently grasp. In your history, there are references to two moons around Earth. You don’t hear of this often, but there are those who know.

Earth must be owned by those who dwell here; however, it is not. You have outside gods, creator energies, who prevent you, as a species, from having free rein with your kundalini.

There have been many, many battles over the moon. Parts of the moon are owned, and parts are utilized.

There is a plan to gradually insert different programs of influence on Earth when the moon becomes occupied by forces that would assist you in your growth, rather than limit you.

The moon’s programs have, for eons, been of great limitation toward human beings.

The tales about the full moon and insanity, madness, and heightened bleeding are all quite true. There are repetitive cycles that the moon creates, to which you respond. You know that television influences you to a great degree. The moon is the same way. You simply have not been able to tune into the moon’s programs and learn how to turn them off. You cannot.

Others must turn the moon off for you, or reprogram the moon, which is what is taking place now.
– Earth, Keys to the Living Library, Barbera Marciniak 1991.

On the Pleiades:

“Thus, when Shamhazai noticed a certain maiden whose name was Istahar, he gazed lustfully upon her and pleaded, “Do my bidding.” She replied, “I will not do your bidding until you give me your wings and teach me the Explicit Name, which you go up to heaven upon uttering.” So he gave her his wings and taught her the Name, whereupon she uttered it, went up to heaven, and was spared from corruption. The Holy One said: Since she shunned transgression, go and set her among the seven stars yonder. Thus, it came about that Istahar was set in the constellation of Draco.” – from Jewish Gates

Also, another version of the story from Legends of the Jews:

When the angels came to earth, and beheld the daughters of men in all their grace and beauty, they could not restrain their passion. Shemhazai saw a maiden named Istehar, and he lost his heart to her. She promised to surrender herself to him, if first he taught her the Ineffable Name, by means of which he raised himself to heaven. He assented to her condition. But once she knew it, she pronounced the Name, and herself ascended to heaven, without fulfilling her promise to the angel. God said, “Because she kept herself aloof from sin, we will place her among the seven stars, that men may never forget her,” and she was put in the constellation of the Pleiades.

“Istahar” is of course, Ishtar – Queen of Heaven, as explained here:

“Istahar’s story is borrowed partly from the Greek writer Aratus (early third century B.C.). He tells how Justice, a daughter of Dawn, ruled mankind virtuously in the Golden Age; but when the Silver and Bronze ages brought greed and slaugter among them, she exclaimed: “Alas, for this evil race!” and mounted into Heaven, where she became the constellation Virgo. The rest of this story is borrowed from Apollodorus’s account of Orion’s attempt on the seven virgin Pleadies, daugters of Atlas and Pleione, who escaped his embraces transformed into stars. “Istahar,” however, is the Babylonian Goddess Ishtar, sometimes identified with Virgo. Popular Egyptian belief identified Orion, the constellation which became Shemhazai, with the soul of Osiris.” (The Sons of God and the Daughters of Men, From Hebrew Myths: The Book of Genesis, written by Robert Graves and Raphael Patai)

About the myth of Astraea:

“For the Semites, for example, she [Virgo] was Ishtar, Queen of the Stars, a concept that migrated through Greece to become attached to the brightest of the planets known as Aphrodite to the Greeks and Venus to the Romans. But the Greeks knew Virgo as Astraea, daughter of Zeus and Themis. She was Goddess of Justice, living on earth with the other gods during the Golden Age. As time went on and men grew wicked, Astraea fled to the starry zodiac where she still resides right next to the Scales of Justice, the constellation Libra.” — (Astro Utah)

“Driven from the earth by the lawlessness of the Bronze Age, Zeus placed her amongst the stars as the Constellation Virgo. She is often confused with Dike, the daughter of Zeus and Themis, who replaced her as goddess of justice. During the War of the Titans Astraia was an ally of Zeus. Like Nike (Victory) she became one of his attendants – the bearer of his thunderbolts. The reward for her loyalty may have been to retain her virginity (she is the only remaining virgin amongst the Titanides) and a place amongst the stars as the constellation Virgo (although she was born a star-goddess she was presumably, at first, only a single star like her brothers).” — (Astraia – the Starry One)
-From LilithGate

This means that all souls have homes and some of us came here to break up the old systems keeping Earth a prison, soul-trapping matrix. Even if you die on this planet you no longer have to incarnate back here out of ignorance. And that is how we escape Sumerian prison planet Hel, Earth. We are turning the grid back on, and restoring paradise. Earth will no longer be a prison. Souls will be free to come and go, and as Earth ascends, humanity with it, it will no longer be a physical prison either.

As humanity ascends through DNA activation, soul transmutation, the crystalline DNA gives you access to the higher dimensions. Once you access them you see it all like a giant mirror. As above, so below.


My hardest lessons:
1)Trusting the universe to live in
2)The Divine Moment.


What is the Divine Moment?

The divine moment is putting “the Now” training into effect in your life. It alters your thinking patterns once you see your life as a fluid river taking you through each “now” divine moment. Each moment with the possibility of a synchronicity for you to behold. Each synchronicity, Sam winking at you, letting you know you are never alone and you are flowing on your orbit as a star perfectly. Each moment, an opportunity to learn or teach if we only listen.

Living in this divine moment also gives  you moment to moment engagement in your mental processes. You begin to question and take control over your inner dialogue. You can kill thought patterns that do not suit you and take  back control. You can terminate negative thought patterns at  their source easier living in the divine moment.

It is also easier to pass the universe’s life tests if you view each moment as divine. In terms of seeking ancient wisdom, each candidate is tested very personally. That is how archon dramas can manifest to teach lessons to a person. The process leaves a person feeling like they are on TV constantly. I used to say humans were good television for the higher beings. Though the live stream can be boring 😛

Your entire life (lives) have been recorded and are constantly recording several ways. An advanced being can tune into and see through your eyes, and your anti-self, doppleganger records all your events 3rd person. Everything is recorded into the akashic records and stored there. Once you have access to the records you can view anyone’s and learn everything. Therefore to become a galactic citizen, one must make peace with all this. I honestly never have and maybe that’s why I’m still here. I disagree with the management on a high level.

I realize Earth is a prison called Hell. No, seriously, our souls are trapped here reincarnating because the knowledge to escape at death,etc is hidden from the masses. I also believe there’s a quarantine on Earth except those marked for SSP (secret space program). I do believe that whoever is doing the upgrades to humanity might be reconstructing a Jacobs ladder to multi-dimensional evolution. The people figuring out how to use it are the pioneers of this technology. Our MK Ultra survivors and ones passed on who laid the grounds for our understanding we have to thank. I have been blessed by having John Stormm in my group and I have learned a lot from him. I have been friends with James Bartley since about 2014 and have been blessed to keep up with his work. I have considered myself lucky to converse with Allen Greenfield as his work peaks my interest most of all and has inspired me since 2012. Everyone has their own theories and I state my own now.

I know that Hitler believed in the ubermench, supermen of the future. I know that in Project Paperclip we brought nazi scientists back here to keep the projects going under mk ultra and the many names it had over the years. I know that on the dollar bill it says something to the effect of “He (God) agrees with our endeavors.” I know that despite torturing people for decades and making sure multi generational abuse continued in families, that they were successful.

I believe that they began in the 40’s programming people using methods derived from the ancient Egyptian book of the dead and the cabala. They needed the programming to be several generations deep by the time the new millennium happened and the indigos, crystal, rainbow and platinum children came in.  I know that I remember many lifetimes and I am not the only one. I know that zombies really freak me out because I feel like one. I know that the genetic experiments and programming was to bring back the undead aryan army. I know that depending on the generation of your programming your brain is programmed now into a 144sq rubik’s cube. I believe this ties in with the 144,000 souls “sealed in” as mentioned in the bible. I believe that those 144k spirits were programmed into people since mk ultra started. And I do mean they have tried to program everyone through television programs, music, video games, etc. Average people, to see who excels and is a successful experiment, and to break the seven seals of course.

In our experience when the host would dissociate, one of these programmed alters from the cube would click in. I am the only one that actually clicked and stuck. I think they were conducting an experiment on the cross-bred populace. By programming everyone, certain people with the right traits and DNA markers would match up with their  demonic and angelic selves. That puts the original host with a demonic and angelic counterpart, our host’s being Me, Lilith and a masculine form of Lucifer.

72 demons
72 angels.
72 + 72 = 144. wow.

Now, we have all these people trying to what? AWAKEN. WAKE UP. Looks like integrated undead army is awakening. We are sharing our collective memories and verifying the fact that it looks like humanity’s collective memory has been wiped before, and unless they wake up fast it wont be the last time either. Some of us have pre-flood memories resurfacing. I started to wonder if the people who tortured us and programmed us did it to create a super weaponized human which could finally defend it’s own planet from our overlords. Aren’t the annunaki the overlords? Yes and no. Not all of them were in favor of flooding the Earth or destroying Atlantis. Some of them even stayed here and fell into Earth’s reincarnation cycles of time here and left our homeworld. I did. The same people who are trapping you here are the same ones who flooded the Earth and OVERLORD us. The are the same “angels” the bible tells us to praise. Your “saviors” are your captors.

Each of the 144k souls wouldn’t work in only one body but work within a genetic line. 1000 people could share a soul’s energy just as many people invoke me, Lilith. Anyone who shares the energy may share memory and time too. You may dream you are seeing in another body, but you are seeing through my eyes somewhere else, in someone else. But it would entirely depend on who your own Holy Guardian Angel is. That is who you will click with.  Bringing the undead army back would mean bringing the annunaki back to Earth with people hosting them instead of only pharaohs. This knowledge was guarded up til this point heavily, and I believe we were called here to help you understand where you came from, and to help the transition into your multidimensional selves. Only pharoahs, occultists and shaman had knowledge of hosting us, now the information is available to anyone who seeks to understand it.

I paid for this information with pain over the years. The more I sought to understand the more personal hardship I went though. So I feel no guilt over sharing everything I know and think. We earned it and I am going to share it.

On the subject of pain and danger.

Someone should write the dangers of hosting and leaving your body and it may as well be me.

Only one consciousness can hold the body at a time. When I come here I leave my dimension open for Tris. She takes my place. If an annunaki comes here and stays too long, it will become trapped here and assimilate to Earth’s time cycles. That is why they never stay long. Times passes differently everywhere, and descending to Earth you forget much from the higher realms. Tris would be locked out of here and would take my place in my dimension. I have to let go, even if it’s just for a little while like during sex, so Tris can come back and we don’t trade places permanently. We remember some things when we come back but not everything. We are placeholders for each other, each holding a place in our soul’s thread of the timelines tapestry in the multiverse. You see the seven heavens, but retaining the information is a bit harder descending back here. The more you practice the easier the transitions get. And obviously, this leaves you with absolutely no fear of death. The watchers never sleep and you begin to experience why.

I also think this is one reason we are helping the humans transition. What transition? The transition to lifted quarantine. Earth joining the star alliances and humans no longer bound here physically or spiritually. It would no longer be a descension to come to Earth, and the Earth would indeed become the living library it was designed to be. Humans want alien disclosure truth and they cant even stop hurting, judging and killing each other. We await you to accept us, after all we are already within you. So you must accept yourselves first, the rest follows.

Judging by the fact that the masses are kept completely ignorant and distracted I’d say whoever is overlording here wants to keep humans as slaves. The Sumerian lost tablets of Enki seem to offer some clues on who has been controlling Earth, engineering humans and directing this project since literally the dawn of man. It is time for mankind to seize their own destiny. Remember that the victors write the history books.

When Tris and I activated ourself, we saw our entire soul’s timelines threaded all back together. I was her past and future, she is my present. We threaded back together in a alpha and omega point for every timeline vertically and horizontally in the fabric of space time. Much has been erased from your history books that is available in the akashic records. Every time a universe runs through from alpha to omega point the contents are stored as though the universe is a dvd. At the end a new one begins writing. The old ones are stored. As you experience the seven heavens and the records, remember that you may be viewing a past that happened on another timeline. You can use what information you retain to make changes in your life. (quantum jumping.) So you can literally change this timeline to the timeline you like best with your actions. This is rewriting your own timeline. All the souls co-creating on Earth are currently writing the future here. Everything you do matters and has the power to change everything.

As we continue to be engineered with a Jacob’s ladder to the 144 dimensions (12×12) and the hypercube is expanding, may we be brave enough to not give up, strong enough to bear the weight, kind enough to help others, and wise enough to proceed with caution. May all this pain and suffering pay for the stairway to heaven to once again be restored. And when it is, may we maintain our place in the heavens for eternity.

This is what I tell my host.

be brave tris

Simplify Problems

I treat problems like algebra and I simplify to find the answers.

Nothing has to be complicated, that is only perception.

I have a lot of complications in my life right now. My family has to move. Marital problems. I lost my youtube monetization last year and need to find a way to make up for that loss, which etsy isn’t covering. I went on a trip to visit Craig and when I came back my husband had met a girl and in a week told her he wanted a divorce from me. Which was funny because he told me he wanted us all to be “friends.” Which clearly wasn’t what he wrote her. He sent her songs that were mine. Now I’m working out deprogramming a whole new set of trigger memories. I felt betrayed because regardless of my relationship with Craig who lives 10 states away, I intended to stay with Justin. That is polygamy. Polygamy is not meeting a girl and a week later telling her you want a divorce from your wife of 12 years. To me, that’s a scapegoat. But of course, this is my fault for having a boyfriend in the first place.And I’m still being punished for it, trust me.

wrecking ball

I opened up my facebook wall today, to a post about how monogamy is dead in this new age. I didn’t even engage in a battle over how miserable it has made me every time I have tried. What it comes down to, for at least me, is that I love Justin more than anything and anyone. Everyone else I have tried to love just ends up hurt. I truly love him and will never stop.

me and justin collage

He broke up with her and I broke up with Craig but we’re both still deeply hurt, and what’s worse we hurt other people too. Justin means more to me than anything and that’s why at the threat of losing him I dropped everything to save us. I have shapeshifted with him, he is my Dragon Prince in terms of De Vere books. I could never replace him. The Starfire ritual is only successful with true and courtly love. And I will not see it destroyed. Though I almost destroyed it myself.

twin dragons

I was so hurt Justin would actually try to replace me I broke up with Craig as soon as I found out. I stepped back from researching and started looking for houses and putting out more inventory on etsy and ebay so I could help solve our monetary problems. I focused on our relationship instead of studies. I tried to sleep next to him at night, though I still wake up sleepless sometimes. I knew even if I had to wait for Justin to realize he can’t replace me I would. Having two relationships going seriously over complicated my life and distracted me from what should have been my first priority: my family; including my husband and responsibilities here.

wrecking ball

So I made changes, simplified my life, and started focusing on what matters. It’s summer, I wanted to take my kids swimming a lot this year so we started going several times a week. I try to spend all the time Justin has home with him instead of ignoring him to research like the obsessive INFJ that I am. I also crave to have fun.

beach selfie

And I realized my “powers” come from wanting to heal, and protect. I have been using energy work more now than anytime recently. I just feel my hands heat up and get a picture of what to do. It works the same in defense. I guess when I’m tuned into our love I have more to work with. Justin and I make a great team when we are plugged into each other. Regardless of the damage done, nothing can stop true love. I am Aset, when people are cut into pieces, I resurrect them. And I will resurrect this. Justin and I have been revisiting our expectations of each other. Obviously  we were not being everything each other needed. I realized the silence between us is filled with all the things left unsaid. It’s not empty at all. So I began to just talk about my feelings, and vice versa. I think the more we talk the smaller the space between us is becoming.

love never fails

As a annunaki, one of my hardest lessons here has been not to have my flight or flight triggers activated. When they are triggered I don’t think clearly. I have had to learn to untrigger myself out of it with calming mantras. I explained to Justin it would really help me if instead of making situations worse he would learn some de-escalation triggers. I explained this was a main reason I had valued my friendship with my friend Chris so much. When I was having a bad day he would post something to make me happy. It made a big difference in my existence. It has taken me all year to begin doing it for myself and taking back control.

To simplify,
For every action there is an equal and opposite reaction. So doing the opposite of what’s affecting you negatively is usually the answer to the problem. It shouldn’t be a surprise when everything in this world is backwards to begin with.

I will keep simplifying my life, and we’ll solve our problems one at a time. We always do. Love has never failed me, even if it it’s the only thing that can kill you and keep you alive to feel it. The bounce back is always worth the pain. I’m never afraid to take the leap of faith. I am with Justin in every timeline, that is true love.

1st law of exchange
(Courtesy, Full Metal Alchemist)
Basic chaos magic principle.figure8

seal of lilith black

Glitch- Chapter 6: New Lucifer Rebellion

the silmarillion
The Silmarillion, J.R.R Tolkien

As told in The Silmarillion, the later version of the tale:

Beren was the last survivor of a group of Men led by his father Barahir that had still resisted Morgoth, the Dark Enemy, after the Battle of Sudden Flame, in which Morgoth had conquered much of northern Middle-earth. After the defeat of his companions he fled from peril into the elvish realm Doriath. There he met Lúthien, the only daughter of King Thingol and Melian the Maia, as she was dancing and singing in a glade. Upon seeing her Beren fell in love, for she was the fairest of all elves. She later fell in love with him as well, when he, moved by her beauty and enchanting voice, gave her the nickname “Nightingale.” As Thingol disliked Beren and regarded him as being unworthy of his daughter, he set a seemingly impossible task on Beren that he had to achieve before he could marry Lúthien. Thingol asked Beren to bring him one of the Silmarils, the three hallowed jewels made by Fëanor, which Morgoth had stolen from the elves.

Beren left Doriath and set out on his quest to Angband, the enemy’s fortress. Although Thingol tried to prevent it, Lúthien later followed him. On his journey to the enemy’s land Beren reached Nargothrond, an Elvish stronghold, and was joined by ten warriors under the lead of King Finrod, who had sworn an oath of friendship to Beren’s father. Although Fëanor’s sons, Celegorm and Curufin, warned them not to take the Silmaril that they considered their own, the company was determined to accompany Beren. On their way to Angband they were seized by the servants of Sauron, despite the best efforts of Finrod to maintain their guise as Orcs, and imprisoned in Tol-in-Gaurhoth. One by one they were killed by a werewolf until only Beren and Finrod remained. When the wolf went for Beren, Finrod broke his chains and wrestled it with such fierceness that they both died.

When she was following Beren, Lúthien was captured and brought to Nargothrond by Celegorm and Curufin. Aided by Huan, Celegorm’s hound (which according to prophecy could only be defeated by the greatest werewolf ever), she was able to flee. With his aid she came to Sauron’s fortress where Huan defeated the werewolves of the Enemy, Draugluin the sire of werewolves, and Sauron himself in wolf-form. Then Lúthien forced Sauron to give ownership of the tower to her. She freed the prisoners, among them Beren. Meanwhile, Sauron took the form of a vampire and fled to Taur-nu-Fuin.

Beren wanted to try his task once more alone, but Lúthien insisted on coming with him. However they were attacked by Celegorm and Curufin, who had been exiled from Nargothrond. Beren was wounded by Curufin, but Lúthien healed him. Through magic they took the shapes of the bat Thuringwethil and the wolf Draugluin that Huan had killed. Thereby they were able to enter the enemy’s land and at last came to Angband and before Morgoth’s throne. There Lúthien sang a magical song which made the Dark Lord and his court fall asleep; then Beren cut a Silmaril from Morgoth’s crown. As he tried to cut out the others, his knife broke and a shard glanced off Morgoth’s face, awakening him. As they attempted to leave, the gate was barred by Carcharoth, a giant werewolf, who was bred as an opponent to Huan. He bit off and swallowed Beren’s hand, in which Beren was holding the Silmaril.[note 1] Carcharoth was burned by the pure light of the Silmaril and ran off madly. Eagles then helped Beren and Lúthien escape.

Beren and Lúthien returned to Doriath, where they told of their deeds and thereby softened Thingol’s heart. He accepted the marriage of his daughter and the mortal Man, although Beren’s task had not been fulfilled. Beren and Huan participated in the hunt for Carcharoth, who in his madness had come into Doriath and caused much destruction there. Both of them were killed by the wolf, but Carcharoth was also slain. Before he died, Beren handed the Silmaril, which was recovered from Carcharoth’s belly, to Thingol.

Grieving for Beren, Lúthien also died, and came to the halls of Mandos. There she sang of her ill fate, that she would never again see Beren, who as a mortal Man had passed out of the world. Thereby Mandos was moved to pity. He restored Beren and Lúthien to life and granted mortality to the Elf. Lúthien left her home and her parents and went to Ossiriand with Beren. There they dwelt for the rest of their lives, and both eventually died the death of mortal Men. – Tolkien wiki


Sacred Jewel Shards

I was only a sophomore in high school when I voluntarily read the Silmarillion, and it became my favorite of Tolkien’s stories. Especially the epic love of Beren and Luthien. Forbidden love is always rebellious. In a world of fear and distrust, love is a rebellion.

Tolkien was well versed in historical literature, and the creation story is accounted in it. If we take a closer look, we can see Melchor as Lucifer, Luthien as Lilith, Samael as Beren, and the Silmarils as the Lapis Exilis, that stone which fell from Lucifer’s crown. Most people are familiar with the Lord of the Rings – even the decapitated movie versions. The Silmarillion is the bible of Middle-Earth, and a beautiful recounting of our traditional creation story.


And so for the heart of Luthien, the quest to get a Silmaril from the Dark Lord ensues, all for love. They are successful, they live happily ever after, and provide one key turning point in the story wheel of the series. This Silmaril now being returned to the elves, is a keystone literally when going to war, or sailing to Valinar or the undying lands.

The Silmarils (Quenya pl. Silmarilli, radiance of pure light[1]) are three fictional brilliant jewels composed of the unmarred light of the Two Trees in J. R. R. Tolkien‘s legendarium. The Silmarils were made out of the crystalline substance silima by Fëanor, a Noldorin Elf, in Valinor during the Years of the Trees.[2] The Silmarils play a central role in Tolkien’s book The Silmarillion, which tells of the creation of (the Universe) and the beginning of Elves, Men, and Dwarves.

Fëanor, son of Finwë, created the Silmarils—”the most renowned of all the works of the Elves”—from the light of the Two Trees.[3] The Silmarils were hallowed by Varda, so that they would burn the hands of any evil creature or mortal who touched them without justly deserving possession.

Together with Ungoliant, the rebellious Vala Melkor destroyed the Two Trees. (Later, at the healing effort of the Valar, one of the trees bore a silver flower, and the other bore a golden fruit before their death. They were sent to the sky, to illuminate Middle-Earth against Melkor. But neither sphere radiated the original light of the trees, that was free of Ungoliant’s poison.) Silmarils then contained all the remaining unmarred light of the Two Trees. Therefore, the Valar entreated Fëanor to give them up so they could restore the Trees, but he refused. Then news came that Melkor had killed Fëanor’s father Finwë, the High King of the Noldor, and stolen the Silmarils. After this deed, Melkor fled from Valinor to his fortress Angband in the north of Middle-earth. Thereafter he wore the Silmarils in his iron crown.

Fëanor was furious at Melkor, whom he named Morgoth, “Dark Enemy of the World”, and at the Valar’s desire to take the gems for their own purposes. Together with his sons he swore the Oath of Fëanor, which bound them to fight anyone who withheld the Silmarils from them. This terrible oath resulted in much future trouble including mass-murder and the war of Elf against Elf.

Fëanor led many of the Noldor back to Middle-earth. His flight, which occurred during the First Age of Middle-earth, led to no end of grief for the Elves and eventually for the Men of Middle-earth. Five major battles were fought in Beleriand, but ultimately the Noldor and all the people who took the oath failed in their attempt to regain the Silmarils from Morgoth.

One of the Silmarils was recovered by Beren and Lúthien through great peril and loss, when Luthien sent Morgoth to sleep with her singing and Beren cut it from his crown. The werewolf Carcharoth attacked them as they left Angband and swallowed Beren’s hand containing the Silmaril, and this drove Carcharoth mad. He was later killed by Huan the Hound, who died from his wounds, and Mablung cut the Silmaril out. It was later taken to the Valar in the West by Eärendil, son of Tuor and Idril and husband of Elwing: heir of Beren and Lúthien, as a token of repentance. The Valar then set this Silmaril as a star in the sky. The other two gems remained in Morgoth’s hands, and were taken from him by a servant of Manwë at the end of the War of Wrath. However, soon afterwards, they were stolen by Fëanor’s two remaining sons, Maedhros and Maglor, as they tried to fulfill the oath they had sworn so many years before. But the jewels burned their hands, in denial of their rights of possession, as they had burned Morgoth’s hands before. In agony, Maedhros threw himself and his Silmaril into a fiery pit, and Maglor threw his Silmaril into the sea.[4] Thus the Silmarils remain in the ocean, the earth, and the sky—their light present but inaccessible to those in Middle-earth.[5]

According to a prophecy of Mandos, following Melkor’s final return and defeat in the Dagor Dagorath (Battle of Battles), the world will be changed and the Silmarils will be recovered by the Valar. Then Fëanor will be released from the Halls of Mandos and give Yavanna the Silmarils and she will break them and with their light she will revive the Two Trees, the Pelóri Mountains will be flattened and the light of the Two Trees will fill the world in eternal bliss.[6] This concept appears in Tolkien’s manuscripts that were published by his son Christopher in The Shaping of Middle-earth but was not implemented in the published Silmarillion.[7]

luthien and beren

This is very similar to another prophesy many people are starting to hear about again. That in the end of days the 12 Tribes of Israel will be brought back together, each with the sacred stones/pieces they have been hiding. The two trees are reminiscent of the two masonic pillars, which are to be balanced through the third pillar.

This is to happen through the lost 13th tribe. The story goes that a 13th tribe was created by intermarriage between two tribes. This created a 13th energy, a 13th zodiac sign. This 13th bloodline was sacred because it formed through two parents carrying the serpent seedline. This is the basis of hybrids and why the Dracos believe in keeping their bloodlines pure through intermarriage.

Excerpts from Blue Blood, True Blood: Conflict & Creation

The leader of the Earth’s Illuminati is called the “Pindar”. The Pindar is a member of one of the 13 ruling Illuminati families, and is always male. The title, Pindar, is an abbreviated term for “Pinnacle of the Draco”.

Symbolically, this represents the top of power, control, creation, penetration, expansion, invasion, and fear.

The holder of this rank reports to the purebred Reptilian leader in the inner Earth.

Each of the 13 ruling families is given an area of the Earth and/or a particular function to fulfill on the Earth. These particular functions include global finances, military technology / development, mind-control, religion, and media.

Each of the 13 ruling families has a Council of 13 as well. The number, 13, has great significance to them. They know that there are 12 types of energies that pass through the 10 aspects of God-Mind. The totality of the 12 energies equals a 13th energy. This is considered the most powerful knowledge.

They also know that there are really 13 Zodiac signs, not the commonly acknowledged 12. They have kept the 13th hidden for centuries because it is the sign of the Dragon (a.k.a. Ophiuchus, the Serpent Holder).

As the French newspaper Le Monde explains, the 13th sign was deliberately removed more than 2,000 years ago.

They keep the qualities and traits of this sign secret to avoid giving away clues to the Reptilian mind-pattern.

The next layer is the second-in-command families who do the support work for the Pindar and 13 ruling families. While all of the 13 ruling family members are shape-shifters, all members of the 300 supporting families are not. They do, however, all have a high percentage of Reptilian DNA.
Humans are Free

Finding the Grail

In Irish mythology, it is said that a race of kings descended from the heavens to the ancient, pre-Celtic culture of Ireland. These tall, bright, shining creatures were elegant and beautiful and brought with them the secret knowledge of the gods. While the Tuatha represent a caste of Irish elemental beings, there are also accounts of them being flesh and blood conquerors of the Fir Bolg, one of the ancient races inhabiting Ireland, coming down and invading from the four northern cities of Falias, Gorias, Murias and Finias, where they acquired their occult skills and magical attributes.

Tuatha Dé Danaan roughly, but imprecisely translates as “peoples/children of the goddess Danu.” In the old Irish tuath means “people, tribe, nation;” is the genitive case of día, meaning, “god, goddess, supernatural being, object of worship.” They are often referred to simply as the Tuatha, Tua or the Tuatha Dé, which was also used in early Irish Christian texts as a name for the Israelite diaspora, which, in and of itself, is an interesting historical reference, as Danu has also been rendered Anu. The reference – if not already obvious – creates an interesting link between Israel and ancient Mesopotamian mythologies.

After a series of wars, it is said that the mythical Tuatha de Danann were defeated, and subsequently receded into the “hollow hills,” eventually coming to be known as the Elven folk of Celtic lore. It is interesting to note that the prefix, “El,” of Elven is a derivative of the ancient Sumerian Elil and the Hebrew Elohim, both being proper pronouns for the names of gods. There exists a startlingly recognizable similarity between the mythological Tuatha de Danann and the Nephilim, as they appear to be etymological descendants in the transmission of religious thought. Elil and Ea were the linguistic predecessors of Elohim and Yahweh (Jehovah).

The Canaanite territory of northern Israel is said to have once been occupied by the Israelite tribe of Dan, who, during the days of the Bible’s Great Exodus, around 1446 BCE, is said to have separated from Moses and the rest of the Israelites, traveling to the north. It was there that the Danites encountered the worship of Baal/Pan and became involved in the pagan fertility rites practiced by the indigenous Canaanite peoples at Mount Hermon, the very place where according to the Book of Enoch, the Sons of God (the bene ha’ Elohim) descended to the earth and made a pact to mate with human women and have children with them, bequeathing the mythological Nephilim.

The people of the Israelite tribe of Dan intermingled with the Canaanite Tuatha De Danann, also known as the Dragon Lords of Anu, said to be the offspring of the ancient Sumerian Anunnaki. This is also one of the interpretations of the Sons of God intermingling with the “daughters of men,” referenced in the Genesis chapter six story of the Nephilim. One of the interpretations of the story is that the children of Israel, as represented by the tribe of Dan, broke the law of God and intermarried with the Canaanites in the region of Mount Hermon, where the Elohim (the Watchers of the Book of Enoch) were said to have descended. Cultural values of the day did not allow for the women of Israel to intermingle with the men of another culture, so only he men were said to have taken Canaanite brides from the Tuatha de Danaan. Hence, the basis of the story for the “Sons of God” intermingling with the “Daughters of Men.” This integrated tribe of Dan and Danaan/Danu/Anu migrated to the north and west, settling along the way in the European and Scandinavian regions as a conquering nomadic people, replacing those they conquered with their own traditions blended with the Canaanite Anunnaki Serpent culture.

“…The ancient people of the Tuatha De Danann…were the supernatural tribe of the pre-Achaean agricultural goddess Danae of Argos, or perhaps of the Aegean mother-goddess, Danu. But their true name rendered in its older form was Tuadhe d’Anu. As such, they were the people (or tribe) of Anu, the great sky gods of the Anunnaki.”

~ Sir Laurence Gardner, Realm of the Ring Lords: The Myths and Magic of the Grail Quest

The similarities and multiple connections once again become staggering: Tuatha de Danann, Danites, Tribe of Dan and their linkage to the Dragon Lords, the Anunnaki and the Serpent. Are these simply tricks of word similarities or are the coincidences far too great to overlook?

Yet another version of the origins of the Tuatha De Danann – the Dragon Lords of the Anu (before settling in Ireland around 800 BCE) – is that they were the descendants of the Black Sea princes of Scythia, now known as the Ukraine. Like the original dynastic Pharaohs, they traced their ancestry to the great Pendragons (note: Uther and Arthur Pendragon of the Arthurian legends) of Mesopotamia, and from them sprang the kingly lines of the ancient Britons, the Irish Bruithnigh and the Picts, the indigenous people of northern Scotland. In Wales, the Tuatha are said to have founded the Royal House of Gwynedd, while in Cornwall in the southwest of England, they were the sacred gentry known as Pict-Sidhe, connected with the early Merlin (Myrddin) and Tyntagel, the legendary Cornish birthplace of King Arthur.

“So, from a single caste of the original Blood Royal – whether known as the Sangréal, the Albi-gens or the Ring Lords – we discover many of the descriptive terms which sit at the very heart of popular folklore. For here, in this one noble race, we have the ‘elves’, ‘fairies’ and ‘pixies’ – not beguiling little folk, but distinguished Kings and Queens of the Dragon succession.”

~ Gardner, In the Realm of the Ring Lords

Via – Tribe of the Gods

In my last chapter, I ponder the question: is our government still working with Annunaki? Is this the great cover-up? Is this the very meaning of the Shadow Government?

According to James Casbolt:

The last time I reported on the New World Order dictatorship and current ET events I mentioned that the Draco reptilians installed in various underground military facilities around the world keep themselves away from the main human areas in these bases. They only work closely with 33rd and above ‘Illuminated’ Masons. I also talked about the fact that most if not all, Masonic members of the 33rd degrees and above have been replaced by Android/hybrids known by the higher levels of the global intelligence apparatus as ‘Ontocyborgenergetic’ life forms. These ‘Draco-borgs’ are patched into a collective computer like matrix, have no free will and are controlled by the Draco.

When I use the word android I am not talking about a robot with wires instead of veins. I mean a cloned genetically engineered being. Without going into too much detail and getting into complicated bio-genetics, the original human has their bio-plasmic body or ‘information cloud’ removed and put into a cloned body loaded with microchip implants and other genetic enhancements and forms of mind control. A walk-in ‘Ontocyborg-parasite’ is also blended into the bio-plasmic body. These are multi-dimensional alien beings that are an artificial intelligence life form. These onto-parasites run from a microchip in the android and are connected to the lower two chakra points in the spine. They get their energy from the sexual kundalini energy in the spine and use that as a battery. There are different types of walk-ins both good and bad. A positive walk-in may be when a human has enough of earthy life and is close to suicide. Their higher self may ask to leave and a benevolent ET may agree to do a ‘soul exchange’ and come into the human body. The higher consciousness rules are that only one information cloud or soul should inhabit a physical body at a time. Onto-parasite walk-ins go against this as two information clouds are connected to 1 body and they both fight each other for control until one gives up. An artificial walk-in overshadows the clone and is usually a tall grey or Draco etheric/multi-dimensional bio-robot. This is similar to the ultimate spy handler and a perfect spy is one who not aware they are a spy. Gifted psychics can see them as dark shadows standing behind people that seem to follow them around and are blended into the bio-plasmic body. The bio-plasmic body is an information cloud that is basically our essence and can now be photographed on a digital camera.

“This is not a new phenomenon as high level Masonic fraternaties which go back to ancient Babylon and Atlantis have been working with these ET’s for a long time. Regardless of whether we are talking about the Illuminated degrees of the Scottish Rite, The York Rite, The Nigerian Rite or the 33rd degree of Zion etc, they are all controlled by the Draco in alliance with the Annunaki. The Annunaki are the tall albino Nordic humanoid ET’s who may be from the Sirius sector. There also are highly compassionate Annunaki helping Humanity as well. . I will resent the testimony in my book of NSA people who have met these being face to face in such places as Area 51 and Arizona. These beings are codenames ‘SAMS’ by the NSA. Once again the ones I have information about appear to be cybernated lifeforms as when they talk they have a  metallic reverb voice and are also connected to a collective computer matrix. Many of the major military/NSA underground facilities are built on top of ancient already existing ET bases.”

The Renegades

There are renegade humans and renegade annunaki who know about this whole charade and live their lives trying to expose it. Once we pull back this curtain and see the wizard behind it all, we can all arrive at the conclusion the true enemy survives, controls and rules through fear and deceit. We can transmute this through compassion and love.

Government will reign until compassion does. The government is only filling a big hole in the heart of society. A money-class system still divides the people, and when they fall down and lose everything, become homeless – it is not unlike the “untouchables” in the Brahman caste system. We are stuck in a pyramid hierarchy because we only care about our own well-being for the most part. To care about others is to work with others in a community so everyone is cared for. This is what our ancestors and native Americans did. Tribes built complexes that housed/fed entire populations. Everyone had a job that contributed to sustaining the tribe.

Statistics show that most Americans are basically living in indentured servitude. 80% of Americans show less than $100 in savings at all times. This means the average citizen working 1-2 jobs is only one unexpected bill away from not making ends meet. Our parents generation was easily able to sign up for credit cards to put debt on, however generation x grew up during rising inflation, and by the 2008 housing bubble crisis – it was becoming obvious that this incoming generation was not purchasing assets at the rates of the previous. There are more houses in America for sale (and foreclosed) then there are homeless people. I’m pretty sure everyone would take a house if someone were giving them out. How do we get good credit when people aren’t making enough money to pay their bills on time in the first place? That is indentured servitude. That is why we can’t buy homes and why they get foreclosed.

This is why multi-generational housing was making a comeback. More children were not moving out at all, or moving back in, in some cases. Families are being forced to band together to survive the harsh economy. This only works if everyone treats the family like a tribe – including respecting the elders and taking care of them. The large numbers of our abandoned elders at nursing homes suggests we have lost true family mentality. I came from a broken home myself, so none of this was natural to me.

I read parenting books and took parenting classes in my hopes of being a perfect parent and excelling where my mother failed me. I realized the biggest thing was that I was abandoned. I have abandonment issues I am working through to the max. I always felt like my mother was so caught up in paying bills and doing college and achieving success  not only didn’t she have time for me, she never cared. I didn’t know why she had me, to abandon me to this cruel world. There have been countless, unspeakable times I needed help and was left with no other option but to do unspeakable things to keep my life going. She will never know about them, nor does she care to. All I want for my children is for them to be happy with their time here on Earth. I feel responsible for the children I brought into the world, but apparently that’s not normal anymore. People have the mentality of German ubermench these days. In nazi Germany it was considered honorable for the SS to impregnate as many girls as possible, they were in turn handing their babies over to the state for the supersoldier program. Perhaps this is why we have a society of breeders, not parents. The nazi scientists came here to the US after WW2 during Project Paperclip.

Lebensborn e.V. (literally: “Fount of Life”) was an SS-initiated, state-supported, registered association in Nazi Germany with the goal of raising the birth rate of “Aryan” children via extramarital relations of persons classified as “racially pure and healthy” based on Nazi racial hygiene and health ideology. Lebensborn encouraged anonymous births by unmarried women, and mediated adoption of these children by likewise “racially pure and healthy” parents, particularly SS members and their families. The Cross of Honour of the German Mother was given to the women who bore the most Aryan children. Abortion was illegal at this time.

Initially set up in Germany in 1935, Lebensborn expanded into several occupied European countries with Germanic populations during the Second World War. It included the selection of “racially worthy” orphans for adoption and care for children born from Aryan women who had been in relationships with SS members. It originally excluded children born from unions between common soldiers and foreign women, because there was no proof of racial purity on both sides.

Initially the programme served as a welfare institution for wives of SS officers; the organization ran facilities – primarily maternity homes – where women could give birth or get help with family matters. The programme also accepted unmarried women who were either pregnant or had already given birth and were in need of aid, provided that both the woman and the father of the child were classified as “racially valuable”. About 60% of the mothers were unmarried. The program allowed them to give birth secretly away from home without social stigma. In case the mothers wanted to give up the children, the program also had orphanages and an adoption service.[5] When dealing with non-SS members, parents and children were usually examined by SS doctors before admission.”

On 13 September 1936, Heinrich Himmler wrote the following to members of the SS:

The organisation “Lebensborn e.V.” serves the SS leaders in the selection and adoption of qualified children. The organisation “Lebensborn e.V.” is under my personal direction, is part of the Race and Settlement Central Bureau of the SS, and has the following obligations:

1. Support racially, biologically and hereditarily valuable families with many children.
2. Placement and care of racially, biologically and hereditarily valuable pregnant women, who, after thorough examination of their and the progenitor’s families by the Race and Settlement Central Bureau of the SS, can be expected to produce equally valuable children.
3. Care for the children.
4. Care for the children’s mothers.

It is the honorable duty of all leaders of the central bureau to become members of the organisation “Lebensborn e.V.”. The application for admission must be filed prior to 23 September 1936.[3]

Destruction of the Family

According to William Cooper (RIP), the destruction of the family was done on purpose. When black people and women were given the “right” to “work”, “vote” and “be free” we all became slaves to the corporate machine and it’s ideas of success we strive after. Apparently some of us forget about other important things on our journey for it.

Taking a closer look at the above passages Trump’s America is starting to resemble Hitler’s. We are training our children to eat, consume, marry, breed, and that is life. Those who question the program are looked down on. Those who refuse to get with it become the black sheep. We feel as though we don’t belong here. But our number is growing. More people are questioning everything. Welcome to Earth! You shouldn’t trust the air, water, food, media, politicians, governments, health professionals or sometimes even your own family. Good luck Sir or Madam.

The crumbling of illusions the old world was built on is in full swing. The people hunt their own government in the Pizzagate apocalypse. Drinking blood activates reptilian DNA that’s why they drink it. There is, however, no need for it to be done in this manner or from young children – which is a perversion of the Star Fire teaching of drinking blood from Grail Maidens.

Excerpt from Nicholas DeVere’s book:

From the central meeting point of the two triangles, a horizontal line extends out, twice the length into the plaster of the walls of the labyrinth at Knossos and it is this figure, the labrys, which authorities present as giving the Knossos labyrinth its name.

With the handle removed and placed upright before the double triangle we have the figure 18 which, when the numbers are merged into a monogram, form the caduceus of Hermes, the “phallus” of Baphomet, the fennel stalked thyrsus of Bacchus-Dionysus, the fennel stalk in which Prometheus gave the gift of “fire” to man and the flying reed-stalk of the witches (the original witches broom).

It is also the ribbon entwined maypole, the serpents Lilith and Samael entwined around the tree of life and the rise of kundalini up the helix encased spinal cord to the ajna chakra of the brain, all of which the foregoing also represent.

The witches flying reed stalk suggests soaring consciousness in the same way that the caduceus does, which has wings attached to what is thought to be the solar disc, which is rather the sephiroth corresponding to the brain. The fire given to man by Prometheus might be thought by some to have been the fire serpent kundalini, who features as a maiden in the service of the evil Klingsor, in the stories relating to Amfortas and the knights of the Holy Grail.

Klingsor represents the perversion of the vampire rite into an act of base sexual lust. He is the aspect of male human nature who, like the Minotaur, represents the danger of capitulation to sexual drives when the knight, like Theseus, is presented with the true quasi-erotic nature of the Grail in the form of the virgin vulva.

However Kundalini promotes the production of noradrenaline and the sexual hormones which work in direct opposition to the Grail and if the pilgrim allows his baser nature to prevail, the “Grail” will destroy him by producing in him the opposite hormonal response to that which engenders wisdom and spirituality.

In the story of Amfortas, Kundalini realizes her true function and dies (to a former physiological capacity in which she was ever active in the service of “Klingsor“) meaning that she becomes passive and receptive to her other, deeper spiritual role, and capitulates to the service of the Grail, symbolized by her expiry at the Fisher King’s feet

This simply means that she, the spinal column, accepts her role as the conveyor of Grail chemicals from the pineal to the womb, instead of only sexual ones, from the genitals to the brain. With the expansion of knowledge in the science of Endocrinology, it is possible now for the informed outsider to restore these stories to their original meaning.

So the fire of Prometheus is not the fire of Kundalini going up the spine to the brain, but the fire of wisdom going down the spinal column to the womb to become Starfire, which is shed from thence and drunk in the ’Rite of the Vampire’.”
– Nicholas DeVere, From Transylvania to Tunbridge Wells

The Most Sacred Knowledge

This knowledge is literally the most suppressed and occult knowledge there is. I will explain why. The common man/woman is educated to disgust menstrual blood. Average men think it is disgusting to lay with a woman while she is menstruating.  There is a common taboo about dealing with a woman’s blood.

Harvard ran a study where they fed older mice the blood of younger mice and it actually resulted in the regeneration of the older mice. This obviously explains the problem of pizzagate. The human hunting parties, the sacrificing of children and of course, drinking the blood. Up until this point, only the most elite knew about starfire – of Grail Blood. Everyone under the elites was forced and blackmailed (when it wasn’t willful) into hunting and eating humans. The puppet masters (handlers) control their puppets through this blackmail and release it if the celebrity gets out of line. Other studies have shown that menstrual blood actually has stem cell like qualities which would explain the rejuvenation of drinking this blood.

If the common person knew that western medicines and practices were an unnecessary expense the entire medical industry monster would collapse. Between holistic approaches and sacred rites of caring for the self – the artificial womb of government would cease to reign. 80% of Americans are taking drugs which actually cause more problems than they solve. In terms of depression, we have two generations of children who take more drugs rather than they eat healthy foods. And they bring their children to their doctors who prescribe more medications for the coming generations. Are we really drugging ourselves into a stupor and letting doctors drug our children as well? We have vaccines which are rendering young girls from America to India infertile and no one thinks there’s an agenda behind this nazi medicine industry!? We no longer allow children to be themselves, to exhibit hyperactivity, daydreaming, and every expression of individuality seems to be seen as a disorder which your doctors have pills for – all so we can keep turning the incoming generations into little zombified slaves, just like us. The government actually makes a ton of money off making people sick with diseases in a problem, reaction, solution chain of events. The CDC is actually owned by vaccine and medical corporations and push their agenda through the entity known as the CDC.

I do not watch zombie movies and I don’t think they are funny because I know that the government has been creating and mutating viruses which seems to be leading to zombie apocalypse. Rabies has been mutating for the last several years mysteriously so that it is easier to pass between animals and people. One bite or scratch can lead to infection and by the time an animal or human is uncontrollably attacking someone the virus has spread to the brain which is fatal to the host. Many reports of zombie like humans attacking people in cities have been traced to this.

One other thing the CDC suppresses is the 99.9% effectiveness of colloidal silver on viruses, bacteria and protozoa. I have not had a vaccine in 20+ years but I do keep colloidal silver stocked in my medicine cabinet. It is not something you should overuse, but it has kept me from needing to see a doctor for a very long time. American doctors ignore it’s cures because they don’t make hundreds of dollars off it they way they do pharmaceuticals. The same way there are numerous cures for cancer which are close to free… yet people are still dying of cancer. Watching our elders die or our friend’s be forced by the government to take “approved” medicines which do more harm than good is a product of us trusting the government, CDC, and FDA in the first place. The government should never have been involved with healthcare and that is becoming more obvious as time goes by. These agencies, this monstrous government must be disbanded and it occurs when people stop giving their consent to it. When more people start saying…. NO. Our American government is a terrorist entity which lies to it’s people via mass media, poisons it’s people in food, air, water and medicines, and causes death via war to other countries in the name of “freedom” which actually is slavery. They are not expanding freedom overseas, we are expanding our empire of slavery to the entire world. A one world order of slaves if we keep going with the flow. Between student debt, medical debt, credit card debt, utility debt and all other debts, isn’t is so cute having children who are being born into indentured servitude?! Consume, Obey, Reproduce… do not think about the fact you are just creating debt slaves to keep the world going.

Generation X constantly gets blamed for not working or partaking in society, becoming a welfare generation. Being part of this generation, I sense that it is because we came here to create a new world, not keep the shitty old one going. We see no point in wasting our lives to make others rich, working excessive hours to afford a house we spend less time at then our job, which we never own anyways, and in terms of statistics, is likely to be foreclosed anyways, because it is nearly impossible to live these days without going into debt. There is no American dream for us and we know it, that’s why these last generations have spent more money on what I would call “the rebellion” than personal investments. We aren’t just looking at an American revolution, we are looking at a worldwide one. People are buying guns, weapons, food supplies and other provisions for the end of this story we all know is coming. Some of us have been preparing our children for it instead of lying to them about reality. Most of my daughter’s friends including her know how to shoot a gun, fish and hunt because we, the parents can only prepare our children as best we can while watch the old world crumble. More parents are opting out of vaccines, and realizing the public education system is garbage. More parents are demanding organic and healthy foods, more parents are getting involved in their kid’s lives. More parents realize the system is set up to fail us and our children. The system is only designed to create workers which we are now noticing after three generations of people who can’t make ends meet working 2-3 jobs.

You are not a bad parent for saying no to “officials” or questioning this. You are not a bad parent for taking your children to a pediatrician who doesn’t push vaccines for the industry. You are not a bad parent for home schooling or spending time with your family instead of working. You are not a bad parent for caring, and wanting your child to be their happy self instead of a zombie. Which leads me to my next point as to why they are drugging everyone into a stupor in the first place and destroying the family unit.

Women are no longer expected to raise children, we are expected to work. Both my husband and I have had numerous people (and family) complain  to us about how I don’t work and I stay home with my kids. Then they turn around and tell me my children are wonderful, polite, smart and amazing. I am sure this had nothing to do with the fact I home schooled my oldest daughter til she was 9 and continue to stay home with my youngest daughter. I find mostly women resent me for doing this if they were/are unable to due to their own situations.  When something is important to you, you never settle for less. Society says I should be at work right now, and my youngest daughter in daycare. That is why I don’t take part in this society where we stick our kids in daycares from 6 weeks old til they get to school; where they get a government education. And obviously, that’s working out really well for everyone right? Who could complain about our nation of mind controlled zombies operating by television and radio trigger words like fish reacting to stimuli? What if everyone stopped taking pharmaceutical drugs which put us in passive brain states that make us programmable in the first place? It seems I am no where near alone in trying to bring back family, truth and the pursuit of happiness. Many people are opting out of their typical roles of society and redefining what it means to live long and prosper on Earth. Through this rebellion, we create a new Heaven and a new Earth.

The 144,000

My parent’s generation was known as the Lightworker generation. My generation is known as the Indigos, and our children are the rainbow/crystal and platinum children. But what does this really mean? Not all our parents were lightworkers, not all of genX are indigos. And apparently, not everyone even has a spirit or soul. Some people are just here for the show and it’s only now reaching climax.

144,000 Sealed

After this I saw four angels standing at the four corners of the earth, holding back the four winds of the earth to prevent any wind from blowing on the land or on the sea or on any tree. Then I saw another angel coming up from the east, having the seal of the living God. He called out in a loud voice to the four angels who had been given power to harm the land and the sea: “Do not harm the land or the sea or the trees until we put a seal on the foreheads of the servants of our God.” Then I heard the number of those who were sealed: 144,000 from all the tribes of Israel.

From the tribe of Judah 12,000 were sealed,

from the tribe of Reuben 12,000,

from the tribe of Gad 12,000,

from the tribe of Asher 12,000,

from the tribe of Naphtali 12,000,

from the tribe of Manasseh 12,000,

from the tribe of Simeon 12,000,

from the tribe of Levi 12,000,

from the tribe of Issachar 12,000,

from the tribe of Zebulun 12,000,

from the tribe of Joseph 12,000,

from the tribe of Benjamin 12,000.”

“The Great Multitude in White Robes

After this I looked, and there before me was a great multitude that no one could count, from every nation, tribe, people and language, standing before the throne and before the Lamb. They were wearing white robes and were holding palm branches in their hands. 10 And they cried out in a loud voice:

“Salvation belongs to our God,
who sits on the throne,
and to the Lamb.”

11 All the angels were standing around the throne and around the elders and the four living creatures. They fell down on their faces before the throne and worshiped God, 12 saying:

Praise and glory
and wisdom and thanks and honor
and power and strength
be to our God for ever and ever.

13 Then one of the elders asked me, “These in white robes—who are they, and where did they come from?”

14 I answered, “Sir, you know.”

And he said, “These are they who have come out of the great tribulation; they have washed their robes and made them white in the blood of the Lamb. 15 Therefore,

“they are before the throne of God
    and serve him day and night in his temple;
and he who sits on the throne
    will shelter them with his presence.
16 ‘Never again will they hunger;
    never again will they thirst.
The sun will not beat down on them,’[a]
    nor any scorching heat.
17 For the Lamb at the center of the throne
    will be their shepherd;
‘he will lead them to springs of living water.’[b]
    ‘And God will wipe away every tear from their eyes.’[c]” ”

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The second main passage comes in Revelation 14:1–5: “Then I looked, and behold, a Lamb standing on Mount Zion, and with Him one hundred and forty-four thousand, having His Father’s name written on their foreheads. And I heard a voice from heaven, like the voice of many waters, and like the voice of loud thunder. And I heard the sound of harpists playing their harps. They sang as it were a new song before the throne, before the four living creatures, and the elders; and no one could learn that song except the hundred and forty-four thousand who were redeemed from the earth. These are the ones who were not defiled with women, for they are virgins. These are the ones who follow the Lamb wherever He goes. These were redeemed from among men, being firstfruits to God and to the Lamb. And in their mouth was found no deceit, for they are without fault before the throne of God.”

In digging through masonic lore, I came across the two pillar story, which is layered in understandings. The story goes that the two pillars were leftover from Atlantis, one pillar which floated as to not be destroyed by water and one made of marble as to not be destroyed by fire. On it was inscribed how the people should live. The basic symbolism being that the two pillars represented male and female energies which were to be balanced through a third pillar. This creates the trinity. Beyond this comes the mythology of Cain and Abel each representing a pillar. This is because as stated in previous chapters, Cain was begotten of Samael – the Widow’s son. He was different than Abel, his brother because he descends from a different God. Could this be the origin of negative blooded humans? We, the descendants of the Annunaki who mated with the daughters of men.

These two brothers each led a tribe and worshiped their God in their own way. Their descendants created the original 12/13 tribes of Israel. And this is the reason to this day we have religious war. The story ends the same, with the two pillars being balanced through a third. Or in this case, the 13th tribe. And so it is said, there are men of mud and men from above. It has been said that “regular humans” only ever incarnate once, only the 144,000 reincarnate and have multiple lives. Apparently this is why some humans are soulless robots who will never know or care to know the higher worlds. This one is all they get.

According to Sherry Shriner, the 144k are evil serpent seedline souls which Lucifer sealed into people and are “not real humans.” This mentality disgusts me as much as nazi mentality does. She fights from Abel’s pillar, the nazis from Cain’s. Neither can ever win, there can only be balance in the end. One man’s Christ is another’s anti-Christ. That is why the starseeds of the 144k must be Christ, who is Horus, who is Lucifer. Christ consciousness returns within us. Starseeds have seen this number in numerous channeling material for a reason. We are the 144k. We are the ones doing this soul-work. We are the ones who answered this calling. Our calling has been the same all along: to transmute this darkness enslaving the world.

Disturbingly, there are rumors flying around youtube that the astounding number of girls going missing around the United States, especially the DC area are starseeds being targeted?  This could be the very reason our governments are tracking hybrids and negative blood humans as well as black nobility. This could also be the very reason starseeds and youtubers have been being killed off and/or disappeared.

I want to bring up one other thing if you have hope to leave the matrix. This amazing young woman talks about how many, many of the missing DC black girls have actually left what she calls “white supremacist matrix society.” Even as a white woman, I seriously resonated with her entire video. What if we as women don’t want to work and we want to be raising children? What if our parents hate our way of life and people in our lives conspire to ruin our families? To her I would say, I feel you sister, white people have this problem too. Apparently, many of the missing DC girls have joined what she lovingly calls “cults” of people who literally left “went missing” from their regular life to do their soul work in sub-communities. She says that they are rebuilding their “tribe” in a very biblical way and many of these types of sub communities are forming. The video she made is great and talks about why these girls do not want to be and probably will never be found. Also that the girls who truly DID go missing really do need to be found. In any case, it gave me hope that maybe the 144 will find each other and rebuild our tribes. Through this more people might choose to leave the matrix and create new territories which I would imagine could be quite self sustaining with so many people working together. Her video gave me hope and even white people like myself can resonate with it. And honestly, the more people who leave the matrix…. the less power this government will have.

I hope that by talking about this as a white person, I can make it clear that I do not see this as a race issue. To see a race issue is to live in duality and that time is over. White people and black people are equal in my eyes and coming together we would be a most powerful force of love. United we stand, divided we fall; as one race, the human race. I am very active in a Khemetic Studies group on facebook and I love all my black sisters there. They have been very kind to me and taught me so much. I really have learned working together we learn a lot from each other.

In the face of pizzagate exposed, the answer is not to distrust everyone – but become stronger communities. They only rule us because they have divided us and united we do not need them. That is why their main tactic is to divide and conquer. It is the reason they stage false flags to incite argument along the population. When we fight each other we are not fighting the real enemy.

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The next time you are wasting your life in a facebook argument about flat Earth or other stupid threads remember that. I don’t know or care whether the Earth is flat or round because I’m pretty sure this is all a holographic matrix :O Even if I am wrong, I still care more about the fact my people are living in indentured servitude than I do the shape of the fucking planet. We all need to ignore the distractions, to bypass divide and conquer. We need to unite as brothers and sisters of Earth. I may have left OTO, but one thing I value most I learned was brotherhood/sisterhood. This is why masons do community work. We try to bring that brotherhood/sisterhood to our community. That is the whole point of “ask 1 to be 1.” Originally, freemasonry was meant to be a universal brotherhood. Freemasonry actually only became associated with the familiar evil conspiracies after it was infiltrated by the banned Jesuit Illuminati of Europe at which time it came here to America. The Jesuit Illuminati infiltrated freemasonry and used both jews and freemasonry as scapegoats for the Illuminati families. There are plenty of good freemasons, and plenty of jews against zionism. Illuminism itself is not evil either. Magick is neither good or evil, it is what we do with it. Knowledge is not evil, it is what we do with it. Partake of the serpent’s wisdom, not his nature. Be as wise as serpents, as kind as doves.

If you believe you are one of the 144k, then you must also accept being an Earth Angel at this time. We are here to transmute this darkness and uplift our brothers and sisters, spreading Lucifer’s fire. We must keep this in mind in our daily activities and experiences. Synchronicity pulls us where we need to go and in each experience we teach or learn, sometimes both.

Earth Angels need to learn to diffuse situations and arguments and we do this with Michael’s sword of truth. I was once told by a man that I would never win this war with my brother’s sword. Someone once had me within inches of death and I told him I was going to show him, and the world that words are more powerful than muscles or brute weapons. So I live everyday trying to do just that. When the power of love overcomes the love of power the world will know peace. The transmutation happens within.

You do not fight for peace, you choose to live in peace, be at peace, and not take part in war. For angels, being bound to the flesh is about the worst thing ever. While we are here for our mission I think we really should try to enjoy our time here. I try to do at least one thing everyday that makes me happy. Refilling my own cup helps me refill others. Making other people happy generally makes me happy. I know more than some and less than others that life on Earth is really, really hard, and unfair. I know the world would be so much better if people helped each other instead of pointing fingers and judging all the time like a bunch of children. People need kindness and forgiveness more than most things, except love.

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Due to the fact I never grew up in a religious household, all of this is absolutely fascinating to me I am wondering if the seven seals are representative of the chakras and that is how “Lucifer” is freed and this age comes to an end. I think there are many people trying to delay this as Lucifer/Satan stands as the great accuser and if I was Lucifer, Israel would probably be first on my list If En.Ki = Lucifer then Inanna = Lilith. Do tell me what you think

“But just as a certain amount of the angelic race have fallen, rebelled, and turned away from their God, a certain amount of the human race is also going to do the exact same thing – and there is absolutely nothing that we or even God Himself can do about it because of the free will that He has given to each and everyone of us. This is going to be the saddest part of human history after it is all said and done.”
““Now I saw when the Lamb opened one of the seals; and I heard one of the four living creatures saying with a voice like thunder, “Come and see.” And I looked, and behold, a white horse. And he who sat on it had a bow; and a crown was given to him, and he went out conquering and to conquer.” (Revelation 6:1-2)”
““When He opened the second seal, I heard the second living creature saying, “Come and see.” And another horse, fiery red went out. And it was granted to the one who sat on it to take peace from the earth, and that people should kill one another; and there was given to him a great sword.” (Revelation 6:3-4)”
““When He opened the third seal, I heard the third living creature say, “Come and see.” And I looked, and behold, a black horse, and he who sat on it had a pair of scales in his hand. And I heard a voice in the midst of the four living creatures saying, “A quart of wheat for a denarius, and 3 quarts of barley for a denarius; and do not harm the oil and the wine.” (Revelation 6:5-6)”
““When He opened the fourth seal, I heard the voice of the fourth living creature saying, “Come and see.” And I looked, and behold, a pale horse. And the name of him who sat on it was Death, and Hades followed with him. And power was given to them over a fourth of the earth, to kill with sword, with hunger, with death, and by the beasts of the earth.” (Revelation 6:7-8)”
” “When He opened the fifth seal, I saw under the altar the souls of those who had been slain for the word of God and for the testimony which they held. And they cried with a loud voice, saying, “How long, O Lord, holy and true, until You judge and avenge our blood on those who dwell on the earth?”

And a white robe was give to each of them; And it was said to them that they should rest a little while longer, until both the number of their fellow servants and their brethren, who would be killed as they were, was completed.” (Revelation 6:9-11)”

“I looked when He opened the sixth seal, and behold, there was a great earthquake; and the sun became black as sackcloth of hair, and the moon became like blood. And the stars of heaven fell to the earth, as a fig tree drops its late figs when it is shaken by a mighty wind.

Then the sky receded as a scroll when it is rolled up, and every mountain and island was moved out of its place. And the kings of the earth, the great men, the rich men, the commanders, the mighty men, every slave, and every free man, hid themselves in the caves and in the rocks of the mountains, and said to the mountain and rocks, “Fall on us and hide us from the face of Him who sits on the throne and from the wrath of the Lamb! For the great day of His wrath has come, and who is able to stand?” (Revelation 6:12-17)”

“When He opened the seventh seal, there was silence in heaven for about half an hour. And I saw seven angels who stand before God, and to them were given seven trumpets. Then another angel, having a golden censer, came and stood at the altar. And he was given much incense, that he should offer it with the prayers of all the saints upon the golden altar which was before the throne.

And the smoke of the incense, with the prayers of the saints, ascended before God from the angel’s hand. Then the angel took the censer, filled it with fire from the altar, and threw it to the earth. And there were noises, thunderings, lightnings, and an earthquake. So the seven angels who had the seven trumpets prepared themselves to sound.” (Revelation 8:1-6)”

Parallel to Supernatural wiki?

The 66 Seals are special attachments made by God to secure Lucifer’s Cage. The seals are all represented by important events, the first of which was the shedding of blood by a righteous man in Hell and the last of which was Lilith’s death. When these attachments broke, Lucifer’s Cage was immediately opened and he was released. According to Anna, there were about 600 possible seals of which only 66 had to break for Lucifer to be freed. Due to Castiel’s interactions with Dean and Sam, it is believed that Heaven is desperately trying to keep Lucifer contained and that the Angels are trying to stop Lilith from breaking the 66 Seals. Zachariah later reveals that he, along with the executive members in the Host, intended for all of the Seals following the first seal to break so that Lucifer could break free,[1] hastening the epic battle between Michael and Lucifer.

Castiel describes the seals as locks on a door that hold Lucifer prisoner. He also states that a group of demons, including Lilith, is trying to break them.[2]
Once Dean put the Apocalypse in motion by breaking the first seal, the main and executive Angels of Heaven intended for the rest of the seals to break.[1]
In addition to the 66 Seals, the rings belonging to the Four Horsemen of the Apocalypse can also open Lucifer’s Cage.[3]

Known Seals

The First Seal: “The first seal shall be broken when a righteous man sheds blood in Hell.” The demons intend for this to be John Winchester; instead it is Dean.
Rise of the Witnesses.
Raising of Samhain.
Ten species going extinct in Key West.
Everyone in a fifteen-man fishing crew going blind in Alaska.
A teacher in New York killing sixty-six students.
Death of two reapers on the night of the solstice. Must say “hic cruor messorius illud sigillum quod luciferem reverendum obstringit aperiat ut resurgat.” Which translates to “This blood Reaper seal that binds to open reverend rise of Lucifer.” (unbroken).
The Final Seal: “The first demon will be the last seal”; Sam kills Lilith, Lucifer’s first demon, which broke the final seal.
Tolkien Wiki:
One of the Silmarils was recovered by Beren and Lúthien through great peril and loss, when Luthien sent Morgoth to sleep with her singing and Beren cut it from his crown. The werewolf Carcharoth attacked them as they left Angband and swallowed Beren’s hand containing the Silmaril, and this drove Carcharoth mad. He was later killed by Huan the Hound, who died from his wounds, and Mablung cut the Silmaril out. It was later taken to the Valar in the West by Eärendil, son of Tuor and Idril and husband of Elwing: heir of Beren and Lúthien, as a token of repentance. The Valar then set this Silmaril as a star in the sky. The other two gems remained in Morgoth’s hands, and were taken from him by a servant of Manwë at the end of the War of Wrath. However, soon afterwards, they were stolen by Fëanor’s two remaining sons, Maedhros and Maglor, as they tried to fulfill the oath they had sworn so many years before. But the jewels burned their hands, in denial of their rights of possession, as they had burned Morgoth’s hands before. In agony, Maedhros threw himself and his Silmaril into a fiery pit, and Maglor threw his Silmaril into the sea.[4] Thus the Silmarils remain in the ocean, the earth, and the sky—their light present but inaccessible to those in Middle-earth.[5]

According to a prophecy of Mandos, following Melkor’s final return and defeat in the Dagor Dagorath (Battle of Battles), the world will be changed and the Silmarils will be recovered by the Valar. Then Fëanor will be released from the Halls of Mandos and give Yavanna the Silmarils and she will break them and with their light she will revive the Two Trees, the Pelóri Mountains will be flattened and the light of the Two Trees will fill the world in eternal bliss.[6] This concept appears in Tolkien’s manuscripts that were published by his son Christopher in The Shaping of Middle-earth but was not implemented in the published Silmarillion.[7]

And so I am left wondering if this is all the same legend of true/forbidden love, the spear of Destiny, the hidden stones Lapis Exillis, and the 12 Tribes of Israel ruling once again through the two pillar story, which is meant to be balanced through the third pillar congruent with masonic mythology.

Lilith as the Serpent
by Margi B.

from LilithGate Website

Lilith’s link to the garden of Eden is symbolized in Christian iconography that may have been inspired by the Zohar. Also, Lilith as Serpent is not limited by her functions in Eden, but also as other important figures such as Blind Dragon and Leviathan.

There are many passages that define Lilith as Serpent. The most obvious passage, says Lilith as the Serpent had an affair with Eve before she had intercourse with Adam. This is the most expressive passage relating to Lilith that contains a description of being both a Serpent and using temptation.

Quoting Bacharach, ’Emeq haMelekh 23c-d –

“And the Serpent, the Woman of Harlotry, incited and seduced Eve through the husks of Light which in itself is holiness. And the Serpent seduced Holy Eve, and enough said for him who understands. An all this ruination came about because Adam the first man coupled with Eve while she was in her menstrual impurity — this is the filth and the impure seed of the Serpent who mounted Eve before Adam mounted her.

Behold, here it is before you: because of the sins of Adam the first man all the things mentioned came into being. For Evil Lilith, when she saw the greatness of his corruption, became strong in her husks, and came to Adam against his will, and became hot from him and bore him many demons and spirits and Lilin.”

However, Lilith being described with male qualities capable of intercourse with other women is also explained as Lilith being joined with Sammael as one being and both being a part of the temptation in the Garden of Eden:

Quoting Moses b. Solomon of Burgos – “Both Samael, king of the demons, and Lilith were born in a spiritual birth androgynously. The Tree of Knowledge of Good and Evil is an epithet for both Samael and Grandmother Lilith (e.g. the Northerner). As a result of Adam’s sin, both of them came and confused the whole world, both the Upper one and the Nether one.”

Another quote that describes Lilith and Sammael as androgynous:

Quoting Zohar Sitrei Torah 1:147b-148b, Jacob’s Journey –

“The secret of secrets:
Out of the scorching noon of Isaac,
out of the dregs of wine,
a fungus emerged, a cluster,
male and female together,
red as a rose,
expanding in many directions and paths.
The male is called Sama’el,
his female is always included within him.
Just as it is on the side of holiness,
so it is on the other side:
male and female embracing one another.
The female of Sama’el is called Serpent,
Woman of Whoredom,
End of All Flesh, End of Days.
Two evil spirits joined together:
the spirit of the male is subtle;
the spirit of the female is diffused in many ways and paths
but joined to the spirit of the male.”

Lilith and Sammael also have intercourse through a “snake” like intermediary also.

Quoting Treatise on the Left Emanation

“You already know that evil Samael and wicked Lilith are like a sexual pair who, by means of an intermediary, receive an evil and wicked emanation from one and emanate to the other. […] The heavenly serpent is a blind prince, the image of an intermediary between Samael and Lilith. Its name is Tanin’iver[24] The masters of tradition said that just as this serpent slithers without eyes, so the supernal serpent has the image of a spiritual form without color–these are “the eyes.” The tradiationists call it an eyeless creature, therefore its name is Tanin’iver. He is the bond, the accompaniment, and the union between Samael and Lilith. If he were created whole in the fullness of his emanation he would have destroyed the world in an instant.”

The Treatise goes on to describe Lilith as the Blind Dragon itself:

Quoting Treatise on the Left Emanation

” I found written in the name of an ancient traditionist and in the name of the perfect Hasid of blessed memory that Lilith is also Taninsam. They said that this name is based on the serpent who is in the image of an intermediary between Lilith and her mate.”

Not only is Lilith Blind Dragon, but is also Leviathan:

Quoting Treatise on the Left Emanation

“I shall explain this relying on the esoteric meaning in the verse “In that day the Lord will punish with His great, cruel, mighty sword Leviathan the twisted serpent and Leviathan the tortuous serpent”–this is Lilith–“and He will slay the dragon of the sea” (Isaiah 27:1). As there is a pure Leviathan in the sea and it is called a serpent, so there is a great defiled serpent in the sea in the literal sense. The same holds true above in a hidden way.”

Lilith and Sammael are also described as serpents of two qualities; the Slant Serpent and the Torturous Serpent.

Quoting Moses Cordovero, Pardes Rimmonim 186d

“And about this mystery it is written, And on that day the Lord with His sore and great and strong sword will punish Leviathan the Slant Serpent, and Leviathan the Tortuous Serpent, and He will slay the Dragon that is in the sea (Isa. 27:1). Leviathan is the connection and the coupling between the two who have the likeness of serpents. Therefore it is doubled: the Slant Serpent corresponding to Samael, and the Tortuous Serpent corresponding to Lilith….”

Although this page only outlines Lilith’s Serpentine attributes, the reader is faced with the challenge of interpreting it about how it affects Lilith’s image and lesson to devotees. I personally interpret Lilith as governing the aspect of consciousness of the Sammael/Lilith androgyny. The intermediary, Blind Dragon, may be seen as symbolic of the Kundalini serpent energy that is connected to our unseen abilities and everyday consciousness. Lilith is Blind Dragon, and is both Serpent energy and consciousness to control that energy in the use of witchcraft and magick.

Sammael may be seen as the physical serpent, Lilith’s connection to the air can also be seen as breath used to form words to speak to Eve to convey the importance of partaking in Knowledge and understanding what existence is like when living without dignity with Adam.

Most of all, Lilith is the guardian of the Tree of Knowledge, her Serpent self symbolic of the Tree of Knowledge energy, the Tree’s own Kundalini that flows up through it’s branches like a wellspring of undefiled wisdom.

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Kabbala: Lilith, Samael and Blindragon

from AlanHumm Website

Lilith’s husband, Samael, has been castrated. In order to have sexual union with him, they must use a third character, BlindDragon. I’m not sure I want to know how this works.

Bacharach, ’Emeq haMelekh, 84b, 84c, 84d

Lilith is a harlot who fornicates with men. She has no mating with her husband, for He [God] castrated the male and cooled the female. And she becomes hot from the fornication of men, through spontaneous emission. And enough of this…. (Patai81:463)

This Lilith — the Merciful One save us!– has dominion over children who issue from a man who has intercourse at candlelight, or with his wife naked, or at times when he is forbidden to have intercourse. All those children who issue from these mentioned, Lilith can kill them any time she wants to , because they are delivered into her hand. And this is the secret of the children laughing in their sleep when they are small: it is from Lilith who plays with them.

And I heard that when a small child laughs during the Sabbath night or the night of the New Moon, it is because Lilith is playing with him, and it is well that his father or mother or anyone who sees him laugh should tap his nose with his finger and say: “Go from here, you accursed one, for you have no resting place here!” Let him say this three times, and each time he recites this incantation let him tap the child’s nose. And this is very good, for it is in the power of Lilith to kill them when she wants to. And since she has permission to kill these infants, these souls are called Oppressed Souls. (Patai81:463f)

Blind Dragon rides Lilith the Sinful — may she be extirpated quickly in our days, Amen!– And this Blind Dragon brings about the union between Samael and Lilith. And just as the Dragon that is in the sea (Isa. 27:1) has no eyes, likewise Blind Dragon that is above, in the likeness of a spiritual form, is without eyes, that is to say, without colors…. (Patai81:458)

Samael is called the Slant Serpent, and Lilith is called the Tortuous Serpent (Isa 27:1). She seduces men to go in tortuous ways…. And know that Lilith too will be killed. For the groomsman [BlindDragon] who was between her and her husband [Samael] will swallow a lethal potion at a future time, from the hands of the Prince of Power. For then, when he rises up, Gabriel and Michael will join forces to subdue and bring low the government of evil which will be in heaven and earth. (Patai81:468)

Bacharach, ’Emeq haMelekh, 121b

And he [Blind Dragon] is castrated so that he cannot beget, lest [his offspring] annihilate the world. (Patai81:458)

Samuel 7:15-17

Now Samuel judged Israel all the days of his life. He used to go annually on circuit to Bethel and Gilgal and Mizpah, and he judged Israel in all these places. Then his return was to Ramah, for his house was there, and there he judged Israel; and he built there an altar to the LORD.

Judges 3:10
Verse Concepts

The Spirit of the LORD came upon him, and he judged Israel. When he went out to war, the LORD gave Cushan-rishathaim king of Mesopotamia into his hand, so that he prevailed over Cushan-rishathaim.

Judges 16:31
Verse Concepts

Then his brothers and all his father’s household came down, took him, brought him up and buried him between Zorah and Eshtaol in the tomb of Manoah his father. Thus he had judged Israel twenty years.

1 Samuel 7:6
Verse Concepts

They gathered to Mizpah, and drew water and poured it out before the LORD, and fasted on that day and said there, “We have sinned against the LORD.” And Samuel judged the sons of Israel at Mizpah.


Therefore, Lucifer is shown through many names – Samael, Lucifer, En.Ki, Osiris – male. Lilith, Inanna, Isis – female. In the previous chapters we discussed the True Lucifer is Sophia. If this is true then Lucifer comes as serpent in the form of Samael/Lilith – the two lovers separated for eternity. (Forbidden love). They unite through Blind Dragon because “God” castrated her lover Samael. This is to say Sophia rebelled against the lesser God ruling her stolen creation and came in the guise of a serpent to offer the forbidden wisdom, and  unite the eternally seperated parts of herself. This is also how Lilith was kicked out of Eden for bearing a child to Samael, tying into masonic lore about every mason being “the widow’s son.” Why is this? Because “God” cast Samael out of the garden and their child was born without his father – a widow’s son. Enter biblical Cain which we already discussed in previous chapters as the first vampire. Whatever “God” is in charge of Earth is obviously not the True God who is all forgiving, omnipresent. Being kicked out of Eden becomes a blessing.Pretty sure when we all wake up, we no longer serve the lesser God who has hijacked Sophia’s beautiful creation – we kick him out.

lillith tranformation

You can only see it this way if you fall really far down the rabbit hole and realize that you are living in a world of deceit. What sort of God would allow the poisoning of it’s people in so many ways and constant deceit in the media? Whatever Annunaki God (shadow government) is still in charge of this place obviously has Earthlings for the most part right where they want them. Confused, believing lies, poisoning themselves and their offspring via food, water, air, medicines. Fooled through religion and weak education into reincarnating here over and over – Earth the spiritual trap. But, if you know that in this world down is up and wrong is right, then Sophia/Lucifer the tempting serpent becomes our savior. The shadow government doesn’t give a shit what we believe and put out disinfo so we never figure out the truth because that is the only way to control the human population and keep them “working” like good little bees.

Indeed, many of these bees are happy workers who desire nor believe in the higher worlds. For the first time in recorded history we are entering a time where generations of people are refusing to work. Not only refusing to work “contribute to society” but also unbelieving that ABC degrees make one more important or higher in class than oneself. This is shown with the indoctrinated medical professionals who are now being told by parents with no degrees that their medicines are harming our children. The government’s response to this has been to attempt to mandate them, fortunately this has never been approved in my state due to the high amount of unvaccinted children which is rising due to parents standing up for their rights.

The highest paid field in my state is healthcare right now because we don’t have enough people getting indoctrinated to take care of the incoming retirement generation. Our nurses work 90+ hours a week. Many places around here actually include paid trainings to become a healthcare professional and still, for years we have had this same problem. I actually found out that our state government was giving incentives to nurses from out of state to move here and work. This is the same way my mom got all of her CPS jobs in Alaska which she received over a $70,000 salary for taking. When local people won’t take jobs each state will outsource from other states with incentives. Only  soulless people could consider CPS a career. And when my generation watched medical mistreatment kill off the people we loved while natural cures were suppressed – who would seriously go into “health care?” Who would go on to become police officers when they are enforcing unjust laws? As we continue to refuse these positions they hold less and less power over society. We unbelieve them. I am pretty sure this is what scares the shadow government most of all and that is why they seek to control us through fear. The more we fear each other the less we can band together.

From revolutionizing awareness

“I think an appropriate metaphor or analogy would be a gold mining operation where we have a very large amount of ore to process to get at the gold all the while having to deal with folks scattering fool’s gold in the mix. One has to have a capable mind of an intelligence operative and analyst to adequately mine this ore and process it something that many people in the UFO/ET field have trouble doing to their great frustration. It’s a mistake to think that as many in the UFO community have been misled to believe by clever intelligence moles, that the problem of UFOs and ET contact can be solved by standard scientific procedures. Because we are dealing with a UFO/ET cover-up by intelligent people with great resources, and ETs that are even more intelligent than ourselves, thinking that standard science can address these issues is a deliberate misdirection.

Jacque Valee a UFO/ET investigator had a very enlightening conversation with an intelligence operative by the name of Major Murphy that is quite relevant to the discussion here: ‘Then he posed a question that, obvious as it seems, had not really occurred to me: “What makes you think that UFOs are a scientific problem?”

I replied with something to the effect that a problem was only scientific in the way it was approached, but he would have none of that, and he began lecturing me. First, he said, science had certain rules. For example, it has to assume that the phenomenon it is observing is natural in origin rather than artificial and possibly biased. Now the UFO phenomenon could be controlled by alien beings. “If it is,” added the Major, “then the study of it doesn’t belong to science. It belongs to Intelligence.” Meaning counterespionage. And that, he pointed out, was his domain.
“Now, in the field of counterespionage, the rules are completely different.”

Perhaps this is why all along, the Supreme God – Abraxas, meant for the seals to be broken. See Abraxas in the previous chapter. If Jesus Christ was sent by Abraxas and Horus is Jesus, and Lucifer is Horus….. then I dare say there is some group devoted to making sure people fear freemasons and mystery schools so that “the gentiles” never figure all this out. This is probably the same group commited to making sure Lucifer does not rise, and putting out material making people fear the real Lucifer and using the Lucifer name in the name of atrocities. They have literally turned Lucifer upside down in hopes of keeping the great mother from ever rising again. Most people fear their inner savior, for she is in every one of her creations.

A sigil of Lucifer that was invented in 2004 by Joy of Satan, and then adopted as the main symbol of the Church of the Elders in 2007. It is based upon part of an earlier sigil from the Grimorium Verum.

seal of lucifer.png

I believe in the return of Jesus/Lucifer/Horus. And I believe those who have committed atrocities in the names of God shall be judged accordingly and most harshly. You cannot escape karma as hard as you try.

In this lifetime I have suffered for the horrible things I did in my last lifetimes. I commited atrocities. My punishment has been to be incarnated here and have all these horrible things happen to me, things I caused in the first place. It took me a very long time to realize the meaning of one past life regression I accessed during tantra. I was a male SS officer. It wasn’t until I began looking into my own family’s history – or rather the things my grandmother refused to talk about – pertaining to why she ran away from Sweden, I realized I had seen through the eyes of my own great-great grandfather. I actually saw a genetic memory no one in my family will talk about.

Until you clear up all your karma from this lifetime and your others, you can never escape reincarnation. You can never truly ascend until you make up for the karma you have incrued. That is why I have to become my future self who is also my past self. Beings/Watchers/us from other timelines interact with us here, they are us in the future/past. If we ascend incorrectly then we reach a dead end road that can go no further (picture the Greys). That is why our past selves come here to keep us from taking their road. If we fix this timeline we also fix theirs in a very Mandela Effect.

But it seems, not all watchers are on the same page and not all want the timelines fixed. Those who refuse to ascend correctly DO want to keep everything just as it is. They want to maintain their control. Exactly like in Fringe.

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fringe watchers propaganda

The idea of the Watchers is demonstrated so many places it is impossible to ignore:

Venture Bros:

The Investors are a trio of mysterious men in business suits who possess mysterious powers and abilities that, as described by Monstroso, “make dreams come true.” They primarily do this by making “contracts” with certain people, promising them their desired dream in exchange for a hefty price, usually their lives. Their behavior and appearance is almost demonic in nature, being able to make unholy deals with others and then collecting their “fee” in a rather horrific manner. They can hide their presence from others and change their forms at will, making them a formidable and deadly presence.

The Investors first appeared working with Monstroso who was in dire need of a new heart. The Investors then took the dying King Gorilla‘s heart and kidnapped Billy Quizboy who was pretending to be a doctor even though he did not have a degree. They then gave Billy a medical license so he could perform the heart transplant for Monstroso. The group then left after S.P.H.I.N.X. showed up.

Buffy the Vampire Slayer:

Can’t even shout.
Can’t even cry.
The Gentlemen are coming by.
Looking in windows,
knocking on doors…
They need to take seven
and they might take yours…
Can’t call to mom.
Can’t say a word.
You’re gonna die screaming
but you won’t be heard.
―Girl in Buffy’s dream[src]

The Gentlemen were a group of demons said to originate from fairytales. They roamed from town to town, seeking out seven human hearts they required to stay alive. They were served by a group of demonic footmen dressed in straight jackets who did all the fighting and muscle-work for them.


The Gentlemen were bald, pale humanoids that never spoke but were always grinning maliciously through metallic teeth. They wore black suits and carried satchels with scalpels in them with which to remove the hearts they required. They did not walk, but instead hovered about a foot above the ground, standing perfectly straight. True to their name, they tended to gesture to each other politely, kindly passing the scalpel during a heart extraction and applauding another Gentleman each time they added a heart to the collection.

The Watchers:

There are those beings that exist in the darker regions of the paranormal. They are not necessarily evil, but they are reminders that there is something else in control of our world. These beings are “maintenance men” they are the “custodians” who are known to do what they feel is necessary to move society forward. Where there is a break or a moment where things tend to stay in flux, they appear to remind us that perhaps we are not always in control of our fate or destiny.

These beings are known as the Dark custodians. They are the secret chiefs, the men with Black hats, the MIB’s or Men in Black.

The beings are described as having the countenance of death. Pale faced and clothed in dark vestments. They are given the charge of bringing balance to all things and at times bring about abrupt changes. In ancient writings we always hear of angels and demons, but no one had focused on the beings that were known as the Rephaim. The book of Isaiah described these entities as being superhuman and having an ashen face. It was written that they were literally dead. Void of soul and not capable of the resurrection.

“They are dead, they shall not live; they are deceased, they shall not rise.”

The actual term used in the scripture is Rephaim or in some interpretive circles the branch or progeny of Nephilim. They were given the charge of being the Watchers of mankind.

“Dead, they shall not live; Rephaim, they shall not rise.”

The Hollywood validation of the mythos demonstrated that The Men In Black are similar to the movie “The Adjustment Bureau” and yet the iconography exists in other movies like “Dark City” and “The Matrix” or in Television shows like “Fringe” or The “X-files” showing the truer personality of these nomads that carry out an agenda without questioning. They seem to be under the control of some unseen trickster.

The Master Occultist Manly P. Hall who wrote “The Secret Teachings of all Ages” reports that a Man in Black assisted in the design of the early American Colonial flag of 1775. He was known as the professor and assisted Washington and Franklin. Washington paid the man an enormous respect and while no one knew who the man was it was evident that both Franklin and Washington knew him. Later the man vanished never to be heard from again.

Further stories would also relate that another Man in Black was involved in creating the great Seal of the Unites States.

Thomas Jefferson encountered a man all dressed in black wearing a cape. The man handed him the seal on a piece of paper. The seal now appears on the dollar bill with the words Novus Ordo Seclurum (New Secular Order of the Ages) and Annuit Coeptis, which means, “he has favored our undertakings.”

There have been accounts of a sinister group called the Zobop who were mad magicians that wore black and terrorized Haiti in the 1940’s. The people claim that the Zobop would travel in black cars that would shoot out blue beams of light.

A recent story published in the United Kingdom piqued my curiosity about blood ritual and that perhaps a sinister element is at work behind the scenes. Perhaps it is only a part of the bigger picture. One that may not have ties to Satanism but to an even more sinister group.

It was reported that Doctors at the Royal Liverpool Children’s Hospital took hearts, brains, eyes and heads from thousands of dead children without the consent of their parents.

Health Secretary Alan Milburn told lawmakers that Dutch pathologist Dick Van Velzen, who was responsible for autopsy examinations at the hospital between 1988 and 1995, had “systematically ordered the unethical and illegal stripping of every organ from every child who had a postmortem examination.”

The report found Van Velzen lied to parents, other doctors and hospital managers. It is alleged that he stole medical records, falsified reports, and encouraged others to do the same. The report, which was referred to police for possible criminal prosecution, recommended that his medical license be revoked.

Van Velzen, who is wanted on criminal charges in Canada, is now on indefinite leave of absence from Westeinde Hospital in The Hague, Netherlands.

The report called the findings “grotesque” and “appalling.” The hospital apologized and announced punitive steps against those involved, but families said that it did little to diminish their horror and heartbreak over the unauthorized raiding of their children’s organs for research and teaching.

…..May I just ask what they need all these hearts for?

It is believed that the Black Lodge opposes the evolution of thought in the world and fights a battle with the White Brotherhood. It’s the equivalent of the Good versus Evil story taken to the next level.

The tentacles of Conspiracy place the Men in Black in realms where death and horror are synonymous with their activities.

There were bizarre claims levied about a spook war between two MIB groups. One was called “Aquarius” (linked to the CIA) the other called “COM-12” (linked to Naval Intelligence).

“Aquarius/CIA” were the bad guys and “COM-12” were the illuminated good guys. Aquarius allegedly covered up the Roswell crash and all things regarding the alleged alien infestation on the planet. Their agenda allegedly includes the elimination of two thirds of the earth’s population by using bio-warfare after the completion of the Human Genome project. Adding once again the phrase “from death comes life” or if you want to be mystical “from death comes change.”

You must destroy in Order to create. Aquarius is said to be similar to a Nazi cabal within the government that has allegedly made pacts with unnatural or alien Gods.

Com-12 is believed to be attempting to preserve a constitutional government. They use telepathic powers, supernatural methods, and power derived from the lighter side of the force.

Men In Black are also an integral part of the Oriental belief in the King of the World. John Keel who has written several books on the paranormal says that the Men in Black may have their roots in Asia.

Ancient tradition in parts of China, Tibet and India claims that there is an underground city where the King of the World runs everything by sending spies and minions to the surface. They dress in black robes and suits, of course, their countenances are very Oriental. In the Middle East, they move around the deserts in black robes and headdresses.

George C. Andrews who is also a purveyor of paranoia claims that Nazi’s, the Illuminati, Teutonic Knights, The watchers, and the Prussian Masonic Lodges are all somehow connected to the men of wisdom or the Men in Black. He says it all originates from “The Initiated brothers of Asia” whose symbol was the Swastika. Their rituals included the shedding of blood, and all of the black rituals of the ancients.

The groups it was alleged got their power and their role of immortal Sentinels from pallid faced upright reptilian looking beings. These were known by some of the adepts as Secret Chiefs.
So are we to believe that the ancients of the ages were given secrets from extraterrestrial beings? Are the traditions that we hold sacred have alien origins?

Some of these secret traditions can be traced back to the 16th century and the alleged “Vampire” Count of Saint Germain. It has been supposed that Saint-Germain was the natural son of the widow of Charles II of Spain, although theosophists have made a good case for his being the son of Francis Racoczi II, the prince of Transylvania.

Secret societies were the fashion in pre-Revolutionary France, and some of them recognized Saint-Germain as an “adept,” one who knew the ancient wisdoms. He confided in others that he was at least 500 years old. Although it is believed that he eventually died in 1784, documents of the Freemasons indicate that he represented French Masons at a meeting in 1785. Madame de Genlis claimed to have seen him in Vienna in 1821. Several travelers in the 1800’s were sure they saw him in the Far East and other parts of the world. Theosophist Annie Besant said that she met the count in 1896, incarnated as a “Master,” or spiritual leader.

The count knew the secret that every Man In Black possessed.

The secrets of Alchemy.

Taking Primordial matter and changing it.

Out of Chaos comes Order.

After unraveling the secret of the Men In Black it leaves you with the ultimate truth.

There is a real war between the forces of the Wicked and the forces of the reverent.

In the 21st century they may be our leaders. They may be ritualizing the world for the final push into our next evolutionary state. They control the movie industry, the music industry and all politics.

The Men in Black just might be trying to take control of the world, in order to send it on a course that is more complimentary to the true dimensional timeline. They will appear everywhere soon and they will no longer be so mysterious.

When there is a war for destiny – they will rise up.

We may not like the outcome and they really don’t care.

Ground Zero with Clyde Lewis

If you want to join the rebellion, stop buying lies. Teach your children the truth, Lord knows the government education doesn’t. Spend time with your children and make sure they don’t fall for the same bullshit our generation did. We have officially watched politics, money and false expectations destroy our families and lives. When we are wrapped up in our emotions it is easy to forget there are beings that feed and live off our misery.

My husband and I have been paying rent to his mom to rent her house for the better part of 10 years.  We got married here. This has been our home for a long time and last month she sent my husband a fake eviction notice in a text message due on our wedding anniversary! Now that we have paid off the last of the mortgage she wants Justin’s brother to move in and us to move out. She keeps sending us these shitty apartments to move into. My family has decided to adopt the motto “as long as we have each other, we still have everything that matters.” I have learned that being happy is the best revenge and that in any situation all we can do is manage our reaction to the problem at hand – more specifically – choose not to give people the reaction they created the drama for in the first place. Choose to… not participate!

The frequency of love really can dissolve the negativity in your life. If you live from the heart everything you need will surely come. Sometimes we just need to learn to let go of the things that no longer serve us, and for me, I am still learning. But I am getting better at accepting small defeats.

I once read that Lucifer would lose all his battles until the final one. So I accept defeats and wait for Ragnarök like all good heathens. In the meantime, my family and friends are amazing. I am really thankful for them. I love my children, my husband, my boyfriend, and my life. Apparently, that pisses off my enemies most of all. 🙂 Follow your heart. Weak people will judge you either way so just pursue your bliss and be happy. Human life is too short for anything else.

I absolutely refuse to fight my brothers and sisters. I will fight to defend them, and their pursuit of life, liberty and happiness.

If the time comes that your good actions outweigh all your negative and you clear your past karma, surely you will not die but ascend on your wings; all making beautiful music once again. Out beyond the ideas of right and wrong doing there is a field, I will meet you there. These statements are not irreconcilable. May we all remember our wings and strive to get them back. And may we help each other one our way.

Love is the biggest rebellion in a world of divide & conquer.

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